超人不會飛..

My journey on the train_

2012-01-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

This morning on train, I thought there was a shit smell. When I looked ard trying to find some suspicious item, I saw an armpit. Now, that explains why. *vomits*

世界末末日_

2011-12-29T01:58:00.001+08:00

There have been many rumours saying that the world ends in 2012. Next yr is 2012. I guess many singers are using this point to compose songs, create albums and also taking it as a concert theme. Anw, I sincerely hope and pray and wish that the whole will not end in 2012, for I do not want to end my life as a NIE student. Haven't really lived for myself and spent ample quality time with my loved ones. So don't want to see pple die, see my loved ones leaving me and see the world end. ):

So here's a meaningful song, I hope that the world doesn't end. (:

Curly Wavy~_

2011-12-07T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hello! Recently I've permed my hair! I went to a lok kok salon at Ubi to perm my hair. Cool huh. I'm not so brave to just go to any random salon and have my perm done. Oh, it's the first time I'm doing something to my hair. I've nv dyed//rebonded/permed my hair before. So anw, yuan's sis intro-ed that salon to me. Although it's really lok kok and small, the hairdresser is not bad. She's pretty kind too. See that I'm a poor student, give me discount. My fav! :D

Oh yea, I went for eyebrow threading a few days before perming with meow at Roxy. Wow wow. So amazing that you can just remove hair using a thread! It doesn't hurt when threading above the eyebrow but it hurts a lil when doing the bottom of the brow. Just pray and you'll be fine. Hearing the "zzzzz... zzzz.." sound when threading is scary but shiok. You know the hair is falling off. Do rmb to say you don't want thin eyebrows if you don't want to end up with a line of eyebrow though.

Wah I'm so brave to show my huge face with stupid expression. Anw, after threading. A lil swollen and red but it'll be fine after awhile.

The reason why i'm threading my eyebrows is because I'm saying bye-bye to the bangbang gang! No more bangs for me! Bangs is so good cos I don't have to trim my brows at all. But now, it's time to do it. (;

So here we are, taking a bus to the salon. I just realised it's the same expression as above lol.

Taking a 'before' shot and my poopoo just wants to disturb.

Step One: Putting some Chemical on my hair to protect them. It's damn smelly. Luckily there's pokka green tea! and my poopoo acting cute~ :D

This is a dryer! Drying my hair after washing. So good, I wanna install one at home too!

And then she started to put the rollers on my hair. Doing electric perm btw. My head almost broke from all those tough pulling of my hair when putting on the rollers.

This is how retarded I look when perming. I swear everyone's looking at me as if I'm a clown. Anw the bottle of product on the right is the curling cream, to maintain the curls.

Still looking dumb. Poopoo kept laughing at me!

The man who waited 3.5 hours for me. Yes, so long!

Looking dumb from the back..

The lok kok salon with bugs and insects all ard. Found one on the hairdryer. I was seriously praying they don't use this hairdryer on me!! Luckily, they really changed my seat after washing my hair and used another hairdryer.

Moral of the story: Praying works.

Done! Hair is semi-dry. I wanted bigger curls and yea, I got what i wanted. (:

Luckily I did. Lao pok salon can do wonders at a cheaper price, longer time with a few bugs.

Fully dried. My hair was covering my boobs before perming!

(;

:O >.<

A change for X'mas and 2012!

Price (for my length and thickness, my hair not body): Wash + Cut + Perm + Treatment + Product = $110

Think it's pretty cheap. Yay I'm happygirl90! UNTIL, my eyes area got swollen due to some unknown allergy. But it's recovering alr. (: Anyhow, I think my hair is straightening alr. =.= Pls last till CNY tyvm!

就算是世界要崩溃亲爱的我也绝不会落泪

不放弃爱过的那种感觉珍惜着有你记忆的一切

就算是世界要倾斜亲爱的我也绝不说离别

尽管末日威胁再强烈有爱就不累

Don't forget him.._

2011-12-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hi Snoopy! :D

Exclamation mark!_

2011-11-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

Oh yes it's lunlun's new album, 惊叹号! Well I admit I thought this album wasn't good when I listened to a few of his songs initially. However, lunlun being lunlun, his songs are 耐听 ones. Now i think his whole album is super awesome! Everyone shld go listen for a few times and fall in love with them like me! Highly recommending 公主病、水手怕水、世界末末日、Mine Mine、琴伤、疗伤烧肉粽、皮影戏、你好吗, wait, am I typing out all the songs? okay okay crazy Jay Chou fans are all like that. :D

Weeeheeeeeeeeee holidays damn shiok! Feels uber good even doing nthg! Suddenly feel that life's awesome! Don't you all think so too?? Totally can picture my NIE girls nodding vigorously hehe.

Anw, I always think that listing down aims and goals will give me extra motivation to achieve them. SO my goal for this holiday is to 变美! This is a bit tough to measure cos WHO GETS TO DEFINE PRETTY?! this is so AMX. Stop haunting me leh AMX. tsk.

Oh yea, it's not me hahaha. I'm just being too paranoid and guilty conscious.. ): I'm a bad friend. Anyhow, I've reflected alr. I'm being too crazy.

Wooohooooooo 柯震东 won 最佳新演员 during 金马奖! 《那些年》yay! His pipi sacrificial is so worthy! :D

My bro just gave me a stick of choc waffle. Pretty long stick. Milk vanilla choc stick. Just making use of the stick to show my face.

It's not nice............. Dislike chocs! Gives me a giddy feel after eating. Am I weird or what?

Yay I'm so bored I can blog often. Wanna show my kids in the future, if I ever have kids.

And my dear mummy, why didn't you call home?? You always force us to call home when we're overseas and you didn't?? You must be rebelling. Too much. Sigh. Got to have a talk with you when you're back.

I dreamt that I'm a pri sch kid and I lost my memory. *gasps* Sucks when you don't rmb anything about anyone, anything, even yourself.

girl: 哎呦哥哥嗨你好!

man: 我不是哎呦哥哥我是巨炮叔叔你怎么啦?

girl: 我生病了!

man: 那听一下哎呦哥哥的阳光宅男就会好了啦!

girl: No no~ 好不了喔…

man: 为什么呢?

girl: 因为是公主病啦!

《公主病》

还是要幸福_

2011-11-25T14:45:00.004+08:00

The song I'm in love lately, other than Jay Chou's songs, is this! Hebe's always singing this kind of after-break up songs. like 寂寞寂寞就好 and now this. It's really touching. The ending song for 行医. Here it is..

Anw, the recent hoo-haa is 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》. Think everyone's really into it cos it brings back memories for all. it's NC16 and all those who went to watch went through sec sch alr. It's really a pity that they didn't get tgt in the end. oh no spoiler! still, 柯震东 has a nice firm ass huh! hehe.

Dear blog, I'm so sorry to always abandon you during my busy period in NIE. I hope you won't think I'm making use of you during hols after I end the whole damn sem. I didn't disappear for the whole sem actually. Just for last quarter of the sem cos I was really dying from the endless assignments, presentations and exams. Like really dying. Sometimes, you have to give up something in order to do something. Many times, you don't have a choice to choose what you want to give up and what you want to do. I know you probably cannot understand what I'm going through for you're not here with me. I do not want to always drown you with either NIE or boyfriend. but the truth is I only have NIE in my life. My boyfriend is revolving around NIE too. Helping me with assignments, comforting me that everything's gonna be over soon, gg out to do assignments/study with me (he's studying too)... Can you do what he's doing with me? If not then do not say that I put my bf above you. I'm not capable of enjoying like how you do, blog. Sometimes, I cannot even afford the time to have a proper meal. I thought you'll understand cos you're experiencing something close to what i am experiencing. I can't believe this. And I thought it has always been like that for everyone, busy (disappear for that period), free (come back again). And you've been with me for years, since sec sch, it's always been this way isn't it? I just feel so hurt yet angry and confused at the same time.

Just when I thought I could finally enjoy my well-deserved holidays ytd after exams, it was spoilt. I spent the whole fking night pondering, and it really hurts me if you're really talking about me. I hope it's not me. *prays* I don't know if there's such a thing called "making use of you during hols", but that has never ever in my whole damn life crossed my mind. If you do not want me to appear again, I can try. ):

Anw, Mummy went overseas ytd. I did housework for half of today and I'm so freakin' tired. I've learnt to appreciate my Mama even more now. Mama! Have fun and come back soon! I promise to help with the housework okay! I love my Niang niang.

Unhappy stuffs aside, I have no idea how i survived through this disastrous sem, by far the most challenging and craziest one (Thanks to Rahil I feel that I've having a test every week), it's time to Party!!

Might not sound convincing now but I hope all my friends can feel that I do treasure and cherish them. Will show some actions during the hols, hoping you all won't think i'm making use of you guys during hols. Guess I'm feeling really guilty over this.. Sorry friends.

不確定就別親吻感情很容易毀了一個人

一個人若不夠狠愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾我一天一天總會丟完的

我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭

所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚

確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅

明天開始這一切都結束

Nightmare_

2011-10-08T13:58:00.004+08:00

Dreamt that i got D+ for AMX last night. So scary. Think i cried in the dream.

她说.. _

2011-09-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I visited my own blog. I know there're some of you coming back, checking for updates occasionally. Appreciate the thought of wanting to see what I'm up to / what I'm busy with / what shit I got into / if I'm still me..

