Yea, exams again._

Everyday seems like a crazy day when preparing for exams. Crazily lazy, crazily nua, crazily planning what to do during the hols. Anything and everything but to study. Whoever who created exams, you are crazily crazy. And i believe you're the most hated person ever!

BUT, this sem I'm having my last ever exam in my whole entire life if nthg goes wrong. *chants*



PLSSSSSS let me go for a vacation after exams. I so want to relax for a few days or even weeks overseas. (:

RIP, dear Whisky _

Today, was a day full of hiccups. Everything just didn't go right. Little did I know, the most dreaded moment of the family happened. Whisky passed away this evening. Whisky is our pet chinchilla and he has been with my family for around 11-12 years. Maybe I should start using past tense for him since he's already gone.

here's a post about Whisky on my blog in 2007.
http://bababandd.blogspot.com/2007/11/whisky.html

I received the news when I was at Suntec with Yuan. Mum called me at 9plus. It hit me so hard and all the memories and images of Whisky kept appearing. And I just broke down. Rushed home to see Whisky for the last time but I was too late. My bro alr buried him. I didn't even fking see him for the last time. I was filled with regrets. Why the fk did I not go home after school? Why the fk did the meeting with teacher go on for so long? Why the fk did I go home so late last night? Why the hell did I not feed him treats ? Why the shit did I not buy him more toys/treats? Why the fk did I not spend more time each day looking at him, chatting with him, tickling his chin (he loved that), letting him stretch his lil paw and holding it? Why the fk did I not take pictures with him, videos and pictures of him??? Why didn't I show him more love, care and concern? Why was I such a horrible friend to him? I nv had the courage to carry him in my hands cos I was afraid of dropping him. I nv talked about him to my friends so none of my friends knew I had a pet. I'm filled with tons of guilt and regrets. Most importantly, I can't believe Whisky's gone, already.

He has always been there since I was in pri sch. I had taken him for granted, thinking that he'll always be there. I know Whisky is lonely and sad. He is always alone in his cage. As we grow older, we get busier and tend to neglect him. I don't even know he lost his appetite for 2 days alr. I'm such a failure.

I miss him. I miss him jumping ard in the cage, being so ever excited when we go close to him, being so cute trying to stretch his lil paw out to grab food/my finger, being very hyper when my dad feeds him with apples, always standing at the corner of the cage near the door when we go out or come home. When I'm home alone, knowing Whisky's home with me always makes me feel safe. He watched me grow, I watched him grow too. Everything's just so sudden.

Even though my family didn't show, I know deep inside, everyone's very sad and heartbroken. Mum/bro feeds him every morning and cleans up his cage, dad feeds his every evening and shares his apple with him. Whisky will still live in our hearts for sure.

Still, I know I won't be able to get over this soon. Pardon me for the few days or even weeks.

The emptiness of staring at the empty cage is killing me.

Hopefully Whisky will be happier in another world. I love you Whisky.

My family calender. This is my only picture with him. T.T 

Got these photos from my da sao. 

 dear Whisky holding on to his food. 

Cutie pie coming! 

He always does this when we go near him.

RIP, dear Whisky. <3 

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Be responsible for your own life_

Do you even realise what you are doing? Life is short. Don't waste time doing stupid brainless stuffs which you know you're going to regret in the future. Do what you want, be responsible for your decisions and actions. Welcome to adulthood.

Friends?_

Make more friends. They might not help you, but at least they won't harm you. (:

My journey on the train_

This morning on train, I thought there was a shit smell. When I looked ard trying to find some suspicious item, I saw an armpit. Now, that explains why. *vomits* 

世界末末日_

There have been many rumours saying that the world ends in 2012. Next yr is 2012. I guess many singers are using this point to compose songs, create albums and also taking it as a concert theme. Anw, I sincerely hope and pray and wish that the whole will not end in 2012, for I do not want to end my life as a NIE student. Haven't really lived for myself and spent ample quality time with my loved ones. So don't want to see pple die, see my loved ones leaving me and see the world end. ):

So here's a meaningful song, I hope that the world doesn't end. (:

Curly Wavy~_

Hello! Recently I've permed my hair! I went to a lok kok salon at Ubi to perm my hair. Cool huh. I'm not so brave to just go to any random salon and have my perm done. Oh, it's the first time I'm doing something to my hair. I've nv dyed//rebonded/permed my hair before. So anw, yuan's sis intro-ed that salon to me. Although it's really lok kok and small, the hairdresser is not bad. She's pretty kind too. See that I'm a poor student, give me discount. My fav! :D 

Oh yea, I went for eyebrow threading a few days before perming with meow at Roxy. Wow wow. So amazing that you can just remove hair using a thread! It doesn't hurt when threading above the eyebrow but it hurts a lil when doing the bottom of the brow. Just pray and you'll be fine. Hearing the "zzzzz... zzzz.." sound when threading is scary but shiok. You know the hair is falling off. Do rmb to say you don't want thin eyebrows if you don't want to end up with a line of eyebrow though. 

Wah I'm so brave to show my huge face with stupid expression. Anw, after threading. A lil swollen and red but it'll be fine after awhile. 

The reason why i'm threading my eyebrows is because I'm saying bye-bye to the bangbang gang! No more bangs for me! Bangs is so good cos I don't have to trim my brows at all. But now, it's time to do it. (;

So here we are, taking a bus to the salon. I just realised it's the same expression as above lol.

Taking a 'before' shot and my poopoo just wants to disturb.

Step One: Putting some Chemical on my hair to protect them. It's damn smelly. Luckily there's pokka green tea! and my poopoo acting cute~ :D

This is a dryer! Drying my hair after washing. So good, I wanna install one at home too!

And then she started to put the rollers on my hair. Doing electric perm btw. My head almost broke from all those tough pulling of my hair when putting on the rollers. 

:D

This is how retarded I look when perming. I swear everyone's looking at me as if I'm a clown. Anw the bottle of product on the right is the curling cream, to maintain the curls. 

Still looking dumb. Poopoo kept laughing at me! 

The man who waited 3.5 hours for me. Yes, so long!

Looking dumb from the back..

The lok kok salon with bugs and insects all ard. Found one on the hairdryer. I was seriously praying they don't use this hairdryer on me!! Luckily, they really changed my seat after washing my hair and used another hairdryer. 

Moral of the story: Praying works. 

Done! Hair is semi-dry. I wanted bigger curls and yea, I got what i wanted. (: 

Luckily I did. Lao pok salon can do wonders at a cheaper price, longer time with a few bugs. 

Fully dried. My hair was covering my boobs before perming! 

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:O   >.<

A change for X'mas and 2012!

Price (for my length and thickness, my hair not body): Wash + Cut + Perm + Treatment + Product = $110

Think it's pretty cheap. Yay I'm happygirl90! UNTIL, my eyes area got swollen due to some unknown allergy. But it's recovering alr. (: Anyhow, I think my hair is straightening alr. =.= Pls last till CNY tyvm!

就算是世界要崩溃 亲爱的我也绝不会落泪 

不放弃爱过的那种感觉 珍惜着有你记忆的一切 

就算是世界要倾斜 亲爱的我也绝不说离别 

尽管末日威胁再强烈 有爱就不累