I know, it's boring to keep talking about NIE again and again but that's the only thing I'm busy with. School school school. All of us in NIE are suffocating from the number of assignments, which are constantly piling. It's finally recess week, and I'm really glad to have a week off from traveling, and off from those interactive lessons, esp those English modules. They scare me, really. As a result, Wed nights and Thurs mornings are the most dreaded times of the week. I have 2 Eng modules on Thurs fyi. I always feel like an idiot in Eng classes. Usually, I have no idea what they're talking about as they speak in bombastic words with lightning speed. If not, I absolutely have no courage to open my mouth and make comments. Not even a simple "yes" or "no". I don't know what's wrong with me, really. Sometimes, I really wish I could speak as fluently and think as fast as the rest of the classmates. I feel super inferior then.

Besides school, I've been pondering over the issue of friends recently. Lady Luck is not on my side as I always have some stupid assignments to do when there's friends gathering/outing/party. I'm afraid to say I'm losing my friends. Talking about effort, time kills them all. Excuses, excuses, excuses. I always believe that true friends will be there, no matter what, when, where, how. I guess I'm wrong. People being human beings with feelings, they do forget some stuffs and drift away, having stronger feelings with someone else after some time. Friendship has to be constantly maintained.

Also, I think I've lost the ability of making friends.

When I'm using my laptop, I tend to bloghop or watch some tw variety shows. Why can some girls be so good in dolling themselves up?? Covering their flaws effectively and appear being so perfect. Why is it that some girls can look good in everything, some girls can look gorgeous effortlessly? Why is it that some girls are so talented, so smart? As compared, I'm like a little red dot, trying too hard sometimes.

It's so tough to find myself, you know. A style that belongs to me, a personality that defines me, a set of stuffs to call my own. The today me will look at the ytd me and ask "what's wrong with me ytd?!" The tmr me will look at the today me and ask "what's wrong with me ytd?!" I'm mad. I'm crazy. I'm lunatic.

I sincerely hope that one day, I can become confident and proud of myself, after finding my authentic self.

她说无所谓

只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑烟火不会太完美

回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾

她曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾

绿叶在跟随放开刺痛的滋味

今后不再怕天明我想只是害怕清醒

till the world ends_

2011-07-18T17:24:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's gone, that's why they're back..

It kind of hurts when such things come attacking, and then you'll realise that it's not something within your control, and it's not all yours at all, after all.

I have been feeling very contradicting all these while. What exactly should i do? I feel terrible but at the same time, stupid. Miserably stupid.

Life without NIE_

2011-05-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

One word: SHIOK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suddenly, life is full of hope, and love, and meaning, and fun! I feel like a balloon, being released into the beautiful sky, filled with hope and excitement! *Screams*

Sorry for being so crazy. Anw, I've been enjoying for one whole week alr and life's great! I do not wish to harp on those disastrous exam papers (they will haunt me again soon i know) and I'm so going to enjoy myself for the hols! I know I don't really deserve the hols cos I didn't really work hard for the sem, but I'm really tired okay. Sia la now I damn scared hols will end and another disastrous sem will come sia.

But anw, regarding the upcoming sem, I doubt no other timetable can be as sucky as mine the previous sem. What? 830am for all 5 days, 2 ultra late days with many hours of break in between? 2 days of gg school just for 2 hrs, travelling time longer than school hours? Now, how did I survive them? I think I leveled up again...

It feels so freakin' good to be able to do whatever I like, whatever I want, without the burden of mugging/projs/assignments/schooling/travelling/presenting...... You know right? I know you do.

Also, I hope to seize this opportunity to catch up with my friends (ongoing), spend time with my family, have some self-quality time, and to show more love to my buibui definitely! My buibui has been suffering with me all these while. I feel so bad towards him. Always sacrificing awesome weekends to study with me, even precious rest time during weekdays. ): Thank you hubbo, thank you. Will never be able to thank you enough.

btw, my buibui is not bui at all, for I will not call someone who is fat, "fat". So........HELLLO FATTIES!!!!! :D

Can't wait for Ashley/Hobart's arrival!!! ^^

And, 公主嫁到 is really a fantastic drama! Highly recommended.

Okay it's time for some shows and then sleep.. Ending off with a press-my-fat-tummy-and-i-will-say-"MUUUAAACCCKSSSS, I LOVE YOU~"-flying-pig,

and one with Naughty G.

Can someone tell me why is Naughty G in the exam goodie pack for NIE?? ._.

All the best to those still having exams!!! Meet me up when those horrendous days end!!! I'm waiting for you~~~

我要被叫小妹！_

2011-04-20T17:38:00.002+08:00

刚刚一位 Aunty 坐在我的身旁，问道：＂小姐，去莱佛士搭这里对吗？＂

我心里一阵抽动，我的妈呀，我已经变成＂小姐＂了耶！ 该死的。老得那么快？！人家还是小妹 okay!!

真要命！被叫小妹时就很想变成小姐，现在却想变回小妹。虽然有时还是会有人叫我小妹，可是一个＂小姐＂就够悲哀了勒。真犯贱！

Anw, just finished my 2nd last paper today. Yea all exam papers suck!!! And I can't deny how dumb I am!! Who will forget to write title for 作文?! Yes, me. 小妹忘了. 

Hope next mon 11.30 will arrive soon, like now!

For now, Happy 10 months honey deary poopoo!!  爱心！

小妹告辞！拜拜！

The Most Impt Decision_

2011-04-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

I know I shouldn't be blogging but this is really waaaaaayyyyyyy too touching. They've been tgt for 10 going on 11 years and they're finally getting married! They just look perfect tgt. So sweet! And this new song, 最重要的决定 by 范范 just fits in perfectly.

I think they're one couple who will receive blessings from almost everyone. awwwwwwwwww..

now, I can't wait to sing this song one day. (:

i hope April will end soon. NIE mates, let's work hard tgt!

你是我最重要的決定
我願意每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏只有親密

你是我最重要的決定
我願意打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑只有經營

A bumpy peaceful bus ride_

2011-03-18T11:27:00.002+08:00

回家途中，上了巴士。上车时，整辆车只有我一个人坐在巴士上。这种感觉很奇妙，仿佛整辆车只为我服务，感觉挺爽的。好平静，但是，总少不了一丝丝的孤单。空旷的周围显得我更孤独、寂寞。一片寂静，只能用耳机里传出的音乐掩盖，欺骗自己＂我不是一个人＂。不顺的一天注定不顺到底。耳机传来的歌竟是＂习惯就好＂。原来，我今天注定一直孤独下去，只要习惯就好，习惯就好。

今天不知怎么了，可能已经给自己放假了吧。忘了带 assignment 来交，忘了带手提电脑，忘了 top up ez link card，忘了我是谁...课前想去打印作业，排队的人偏偏那么多。课后要去打印，站在电脑前，尿偏偏要急着出来。没办法，只好放弃，跑到厕所去。好不容易，终于把作业打印出，交给老师。好饿好饿，好冷好冷。

突然好累哦。

最累的是一个人的星期五早上。

知道我不是最惨的，日本随便一个都比我惨一百倍，可是我还是很惨。

每天都忙忙碌碌，也不晓得在忙什么，最后又得到了什么...

可不可以不要了？

the adorable liar_

2011-03-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

None other than my tuition kiddo!

*tuition kiddo yawning*

*me stared at her*

kiddo, "you not tired ah?"

me, "I'm tired ah.."

kiddo, "then why're you not yawning??"

me, "._. tired must yawn ah?????"

she's soooooo adorable!!!!! she looks like Agnes from Despicable me! Serious!

like this.... big eyes, chubby face, bangs too. too cute! shall take a pic of her one day.

BUT!!!!!! she's a liar. a bad kid. she doesn't do my work and lied to her mum that she finished my work alr. I've just exposed her and complained to her mum this evening. hopefully this adorable liar can become an adorable kiddo soon! (:

and, gg to NIE is 错错错 and 莫莫莫.. sigh.

不可以吗?

哈比八福得!_

2011-03-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

As some of you know, it's yuan'r's big day a few days ago. Unfortunately, I had a test and it's worth 2AUs on the exact day and I have a presentation the following morning, and another presentation tmr. So, I can gladly say I'm a superwoman! Due to time constraint and every other shitload reasons, I wasn't able to give my dearest a huge surprise and a wonderful birthday. ): It was his first birthday with me as his girlfriend and I felt kind of bad for not putting in more effort. Anyhow, I tried my best!

Yes I know some Kaypohs are dying to know what I did huh! Firstly, Laoniang freakin' skipped a 2 hours lecture in the afternoon cos it ends at 530. I told yuan'r that we're gonna have jap cuisine at Nihon Mura cos he loves jap food! and i told him that i got him a 50cents present and he's gonna use it everyday! yes, he guessed it, an ezlink sticker. His favourite One Piece okay! Uber cute!! So on that day, I rushed to Fairprice Xtra to buy those fresh ingredients like his fav fish roe and my fav salmon after my test!! Before that, I alr brought rice and all the other ingredients to sch. YES, YOU ARE CORRECT! I planned to make sushi for him!! The BEST jap cuisine ever!!!!! ;D

Actually, I only made once with ylm before and I think I'm damn brave to do this for his b'day. Imagine me failing, no dinner. BUT CANNOT BE!!! Okay blah blah I went to his house to surprise him. I had to FORCE him to take half day leave previously can. And I had to force him to report his location.. I can't believe my suayness. Of all days, the stupid purple line got technical fault on that day, at that time! I just reached outram park only the service got stopped for awhile and all. Argh!

Okay when i finally got to his house, TADAAAAAAA, SURPRISE!!!!!! Okay not very surprising but I'm always the best surprise to him. lalala. And I started to make dinner at 3.30pm and everything's only done at 7pm LOL. What? I tried my best right! Got to cook rice, cook this cook that, roll here roll there, VERY BUSY HOR! And, I think sushi masters are realllllly noble!! They're so cool! Anyhow, I prepared sushi for his mum and sis too okay! Of cos, the purpose of making sushi tgt is to have fun during the process. So my dear bday boy got to make with me!

The final product...

Not exactly perfect but i did all i can okay! very good for a first-timer~

DAMN CHIO RIGHT! I cut the salmon on my own okay! and they're all so chio. Hehehe. Super proud. And that fish roe looks really good here! And, that yellow thing is potato salad okay! (;

Another photo for my awesome salmon!

Ahhhhhhhh~~~ I don't know about the others, but i really enjoyed my dinner. There's miso soup as well! Cucumber sushi, egg mayo sushi, potato salad, salmon sushi, fish roe sushi, miso soup, crab stick. Probably there aren't much variety but I really love the salmon! And, I really did all i could. I hope my boy loved the dinner personally prepared by me (virgin experience). I know he did, I peeped at his tummy! (;

After dinner, I gave him his present, CK underwear YAY! Didn't have time to get cake (Icing room has no cheesecake! ): ). Well, I knew his sis was getting a cake for him la. Lalala~

After everything, he sent me down for me to cab home. We waited for SUPER long and there was no cab that stopped for us. Then yuanyuan finally couldn't take it and shouted, "WHAT IS THIS! WHY NO CAB?! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!" AND........ you won't believe this, a hired cab came to a halt immediately after he said that. The passenger alighted and I boarded it. I'm still very fascinated. O.o

And that's about all for his big day. I hope yuanyuan enjoyed his day, and felt my sincerity and love.

Happy birthday my dear. (=

Only Only U U U~ Only Only U U U~

Happy CNY and Happy Vday!_

2011-02-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm just so lazy to blog even though i have the heart to do it. whose fault? N...........I...............Eventually i didn't blog. so here's a late Happy CNY and i didn't take pictures on the first day. i have so many incomplete sch stuffs to do! ARGH!

Anw, yuan'r and i went to the Zoo a few weeks ago and here're some of the pictures we took. think the last time i went is like..........7 yrs ago? the Zoo sure looks different now. i shall be caring and share with you all!

one of my fav, GIRAFEE!!! cos they're so much taller than me!

Us on the tram. i love the snail and the coconut tree and the hat and myself and him!

It's finally the sun after so many weeks of rain.

Read their face! This face to beg for food.

This grin shows fear or excitement! i think yuan'r is excited. (;

the flying dogs!

lol 半缩头乌龟! looks awkward.

awwwwwww so lovely. Gloria~

the stars of Happy Feet!

love Marty's butt with the swinging tail!

yuan'r's fav seal!

see see. gu ji gu ji..

pose pose pose. (:

the tail is amazing! is he King Julian?

the little pony, Belle. yuan'r is flirting with her but she's not interested eh. hehe.

the disgusting tortoises. tsktsktsk.

yuan'r's fav fav fav red backside animal! BABOON AH!

and my boyfriend loves to ask me to act cute. well, i'm not acting. :D

Overall, it was an enjoyable trip. of cos they're many other animals but i'm not posting all becos you pple shld go visit the zoo yourself. nooooo la i'm just plain lazy!

Anw, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL THE COUPLES OUT THERE, AND HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! (:

Most importantly, Happy Valentine's Day dear! (=

__

2011-01-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

If I have a choice, I will leave NIE.

If I had...another choice.

nobody nobody but me.._

2010-12-31T02:34:00.006+08:00

everyone's aslp now. i know i shld be sleeping too but i'm feeling quite awake and i don't like the feeling of rolling on bed, trying so hard to fall aslp yet i can't. so this is the quietest time, most peaceful time and..the loneliest time. can't help but to feel a lil emo. ):

"where is everyone?! why am i alone here?"

then i'll feel so lonely, neglected, unwanted, sad and emo.

and i'll start to reflect on myself...

"maybe there's something wrong about me."

maybe... maybe...

nah it's just 2010 is ending too soon, i can't accept it. 2011, a brand new year, represents changes. i hate changes. i love to stick with the arrangements i'm happy with or getting used to. now i have to adapt to new things again. another reason to emo.

recently, addicted to Hebe's songs!

寂寞寂寞就好

i think this song is awesomely suitable for the pple who just broke up. if only there's this song when i broke up the previous time, tsktsktsk.......loop non-stop! even better than yoga's 说谎 la! i repeated tt song for weeks i think. now, 寂寞寂寞就好 is tokgong(number one) i tell you! love the lyrics TTM. 死不了就还好~ and, another reason to emo. the song is too sad alr okay. i can feel it.

another Hebe's song. Love!

initially, i didn't like both songs. but after listening for a few times, i get the impact. totally hooked onto them now. they're actually meaningful songs. and Hebe is so pretty! the wind blow up her hair in the MV, super chio. typical MV style but she's still pretty! and Hebe didn't sound like herself in Love!. sounds like 王菲?

anw, long time no photo of yuan'r and i. in case anyone suspected we broke up (tt's why i'm addicted to 寂寞寂寞就好 and being so emo), choyyyy okay! no we didn't. this was X'mas! :D

anw, last day of 2010! all the best to everyone in the new yr!!!!!!!!! WELCOME, 2011!! HAVE AN AWESOME COUNTDOWN!!!!! (:

怎麼這世界每個人都愛別人不愛自己

Eh? Why nthg new??_

2010-12-28T14:40:00.003+08:00

it's kind of stupid but everytime i visit my OWN blog, i hope to see something new. like hello i nv even blog how to have anything new right. think i'm too used to having group blogs, hoping to see new posts by my loved ones everytime i visit. and when i'm the only one who blogs, i feel tt it's becoming my own blog. feels weird and there, i created my own blog.

anyhow, haven't been blogging since the start of dec simply because i'm too lazy. and probably i'll start blogging again when nobody visits my blog. uh uh personal diary! pple who're reading this now are trying to invade my personal life!! tsktsk...

last few days of 2010 and it's time to feel old again. it's always the period when i'm having hols(TMD ONLY 3 WEEKS THIS TIME LA!), having nthg to do(except impt things like eating, sleeping, shopping, having fun, watching shows, rolling ard at home, pestering my friends, irritating bui, bugging my parents, acting like a siao kia...), i'll start to think back and reflect, WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED THIS YEAR?!

i...........survived two sems miraculously.
i went through sch attachments. (okay i nv achieve, i just completed.)
i got a loving boyfriend (i think is HIS achievement lor. he got such a wonderful girlfriend can! ;) ).
i, erm, achieved a tuition kid who loves me?
k la dont talk about achieving things, but things that happened this yr k. house renovation!! i survived the POW life! bathing with a pail of cold water, no running tap, no kitchen, no functional living room. )=
some family issues. actually i dont know what happened also. it's just no more now. hehe.
and errrrr, the blogshop photos? i can't believe there's no photoshopping involved and they just posted my photos everywhere la! damn hideous la. okay everyone shall just forget this........ *chants*
attended the most special wedding. currently the most special one. mine will be NUMBER ONE! ;D

okay la crap. i didn't achieve anything okay. always being as boring and stupid. so yr end is coming, time for some new yr resolutions......... okay i'll just look at last yr's one and see if i achieved any.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS (2010)!
1) i will be kind and patient to my family! no shouting no screaming no quarreling.
*yea yea i'm always kind and patient to my family what. we're more loving this yr. i'm so lovable as usual. PASS!*

2) i will study. i promise to study at least 3hours per week. lol is it too little? at least at least! good progress anw. (Y)
*i think i didn't study at least 3 hours per week but my time was alll dedicated to schwork la! endless assignments and projs. dont even have extra time for myself, still study leh. cheyy. anyhow, PASS!*

3) i will not fail! i will not fail my parents, i will not fail my friends, i will not fail myself, i will not fail anyone! i realised the scariest moment is to know that you're alone. i will not let anyone feel alone! YOU STILL HAVE ME! (:
*i don't know about this. i guess everyone's so busy and i really didn't have the time for my friends. so... FAIL. ):*

4) pple have been saying i'm fierce for umpteen times alr. i will become gentler! DON'T LAUGH!
*WAH RAO PASS PASS PASS! super gentle me. PASS!*

5) i will try my very best to not let my loved ones worry for me again. sorry loves!
*i did try my best to not let my loved ones worry for me again BUT, my loved ones will nv stop worrying for me right? SUB-PASS!*

6) i will do more good deeds.
*i admit. i didn't. i'm a meanie. FAIL!*

7) i will love who i love more, including myself!
*yes i love everyone, more. LOVELOVE! PASS!*

8) i will be more sociable, in the right way.
*right way. i think i'm still not sociable, but at least i don't use online sites anymore! SUB-PASS!*

9) i will pack my room and house more often.
*._. okay la FAIL!*

10) okay okay this is it, I WILL NOT BE ADDICTED TO CLUBBING! ^^
*ai seh. totally absolutely PASS! for the whole yr, i went to club for 7 times only. final time is when my head got abused. ): *

so.... 6/10!!!! *blings* thanks all for your support! new yr resolution works okay!! i shall think of some new year resolutions for 2011!!! to be continued...

i had a lovely christmas. hope you guys did too! next up, COUNTDOWN TO 2011! have fun!! ;D

hi, i love to be unglam and 捉住青春的尾巴.. (;

Two songs i keep looping, non-stop_

2010-12-03T12:27:00.005+08:00

Insomnia by Craig David

i'm suffering from insomnia recently..

Beautiful by Akon ft. Colby O'Donis, Kardinal Offishall

i know if i say i'm beautiful i'll get whacked. probably only 2 pple will agree.
no, only 1. i thought my mum would. )= FML.

i'm officially done with all assignments for the sem and i dont feel like studying at all. somebody save me! so feel like enjoying life now.

T-H-I-R-T-E-E-N M-O-R-E D-A-Y-S T-O F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!!!

Change leh!!!!_

2010-11-30T23:41:00.004+08:00

i can't believe my brothers and i just argued over the msg tone!!!! ._. 3 of us use iphone and iphone got so limited msg tones and we clashed. so my eldest bro insisted i change mine....and my 2nd bro said dont use his........ARGHHH...and i have to use the horrible "bell" now cos my eldest bro stole my "tri-tone", uses "glass" as well and my 2nd bro uses "horn". sigh..... poor me la. )=

Update: i think Apple heard me and they have new updates for msg tones!!! awwwww........ using "Typewriter" now. my brothers can continue using those boring tones. *smirks*

Lucky_

2010-11-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

phew, i almost died from all those vomiting, diarrhoea and fever. i spent my past week on the bed and sink, vomiting every single thing i ate. even when i ate nthg, i vomited yellow liquid. you know, those things don't just come out from your mouth like what you see from the merlion, they come out from your nose too. and, it feels freakin' horrible inside. like all my organs are dying to come out. so yes, i shld be rushing my assignments but i couldn't even on my laptop. i went to bathe and i almost blackout in the bathroom. tt's how sick i was. what's worse was yuan'r was also sick. we had the same condition and poor us la. guess we ate something wrong tgt. we were sick for days and i thought i wasn't gonna recover from it anymore. i ate the med and vomited all out, till my legs go jelly. really frightening exp.

luckily, we both survived and we're getting better each day. we feel like vomiting when we smell meat though. hope i won't ever vomit again. *shivers*

anw, the weather's getting reallllllllllllll humid. makes me sticky and smelly. ewwwww.....

上冲冲，下洗洗，左搓搓，右揉揉....

Am I still alive?_

2010-10-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

hello?? whoa i almost died the past few days/weeks. i hate to repeat myself but i have to repeat myself that NIE is killing me. just had a test this mon and my whole weekend was dedicated to it. i refuse to talk abt the test. and then next week there's an essay due, the week after next there're 1 essay and 1 presentation? then 2 more essays and one lesson plan. followed by exams and then abracadabra, I WILL BE ALIVE AGAIN!

i have no life now. my only life is having no life. even meeting yuan'r, i'll be doing my sch work. naturally i won't have time to meet my friends to have a lil fun. i think everything is abt time management and mine sucks. tt is why i wanted to quit my cca tt time and then they made me stay and now i'm just skipping every meeting, while they're just gossiping behind my back. what's the pt? i merely want to breakaway from that and have more free time without any guilt. and i just cannot stand pple gossiping abt you when they didn't go through what you went through. to think they're all teachers-to-be. anw, i see no need to explain to anyone. i'm bringing this up cos i can't stand pple bugging abt this again and again. *rolls eyes*

oh i have a song to intro. it's from the movie "Love in Disguise" by LeeHom. the song is 你不知道的事. i think it's a really touching and meaningful song. i can't help feeling a lil sad after listening.

awesome song(:

i feel so dead. endless tuition somemore. online shopping gives me a lil energy. hehe. and, luckily i have awesome friends in class. at least i know i'm not alone. you're not alone too! (:

baobaobaobao..

__

2010-10-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

想念是会呼吸的痛...

New Obsession_

2010-10-10T21:40:00.004+08:00

yeah i think we change really fast but this is the current obsession alr. probably there'll be more nicely taken photos when the professional photographer sends those photos over. can't wait to see them. hehe. we don't always have the chance to dress up up up.

anw, it's the perfect 10/10/10 today! did you do anything cool today?? i did powerpoints, for sch assignments and projs. FML. but, luckily, my beloved "add as friend" is with me the entire day. that makes whatever shitload i'm doing seems perfectly fine. thanks for being my perfect date on the perfect date. AWWWWWWWW~~

and i'm in love with scooby doo and scrabby doo! UHMMMMMMMM.....

and, picture of the day.

hehehe.. happy 113 bui! (=

current obsession_

2010-10-05T00:34:00.005+08:00

yeah this is the polaroid photo we both are so obsessed in now. our fav photo for the moment. it's quite obvious that it's being taken ytd night, during the wedding. this was supposed to be on the guestbook (they gt this super innovative idea of taking polaroids of guests and sticking it on the guestbook tgt with the wishes from guests at the side.) but i've stolen it away cos it's too awesome. i scanned it in my laptop so it's kind of overexposed and too bright! it's more awesome in real life lor.

anw, we don't usually get a chance to dress so glamly so this pic is so rare! my 3 inch heels almost killed me! but yea, i'm stronger now thanks to it! oh, my bui's really hamsume ytd night huh! hehe. guys truly look much more charismatic in formal wear. (=

it was a wonderful night. i felt kind of lucky to be able to attend this "international wedding" and keh kiang to be VIP. pple from ard the whole flying to sg just to attend the wedding. and yes, it was all worth it. the angmohs are seriously very amiable and humorous, esp the groom's dad. oh my he's so funny. =D

attending weddings just make me feel like getting married. =/ heh heh.

the march in was really amazing and different from the norm. the solemnization was a very heartwarming one. they even had a live band and a post-dinner party at pumproom! catered transport! how cool can they get! the speeches they made was touching, at the same time hilarious. i'm sure every one had a great time. probably the only setback was the language barrier. one side could only understand Eng, the other side only Mandarin. so the MC was really busy trying to translate everything.. but she did a fantastic job. if it's me, i'll just faint on the spot. =S

oh one incident. this photographer was gg ard taking pics for pple, and he took one for bui and i. he started asking us to contact him when we get married and gave us a namecard. bui's mum saw and asked why he so smart only give the youngsters and not her. and he said "must make booking first ma." ._.

oh, bui and i got a wedding gift for the newly wed. it's a photo frame, with a bit of DIY at the corner..

ain't it lovely?

aww.. and they love it! luckily. (=

and yes, everything went well that night. i enjoyed myself because i know i'm part of it, part of him, part of them. i thank them for trusting me.

all the best to the newly wed and hope bui gets to be an uncle soon! he can't wait to get old!~

and they lived happily, ever after_

._. _

2010-10-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

instincts could be really freaky and creepy at times. i can't believe how good am i with those instincts and sixth sense now. i had a feeling that yuan'r is gonna wear that pinko checkered shirt and he really did. i can really scare myself sometimes.

anw, met the most number of ang mohs in one night ytd. thankfully they're always so ever friendly, never stingy with their smiles. AWWWWWWWW... as a result, i kept smiling non-stop too. i'm so going to smile whenever i see Caucasians next time. i guess tonight i have to smile non-stop as well. i hope it's good for my skin. anw, their culture is kind of different from us. and i have to be 120% alert so i can understand what they're saying. i cannot speak English!

tonight's the wedding day. i think it'll probably be kind of awkward for me. i'll be included in certain stuffs and excluded in certain stuffs but i'm seated somewhere where i shld be included in all stuffs yet i'm in a "don't include me pls" kind of mood. really awkward. anyhow, i do hope things will turn out fine in the end, and i'll be able to survive with those 3 inches heels, and the couple will live happily ever after! of cos, after all, i want yuan'r to be happy and i'll try my very best nt to throw his face or bother him with trival matters. he'll be damn busy.

oh oh, if you do not know yet, it's his sister's wedding. i shall go prepare soon. my first time gg to such formal events other than prom. appearance failed la for prom. next time, there will be no next time! must be pretty today lalala. hope to be back with some really chio pictures! shall forget assignments today!!

今天你要嫁给我 (GAME OVER!)

(= _

2010-09-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

lil lil things tt happen coincidentally can make me feel really sweet and fascinated.

today i bought a bottle of pokka green tea during the 10 mins break for my lecture. i drank and drank and had ard slightly less than a quarter left. usually i'll finish it but not today, don't know why.

yuan'r came to acc me and have dinner with me before my tuition. i took out the pokka green tea bottle and put it on the table. yuan'r came back with the food and he asked with a puzzled face,
"whose is this?"
"mine la."
"yours???" he sounded a lil surprised. then, he took out another pokka green tea bottle from his bag. to my surprise, the amount of green tea left is also slightly less than a quarter! we smiled. (=

Someday I wanna make you my wife

我们的一百天_

2010-09-27T00:11:00.009+08:00

qy: 第几个一百天..... (= ♥

sy: 还有很多个一百天！ =）

qy: 对哦! 因为你是我的nothing嘛! (=

100 days might seem short to most of you, but these 100 days mean 10 yrs to us. time is like passing so slowly, yet we're experiencing lots tgt alr. probably we've been meeting up way toooo often during aug, after his ord and during my hols. we just counted today, and our longest record is meeting for 11days straight. i don't know if this is crazy or what. someone pls tell me you have a longer record with your lover? =S

anyhow, even close friends might not know how yuan'r and i got tgt. it's kind of amazing and errrr, ridiculous? i don't know. maybe i can talk abt that next time. the thing is we've been through one big round before getting tgt, and we're always walking in circles. my friends ard me are kind of happy tt i'm with him now, giving us their blessings at least. i don't know why but different cliques of friends are asking me to faster marry him and all? hello i'm only 20.

another thing is i don't really like to share things between us with my friends unless they ask. so i dont really blog abt things we do or where we go or whatever tt much. i don't like to be so lovey dovey in public, in front of pple i know. so, not much updates abt us online. but today, i'm gonna be a lil more mushy. control your goosebumps pple.

oh oh i need to go to bed soon.

hi hunny, i know you're reading this, happy 100th!! so much has happened during these 3-digit days. be it good or bad, you always try your very best to be with me. no matter how ridiculous or demanding i am, you'll give in to me just to make me, my family or even my friends happy. all the lil lil surprises you gave me, all the big big surprises you gave me, i really appreciate them alot (although sometimes they fail la huh).

you've done so much for me, so much. you always say tt you're nt a romantic person, but hunny, anything you do is romantic to me! you know what's going through my mind, you act cute just to make me laugh, yet you can be really man and guide me when i need you to, you carry/piggyback me no matter how tired you are cos you know i love it, you pop by my house at some weird timing cos i'm feeling down, you spam me kinder bueno white cos i like to eat, you go club with me even when you aren't interested just to protect me, you go to sch with me even though it's at the other side of sg just to accompany me, letting me rub your tummy even though it's uncomfortable, be my FOC banglah, you're just always trying your best to be there for me..... i dont know what to say, thank you and i will repay you for 60yrs.

LOL so ke ai.

pple say we must go through the wrong ones, then we can meet the right one (lousy translation from mandarin), i guess tt's right. don't have to blame ourselves for nt meeting each other earlier, because going through the wrong ones make me cherish you more. no offence but i don't deny that i have the sweetest boyfriend ever! hehe. okay okay don't have to look ard and look for waiter to da bao me ah! ba la ba la ba la! this 100th day is just a checkpoint for us. i do hope we'll go on till the end. (=

okay i think i'm "packing bag" for too long. lol dont scold me when you see this entry! one last cheesy corny expected but precious line: I LOVE YOU HUNNY! ♥

HAPPY 100TH DEAR! (=

不要叫我的名字，不要叫我的名字，alejandro
我不是你的宝贝，我不是你的宝贝，萝卜头..

surprise?!_

2010-09-21T19:14:00.005+08:00

yuan'r is so adorable. he always want to surprise me by telling me "i'll surprise you!" ._.

today's conver..

me: "are you meeting me tmr?"

him: "hmmm. i'm supposed to surprise you tmr actually. really.."

me: "serious? orh. how to surprise? where shld i be at what time to let you surprise ah? huhmm."

him : "don't know. just stay at home la."

me: "OHHHHHHHHHH... i know i know. hehehe.. okay tmr stay at home study. wo zhi dao le."

him: "tmr stay at home then i surprise you.. then go for dinner then do your tut.."

me: "uhhh so i'll let you surprise me by stay home.. roger that!"

him: "if you nv mention abt tmr, it is really a surprise la. tsk tsk.."

lol he didn't thought of lying to me. SSD. but tt's what i treasure abt him. uhhhh of cos there're some successful surprises as well. lower percentage la huh. :D

the day we wore similar colour tops and almost similar outfit by coincidence..

i was really surprised when i saw him cos this colour is kind of rare, unlike some black, white, blue kind.

i shall call the colour baby green..
baby green top, jeans (i dont usually wear jeans), cotton on sneakers.

baby green top, jeans, cotton on sneakers.

it's kind of freaky to me and i felt a lil weird cos couple wear is like so song2 and i know pple will think tt we did tt on purpose. oh well. it's amazing huh! like what yuan'r said, "the most romantic thing is u knw what im gonna say, and u can knw just like tt." so i guess this is kind of romantic too. (=

okay i got to go do some schoolwork! school sucks okay school sucks!!!! SURVIVE ON PPLE!~

bloodshed 1_

2010-09-13T23:51:00.001+08:00

just wanted to post a disgusting bloody photo of my blister.

keep cool everyone! minor bloodshed only.

school bloody sucks !! >=(

ultra mega sad!_

2010-09-05T23:34:00.004+08:00

sian TTM.

i know everyone is whining about this but still.......SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR!!!! FML!

even recess week is gone! recess week is supposed to be a week of break in between the sem! oh man. what's wrong with NIE! clashing my hols tgt and wanting me to chiong till dec?? nice! see when i'll be back with some emo post again.

but i'm glad tt my Fridays are free. sincerely TGIF! :D

hopefully this sem will be better than the previous one.

*chants*

nyahmm.

(=

Happy Teachers' Day!_

2010-09-01T14:21:00.005+08:00

My first ever teachers' day present!!
STICKY! very very colourful handmade rock candies in the jar! (=

it's specially for teachers' day somemore. there's this "Happy Teachers' Day!" on the label.

that's not all! there's still these pretty candies in the jar!

there're roses, smiley faces, "you're awesome!", "Thank you", "Happy Teachers' Day" and heart shapes (爱心)!
they're very yummy too!

and if you're wondering which student of mine is so sweet to give me such an awesome present, the irony is he's not my student.

he's my hamsume~ (=

probably the only one who'll give me teachers' day present when he's not my student. awww..

anw, Happy Teachers' Day to all! teachers are really noble. aiya you all don't know one la......

拥有你，我的世界才能完美_

2010-08-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TWO MONTHS HUNNY! (=

we've been through nuaaaaaa..

casual..

smart casual..

glam..

let's strive to achieve the glamest of the glamest of the glamest together.

and i thank whoever/whatever/whichever for you being in my life. thank you too. love you hunny! (=

back to the title.

nyahmmm_

2010-08-17T12:31:00.005+08:00

Hello! thanks for visiting my blog but there's no new post at the moment. have a nice day!

oh this is a new post._.

if anyone hasn't seen this, it's my new specs and new watch. damn chio!! so white!

hello alberto =D

I HAVE AN ULTRA MEGA CLEAN AND SPACIOUS ROOM NOW THANKS TO MY FOC BANGLAH!!! thanks hunny(=

ending abruptly, byebye.

Friday the 13th_

2010-08-13T11:52:00.004+08:00

1. WATAMI IS SO AWESOMELY MOUTHWATERING DELICIOUS!

2. ORCHARD CENTRAL'S ESCALATORS ARE SOOOOO LONG!!!!!!~

3. MARINA BAY SANDS IS NOT FOR THE POOR.

4. SKINNY JEANS IS NOT FOR OUTDOORS!!

5. MY BOYFRIEND CANNOT STOP ACTING CUTE!

6. MY BOYFRIEND CROSSES HIS LEGS WHEN HE SLEEPS!!!

7. SKYPE IS BEING IRRITATING TODAY! KEEPS HANGING AND LOSING ITS CONNECTION.

8. MY TUITION KID IS IRRITATING.

9. I HAVE A JIAN, CORNY, CHEESY, DISGUSTING, IRRITATING, ACT CUTE, SSD BOYFRIEND! =)

10. I LOVE CHIP N DALE!

TO RWS TMR!!!!!!~

THIS HOLIDAY IS SO FULFILLING!

ENJOYING LIFE TTM WITH MY LOVED ONES~~~~~~~

Is this considered exciting?_

2010-08-05T12:10:00.003+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOO AFTER SUCH A LONG WAIT, WE'RE FINALLY GG TO THE CRUISE TMR!!!!! :D

THE 7 OF US! (;

although i didn't go overseas for my ultra mega long hols of 4 months, at least i'm gg to cruise with my loved ones.

anw, house renovation should be coming to an end soon. if it doesn't, i'm gg to go berserk soon! every morning, THAT NOISE POLLUTION AHHHHH!!!!! vibrates my bed and wakes me up. unfortunately, the one upstairs is renovating too. double attack! FML! a few weeks ago, my living room became sahara desert with a mountain of sand in the middle. then, my water supply stopped. imagine scooping (cold) water to bathe, brush teeth, wash face, flush toilet bowl.... sibeh old sch. it was like back to the olden days and i felt like some POW. no fridge, no food, bad living condition, dusty, dirty, filthy, disgusting, POOR ME! okay poor mum and dad cos they gt to carry pails and pails of water in from outside.

everything was tough then. now, at least i have a proper toilet with heater and water supply.. i'm so grateful for that! and then the kitchen is slowly getting done up, and hopefully, by next week, everything's gonna be done and i think it's time to recruit some free labour to clean and paint my house! VOLUNTEERS?! :D

weeheeee huge fridge coming next fri and aircon coming next next fri! oh for those who didn't know, my house doesn't have aircon for the past 20 yrs of my life! o.O

anw, my room is like a mega storeroom now and as i'm typing this, i got a eletric boiler beside me, a bottle of apple juice in front of me and a lot of pails on my other side. yes, tt's how messy my room is now. I CAN'T WAIT TO CLEAN THIS WHOLE ROOM AHHH!!!! YUCKS!

okay it's time for lunch, then singing with steady, cy and zhuzhu, dinner tgt with zp and yuan'r, tuition tmr at 12pm, AND THE LONG ANTICIPATED CRUISE IN THE EVENING!!!!

BYE BYE ALLLL!!!~~

2010-08-03T01:49:00.004+08:00

It's late at night and i can't sleep,
missing you just runs too deep
oooohh I can't be,
thinking of your smile..

(=

满月咯!_

2010-07-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

ONE MONTH AGO..

ONE MONTH LATER..

today marks the end of the first month, and the beginning of a second month. lil lil surprises nv fail to make my day. ^^ this is corny cheese but still, happy one month (= 满月咯!!

many more pics but i'm so sleepy now! next time! honeymoon period continues..

And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

(=

i want to go home_

2010-07-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

hahaha yuan'r is going to kill me for this..

he looks like some small nerd boy after his haircut. and recently, he's been trying to act cute ah.. tsktsktsk.. :/

i think he needs to go 拜拜 cos he's damn suay. first, his laptop died, then his iPod Touch committed suicide, then his hard disk can't stand the loneliness and went on strike, so his desktop's dead too. tgt with his lao pok phone, no internet access at all, he's totally like some caveman alr. hence, he should visit the temple soon.

i identified that bright round object as the moon.

yuan'r said "NO LA!" apparently it's just the lamp post.. but eh can't you be more romantic and let your imagination float? tsk. okay lamp post afterall heh. i like this pic anw. *because yuan'r's eyes look a lil bit bigger than mine. =D*

LOL. erm. xD

anw, i'm currently having my sch exp in Dunman Sec this week after that in Park View Pri last week. i can only say that i can't wait for fri to come and everything to end! i should say tt i bond better with the trainees of Sec, but i prefer the staffs/system/students in the Pri. and the thing i really love abt Park View Pri is that THERE'S A MIRROR ON EVERY WALL OF THE STAIRCASES!! awesome i tell you! in addition, the staffs are just extremely friendly and they make me feel soooooooo welcomed.

Dunman, on the other hand, is a lil hostile towards us trainees. probably they're really busy and have too many assignments recently. YOG, o levels, prelims, exchange programmes, whatever.. i don't even have a timetable to follow. the classes are all randomly placed ard the sch and i have to go look for the particular classroom ard the blkssssssssss cos the teacher just said "9am, 3B classroom. 11.30am, Miss XXX class." errr it's just my 2nd day. how would i know where's 3B and who's Miss XXX??? at least for the others, they have a timetable to follow. mine is just random la. so i don't know how many lessons i have tmr and all the info. plus, observing is really kind of boring man. the biggest challenge is to keep awake, sit up straight, pay full attention and try so hard to look interested during lesson observations when i just totally feel like gg home and slp. )=

from the responses on FB, i guess many trainees prefer their Pri Sch exp over Sec Sch ones. i have to agree that Pri Sch kids are much more adorable and lovable than Sec Sch kids. oh well, FRIDAY PLS COME QUICKLY!!!!!

i want to go home.......................

On my way_

2010-07-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger. i do feel much stronger now, and i will continue to be. but sometimes, i just want to be a useless weakling who can vent out every single bonsai and whine whole day.. still, at the end of the day, i got to know tt i'm alr an adult. see how it sucks to be an adult!

anyhow, things will only get better, i hope. we'll all stay positive(= i'm so glad you're back. thanks for that.

Polaroids! taken on my bday. (=

悄悄的告诉你我内心的秘密

傻傻的我是太有福气..

你是我身体里的时钟
什么时候都让我感动
你想我想的事作我作的梦
陪着你不会浪费一秒钟

与你跨过爱情的时空
全世界的钟
吵吵闹闹吵闹都没用
跟你抱着过
跟你看着时间流动

somebody call 911_

2010-07-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

can i escape to Africa?

because this isn't something i want to face..

怎么会那么幸福啊?!?!?!_

2010-07-04T01:06:00.006+08:00

*no pictures of my girls and i yet. they're not with me :/*

Sincerely, tonight's one of my happiest night in my 20 yrs.. Thank you lovely NIE friends! i think we need to give our clique a name huh. not some bimbotic names like 'BOOMZ' though. :/ anw, again, I LOVE MY NIE CLIQUE!!! although it's a belated bday celebration, it's like BOOOMZ! i didn't know you pple know that i'm smart with surprises and you girls came up with so many ways to counterattack. hehe.

i'm still surprised because all the guesses came true and i'm kind of shocked with the effort you girls put in. awwwww 是不是. 还搞串通呢.. 厉害啊! 骗我的勒... 这招高啊. i don't know what else to say.... THANK YOU GIRLS! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :D

my bday card from the girls! (:

i think i'm really lucky to be able to meet true friends, friends who're willing to make the effort to surprise me, make me happy. i appreciate them to bits and pieces, veins and arteries. and i'm tmd lucky to have a boyfriend who's willing to celebrate my bday thrice with me, and to surprise me again and again. i'm sorry for scolding you for being a pang seh kia when you're just putting on an act. lol 好可怜哦.. 委屈的你. *bulldog face* my boyfriend and siying can win the Oscar Award. my friends are so adorable. the more they're afraid i find out, the more i suspected..

initially, siying told me she had something to share and asked me out tonight. she added tt our clique will celebrate my bday next sat. she requested my boyfriend to come along tonight as it'll be more convenient to have a guy's opinion..... hmm then yuan'r said he could make it. okay very nice.

2 days later, yuan'r said he got to celebrate his friend's bday tonight and he couldn't come with me. this was when i scolded him pang seh kia and i was really at a loss cos i didn't know how to tell siying. then i sort of ignored yuan'r and poor him la, all he could do was to apologise and say "there's a reason behind everything i do." okay i feel so guilty now. i'm 对不起. anw, ai seh got planning one sia. still told me he's gg to orchard. i must beware of him alr.

okay so tonight, i was late for 5 mins. siying requested to eat at NYNY beforehand. when i met her, she said she's hungry alr, me too!! so we hurried to NYNY and just as i wanted to say "yes" to the "table for two?" qn, siying told the waitress she made a reservation alr. tt's when i started to suspect..

then the waitress brought us to a HUGE TABLE with 7 sets of cutlery and the waitress added one more, with a HUGE stack of menu. excuse me, 2 pple, huge table, 8 sets of cutlery, 8 menu?? there goes siying trying to act blur and divert my attention with her "story". she stopped me from ordering and insisted tt my celebration's next sat. aiyo so 可爱. at tt pt of time, i was thinking if i should play along or just expose her. nehh i'm nice. then, 8 sets seem weird cos there's only 7 pple in our clique. i started to suspect if one mysterious guy (eg. yuan'r) is gg to join us. anyhow, i msged yuan'r and told him the setting was weird. he asked if my other friends are coming.

while i was replying halfway, this bunch of girls came in from the side with a cake, singing the birthday song damn loudly. mad paiseh, but mad proud, surprised and elated. then siying pointed behind me, i turned over and this guy who happens to be yuan'r appeared with a bouquet of flowers.
something like tt..

okay not so gay pose but ya. this was taken after everything, when he sent me home.

continue. uhhhh so my boyfriend's in cahoots with my girlfriends...... okay so fb is a very scary website! anyhow, awwwwwww 谁受得了啊!! can you imagine my expression at tt pt of time? i can't. i hated myself for not dressing better and everything. argh.

yeah, and they proceeded with the interrogation, you know...yuan'r and i. and we had another surprise news for the night. we shall keep it low for the moment. (:

now tell me, how to not love my NIE clique??? even know we knew each other for like less than a yr, you girls bothered to plan, arrange, make time just to come... come on, just tell me tt i'm too good a friend! :D

thanks Meiqing, thanks Siying, thanks Qiaorou, thanks Huijun, thanks Yanni, thanks Serene! hehhh lovelove. xD

my boyfriend has a bian tai face. xD

i still can't get over this. my watch is damn chio! a gift from tomatoes! :D

my hair smells nice. really! use sunsilk!

can see my chio pendant (歪歪), it's a gift from dear NN! :D

i love the different shades of purple roses.

typical couple shot with my bian tai faced yuan'r. ;D

怎么会那么幸福啊?!?!

seriously, july of miracles(= i'm lovin' it~

幸福的地图_

2010-06-27T20:16:00.008+08:00

me, "i want to eat moomoo ice cream!"

yuan'r, "no you don't eat beef."

._.

i just had the world's best oh-ah meesua!!!! tummy's satisfied, heart's warm, i'm happy. i ate oh-ah meesua ytd too and it's like still not enough!! suddenly fell in love with it and now i'm having endless cravings for it! ahhhh~~~ 好好吃哦~

ytd, it was tough finding a bowl of oh-ah meesua. went to PS but the auntie said "meesua 没有了." 晴天霹雳!!!!!! )= and i saw pple eating the meesua!! jian, stole my last bowl of meesua. there goes yuan'r singing "哪里有meesua告诉我~ 能不能把我的meesua还给我~".. in the end we walked to The Cathay and we found the 遗失的meesua! 我的老天爷啊! very touched indeed. but the craving wasn't satisfied still..

lala one more meesua today and it tasted much nicer than ytd's one! weird huh. nahhhhh i simply love meesua!!!! just like kinder bueno, but someone doesn't let me buy cos of my lightning ulcer.. when it heals i'll buy 5 and eat!! anyhow, my greatest love is you. 好好吃哦~

i've been eating quite alot recently. no wonder pple who're in a r/s tend to get a lil rounder. omgggg you just can't stop eating! there's nthg else better than eating to do. 好好吃哦~

i love to be submerged in your tummy!

yes yes honeymoon period, everything's sweet and sweet and sweet. i know that. we'll see. (= someone told me "this is the sweetest period, cherish it." yep i will. after this, i guess it'll be another stage of excitement and another kind of sweetness. we'll see. (=

still, 好好吃哦~

我要爱就直奔你方向
我要梦想抱你个满怀
无论路上遇到多少荆棘和障碍
我都不怕
我存在就为了你的爱
你一直都活在我心海
每一天睁开眼看你和阳光都在
那就是我要的未来

tryin' to get a lil bit tipsy_

2010-06-24T13:30:00.004+08:00

zhuzhu took this and she's super proud of it. bright and white until cannot. i'll put it up during the seventh month again. :/

i'm sorry for being so 任性，蛮横，无理, basically just acting like a spoilt brat ytd. i shouldn't let my feelings get over me and let all the crap happen. and there you go, being so ever patient with me, spoiling me even more, risk having beer belly, giving up precious rest time, crossing the most hated 奈何桥, sacrificing money on cabs, just to cheer me up and make me happy. thank you for everything, and i need to say that i really, really love..........KINDER BUENO WHITE! =D

hehehehe. :*

thanks for loving me, you're doing it perfectly. (Whataya want from me-Adam Lambert)

say hello to Alberto!

大头贴!~

i hugged Alberto to sleep ytd. (=

don't you miss him??

Nuaing in Progress.._

2010-06-22T16:06:00.002+08:00

My favourite photo of the moment! it's everywhere~

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀

大喊后会不会有奇迹_

2010-06-16T20:52:00.003+08:00

i'm really paranoid when it comes to this. and i'm very afraid of adults, esp those who doesn't seem to like me. i don't know when things will suddenly go against me one day, and i'm left with nothing again. you know.... once bitten twice shy, twice bitten forever shy. i can't seem to put that kind of phobia behind me. i can't stand how paranoid i am and how distrustful of all things i can be. i don't dare to step out of my lil circle i've drawn around myself since then. and, orchard is flooded.

假如我提的每个梦你都觉得沉重
我还能够做什么是放手或泪流

以前说的不是这种以后
快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过才短暂拥有

The USE of MATHS in LIFE (Just for Laughs)_

2010-06-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = Romance
Smart man + dumb woman = Affair
Dumb man + smart woman = Marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = Pregnancy

OFFICE MATHEMATICS
Smart boss + smart employee = Profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = Production
Dumb boss + smart employee = Promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = Overtime

SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend
A successful woman is one tho can find such a man

HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all

LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

INCLINATION TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change but he doesn't
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change,and she does.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next."
They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

let me spend......_

2010-06-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

i went shopping for a few times alr but i kept going home empty handed!!!!! I WANT TO BUY CLOTHES!!!!!!! what's wrong with the shops nowadays. nthg caught my eye. irritating.

anw, stay healthy everyone!

i can't believe i got to survive 5 weeks without the heater at home. T.T

明知山有虎，偏向虎山行。因為我帶了武松... =D

蛤？不好笑 mehh?? ._.

Time flies_

2010-06-11T12:15:00.003+08:00

photo from here.

I wish i could fly too.... but, 超人不會飛. yeah i always deem myself as a superwoman whenever i could come up with solutions for tricky problems, whenever i finish my school assignments/reports/projects on time considering how late i start and how not knowledgeable i am and whenever i manage to survive something i thought i couldn't. this sentence is too long. but yea, it gets tiring sometimes, when you have to force a smile on your face, act high, be crazy, talk non-stop, just to show tt you're normal. anw, i'm not being emo here ah!

oh yes i was talking about how time flies.... i got a shock when i know that next week is mid june alr! it seems like i just finished my exams only. sooooo fast!!!! tt means Sch Exp is coming, renovation is coming, cruise is coming, ORD is coming, and.......sch is starting zzzzz. sick know. travelling from east to west and west back to east is sick know. okay okay i'm not the only one but still, SICK KNOW!

i think the more confident you are on the outside, the lower self-esteem you have inside.

life is full of unexpected stuffs. things always happen when you least expect it. i've been repeating this for N times alr and i need to emphasize that this sentence is absolutely true TTM. don't expect things to happen, but don't stop believing.. sia la i feel so intellectual today.

Understanding me VS Demanding you. what to do....

i need to shop for my "teacher clothes"!

塬難了，沁難了..

甜甜的_

2010-06-03T14:28:00.004+08:00

“我要报警！”

“报啊！”

“哦.”
＊抱紧＊

Forever?_

2010-06-02T12:15:00.003+08:00

Forever or 4ever may refer to:

Eternity, a limitless amount of time
Eternity often simply means existence for a limitless amount of time, many have used it to refer to a timeless existence altogether outside time.

Does forever exist? Does eternity exist?

i don't think so.

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

hang on, i'm buenoing_

2010-05-30T15:00:00.003+08:00

i love kinder bueno, white! (=

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
一天一天到永远那一天

signs of aging_

2010-05-27T12:13:00.009+08:00

a little bit of housework, eg. sweeping the floor, makes my hands tremble after doing it.
vision's getting so blur.
more and more white hair growing.
severe hair loss.
getting tired real easily.
needs to sleep pretty early.
but doesn't need much sleep!!
having countless nightmares.
lots of phlegm to clear.
weird thinking.
since it's so weird, i can't find any pictures to represent.
doesn't fancy sweet stuffs anymore.
loves to sing oldies for karaoke sessions.
hates to be neglected.
turning into a grumpy old woman.

conclusion: LAO NIANG IS AGING! i can't believe my right hand is still trembling.... weak. ):

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑

超人不会飛_

2010-05-24T12:29:00.004+08:00

last night, i was talking to niang on msn. anw niang's like overseas studying now. long time no meet! she's not feeling well but luckily she got some awesome friends over there to take care of her. niang, if you're reading this, get well soon okay! and take care! and STOP EATING NUTELLA WITH BREAD WHEN YOU'RE ALR SICK! >=(

so i was looking for some pictures with niang and i and all i can find is......

HAHAHA niang! do you remember??? this is a good song. anw, ooVoo!! luckily we took some snapshots huh! i forgot when was this alr. but still, memories stay. niang faster come back and have reunion dinner with me, and take a real life proper photo!! :D

anw, 超人不会飛 is an awesome song! lunlun's latest album is FANtastic. as usual, got to listen to the songs for a few more times before you can realise how boomz they are. oh gosh boomz is such a bimbotic word. nonono i'm not a bimbo. i'm a teacher! not a bimbo teacher. oh yea 超人不会飛 is like talking about lunlun's feelings and all, very realistic and touching. poor lunlun.

of cos, other than tt, all the other songs are equally awesome! another of my fav will be 愛的飛行日記, a duet with Gary. wah lunlun keep flying hor, so many 飛s. 說了再見 is very 感人虾.. 免費教學錄影帶 is so cheeky. i like~ and the others la! i think the lyrics are very impt. ya ya you might not know what lunlun's singing cos of his very unique singing style, go look at the lyrics. the lyrics speak to me. 是不是. be patient, listen for a few more times. :D

went to kbox with my NIE classmates a few days ago. it was kind of shiok, well, visually (LOL sorry), audioly, physically (cos we got such a huge room) and emotionally. thank you pple! (: going Henderson wave(i suaku! i nv go before!) with the girls this coming fri! i really appreciate them cos they're constantly making the effort to plan meetups and all. :D

tmr, Teoheng with tomatoes and the guys (: thanks all for making the effort to take off, take half day, doing all sorts of things to make it tmr. i was reading our tomato blog ytd night and it really brings back memories. probably, we should....reopen it?

tonight, dinner with jiejie and yy. the last meetup was with lao da. i dont rmb when's tt. anw, we always forget to take pictures. :S

and, NN, i think we only met once or twice this yr. it's been the longest interval alr. find some day soon?

i think ylm is overseas. ji dan gao.

maaaaaaa i blogged too much. okay have fun pple! (:

不要问我哭过了没，因为超人不能流眼泪

read read read_

2010-05-20T02:15:00.003+08:00

Today, i went for tuition. i told my kid to read books and i felt the huge irony. who am i to ask my kid to read books when i myself don't even touch books??

Survive the hot weather with a peaceful mind_

2010-05-17T00:04:00.004+08:00

went to sentosa with my classmates on Wed. had quite a bit of fun and a huge load of laughter!!!

love this pic with qing'r! both of us look so happy running towards each other!:D

it was so tiring. i think i'm getting old, like Seriously. can't wait for the Kbox session to enjoy more laughter lol!! :D

had been really busy these few weeks due to my atrocious planning skills. i haven't seen my parents and brothers for such a long time alr. it's all pingping's fault! fly so soon for what. no free time to spare! met tomatoes for like 4 consecutive days and nights (gasps!).

wed after sentosa, i rushed home to bathe and change and out to 未来. whoa that's a crazy night!! crazy day and night but more of a crazy night. crazy things happen and we're all crazy. i would say tt it's very much of an adventure! and drama mama! self-control is very impt! nevertheless, i guess all of us had fun that night, somehow! 8 girls, 4 guys. hehe. (;

then thurs, tomatoes met up and went over to sushi tei for dinner while dear butty served us since she's on duty. it's the first ever time a waitress swore and cursed at us in our faces and we still happily paid the bill(: okay and it's early dismissal for thurs. we had some big plans then!

fri, i went back to sch for my event rehearsal and then rushed home to bathe, and out again to meet tomatoes and the guys for some sumptuous local food at 85! farewell dinner for pingping.

it's the first ever time tt i didn't have to leave my seat and touch my wallet and still have enough delicious food and drinks coming to me! thanks to the gentlemen:D we girls are just so lazy to move. then again, it's super duper hot! so, 心静自然凉 works at times. but not all the time!

as usual, all the fun. and someone had a bad plan (it sounded good tt time!) to eat tau huay. shall skip the details but we ended up waiting for close to 2 hrs at the bus stop (like a rainy night! super awesome for sleeping!) and we ended up camwhoring and all. it was so torturing cos you wished you were home on your bed, but you waited for so long alr, might as well just continue waiting. and it was freezingly shiokly cold. lalala finally, we went for tau huay successfully and home sweet home at like 3.30am! (:

sat, time for the airport! went to send pingping off (yay!) and had swensens ice cream! discussed the big plan again! and cy and i went for a haircut under zhuzhu's escort. straight to 2a's gathering at xiaomei's house!

us who went (with my new haircut, yada yada no diff..)!

the girls! (:

had a lift home (THANKS!) and i finally got to see my mum!! :S

sun morning tuition again! and then back home to watch my 学警狙击!!! AWESOME SHOW!! :D and i finally took a nice nap with like weird dreams which i can't rmb now. spent the night searching for an entrance song for the teachers with some help (THANKS!). i thought it'd be a piece of ji dan gao for me but it's so challenging! in the end, heh heh i'm using 'Victory' by 女子十二楽坊. it's far too suitable! :D i kind of like tt song now.

now, i'm so excited and i can't wait for the event to be over.

pingping hasn't uploaded the pictures we took on wed night, fri night and sat morning! so no pics for those.. probably i'll add them in when they come and this will become a damn long post! ai seh!

i kind of miss screaming my lungs out in Teo Heng/TopOne.

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go

SHINee!_

2010-05-07T11:24:00.009+08:00

wow it's been a long time since i last blogged. i've been so busy enjoying myself after exams! endless fun. okay i think i'm a very fickle person. a few weeks ago i was so crazy over SNSD. well, i'm over them, i'm so into SHINee now!! i know i'm very slow cos i only started to notice them recently.. when they came to Singapore a few months back for the E-awards thingy, it was my first times hearing them lol. i thought they were just another Korean boyband, so i didn't went to research further.

then one day, i was bloghopping and there's this one blog which introed this variety show, Hello Baby. since i'm so free after exams, i decided to watch it. WAH SEH, that's it. i'm in love with SHINee. that's a show when the boys who're barely 20 got to take care of this 4 yr old boy, Yoogeun. Yoogeun's amazingly cute!!!

they spent ard 100 days tgt and many many things happened. this show is so good! it'll feature another side of the ever-perfect idols we all usually see. and you'll fall in love with them after watching this. other than Yoogeun, the appas (dads) are SO adorable and hilarious. okay i sound kind of sick but really, watch the show. they had so much fun tgt! there're only 12 episodes in total (how could they summarise 100 days in 12 episodes omg! jian!) and once you start, you'll be so involved in it.
AIYA just watch la, i'll embed the first part of the first episode at the end of this post! (: with eng subs man, tt is so good! (;

it's also a cruel show. forcing them to know each other, enjoy each other's presence, and after 100 days, Yoogeun and the appas are forced to part. ):

let me intro SHINee! from left to right, Onew (oldest, born in 1989, blur leader), Taemin (youngest, born in 1993, lead dancer), Jonghyun (bling bling, lead singer), Minho (the charming one but not my type. he looks better with short hair, he's that guy in SNSD's Gee MV. he's the rapper) and Key (MY FAVOURITE! Almighty Key, he is almighty cos he is good in all, singing dancing rapping sexy hot cute funny blahblah)!!!!

SHINee loves to change their hairstyles. esp Key! during the entire Hello Baby, Key changed his hair colour and hairstyle for several times la! he looks good in all! heh. obsessed. ;D Jonghyun changed his hair colour too.

anw, after watching Hello Baby, you'll be able to recognise and differentiate them.

this picture's for their first album i guess. lol same sequence: Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho, Key!

some solo pics of Key to show you pple how attractive (and a whole chunk of positive descriptive words) he is!

oh ya his full name is Kim Kibum! sounds like Kim Bum (Boys over flowers). they all look good huh.

i love this hairstyle! :D 我的老天爷啊，谁受得了!!

if you go search for his other videos, you'll find him really cute and funny. amiable. actually, watching Hello Baby is enough to show that side of him.
and, i find Koreans really really polite and respectful. even though Onew is just one or two yrs older, the rest respected him and all. wah i dont think we care about tt lol.

lol Key has monkey ears. he was so chubby. okay i'm obsessed.

look at their hair and you'll know this picture isn't recent.

those pple who were out with me recently will know i'm in love with the song Ring Ding Dong and i kept singing endlessly, making everyone join me in the end. yes i know this song isn't new anymore but i used to think it's damn irritating, until i like SHINee! Seriously..

i love the MV! MV is here!

loves their dance. Key looks so seductive in this MV, esp when he touches his lips.
Yoogeun can dance Ring Ding Dong too!! irresistibly cute! watch Hello Baby! they should totally pay me for my strong advertisement.
other songs like 'SHINee World', 'Love like Oxygen', 'Replay', 'Juliette', Stand by Me'.............. are nice too. cannot understand nvm, got Eng Subs!

the unique thing about SHINee is, each and every one of them is talented and hot in their own ways. not like some groups where only one or two are popular. 是不是. SHINee is just FANtastic and ELastic.

okay as mentioned, the embed video..

watch to understand why am i like that now.. it might be a lil boring during the first part if you don't know them. bear with it, you won't regret (:

KEY FTW!!!

Ling Ding Dong Ling Ding Dong Ling Dingy Ding Dingy Ding DingDing~~

so exciteddddddd.._

2010-04-27T01:14:00.004+08:00

don't know over what, seriously! my exam isn't over yet. i guess cos the most irritating paper is over today! and, i've been longing for this 4 months hols for so longgg!! didn't get to relax since after recess week okay, although i'm forever in this holiday mood. AIYA, EXAMS ONLY WHATTTTT! small issue. got to learn to prioritise stuffs man. must watch tv tmr! 学警狙击 is a damn good show!

ohhh my oh my Godfrey Gao Yi Xiang is FREAKIN' HANDSOME okay! this is 夸张手法. okay laaaa not bad. very man!

main point is he's SUPER tallll!! 195cm 我的老天爷啊，谁受得了! tallies like me love tall guys like him! no wonder his name is Godfrey la! pple who see him will surely go "oh my goddd", shi bu shi.

anw, i think it's bedtime. exams not over yet, i shouldn't act carefree like this.

this was during CNY this yr, in my house. :D

i can't stop laughing at this la! love multishots! carefree carefree..

你是我的ok绷

和我来电_

2010-04-24T15:28:00.002+08:00

by 郭美美 with derrick hoh's picture in the MV!! :D

it's originally a korean song by Davichi, 8282. very interesting song cos it consists of both slow and fast tempo. initially it's kind of weird but after listening for a few times, quite cool huh.

oh gosh monday's my first paper! and then thursday and i'll become a deity alr! yes, i can finally enjoy life after a whole sem of sufferings, esp since april started. okay i think i should go and mug alr.

sia la long time no see my face here alr. means very long nv leave house alr. i can't stop online shopping!

WAH BIANG WEATHER DAMN HOT SIA! :S

can't wait for desserts on friday!

Cool Fact 2_

2010-04-18T17:07:00.003+08:00

Do you know that head lice actually prefer to live on clean heads, not dirty ones?

oh my stop washing your hair everyone!

:S

the SNSD craze!!_

2010-04-15T13:41:00.007+08:00

i can't stop watch SNSD videos recently!! they're like freakin' hot!

all the way from Gee!

to Genie!

and now to Run Devil Run!

goodness they're getting hotter and hotter, prettier and prettier. and i have to say i couldn't recognise them at all cos they keep changing hairstyles and all. BUT NOW! i know alr okay! i love Taeyeon!! i think she looks normal in Gee (the one with purple skinnies and silver hoodie, shoulder length hair), but now she's like damn hot okay! stunning! esp in Run Devil Run (0:36)! she looks very different right! i think it's her hair. i kind of like Yuri (the big curls) and Jessica (the blonde) in Run Devil Run too! Sunny (the messy curls) is actually very cute!

here's a video of her acting cute and how the rest of the SNSD members can't stand her!

she's damn cute. i'm gonna childishly take her as my daughter! :3

can't have enough of them. and, i still can't recognise all of them. maybe just Taeyeon, Sunny and Jessica. slowly slowly. they have freakin' longgggg legs too!!! gorgeous, sexy, hot, cute, what else man.. how to study like that??

my new love: SNSD!

anw, LUNLUN IS DAMN JIAN! the sale of his concert tickets started ytd at 9am and it's sold out ytd alr. i'm still considering if i should go. oh well.. hope there's an encore as usual. 10 yrs alr! i've been loving him since i was 11! now tt i'm 20 (holy shit), it's our 10 year anniversary! start counting from 11 till 20, it's 10 yrs! awww undying love! time flies, and is still flying.. ~~

gonna have attachment in schools for 2 weeks (1week in Pri, 1week in Sec) in July! T.T gotta buy new "teacher" clothes alr. you know....i really don't want to spend money on shopping, esp on clothes. what to do..

and, i better go edit my assignments for the final time and get on to mugging!!!!! oh, while listening to my SNSD of cos! (;

I WANT TO BUY HEELS!! >:|

run devil devil run run..

Cool Fact 1_

2010-04-11T17:19:00.003+08:00

Kissing can aid in reducing tooth decay. This is because the extra saliva helps in keeping the mouth clean.

go ahead and kiss, pple. it's beneficial!

;D

喔，我的上帝！_

2010-04-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

NO I CANNOT TAKE THE STRESS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!
now i have what, exams, two reports, CCA, tuition twice a week, shoot.............
give me carbon dioxide..

hey 我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你..

my long hair_

2010-03-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

it's the longest hair length i ever had. looks short like tt but it's really longgg and irritating during this ultra hot weather! i have a long body you see..

whenever i tie a ponytail, it's so heavy and i feel that tension on my poor strands of hair. painful. it is THAT heavy!

and my fringe is like covering my eyes and i can't see!!! uncomfortable.

conclusion: I NEED A HAIRCUT!!

btw, i was just thinking, anyone wants to buy nubra? let me know okay! (:

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart..

with nothing but your t-shirt on.._

2010-03-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

hooked on to T-shirt by Shontelle(:

lyrics:
Hey, oh
Let me tell you no
Oh baby

Trying to decide, trying to decide
If I, really want to go out tonight
I never used to go out, without you
I'm not sure I remember how to

I'm gonna be, gonna be late
But, all my girls gonna have to wait
Cause, I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet

Chorus:
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off, cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up, when I'm missing you
I'ma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay, with nothing but your T-Shirt on
Oh, with nothing but your T-Shirt on

Hey, gotta be strong, gotta be strong
But, I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But, I didn't get pass the door and
Now I don't know, now I don't know

If I'm ever gonna let you go
And I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it

Trying to decide, trying to decide
If I really want to go out tonight
I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it

My favourite food?_

2010-03-25T21:00:00.004+08:00

Daddy's fried rice!! :D

我的老天爷啊,
也太好吃了吧!! ♥

few photos from pingping's surprise bbq(:_

2010-03-24T21:16:00.005+08:00

me, pingping, bday cake, yt, beesiang, zhuzhu, cy!
my dearest tomatoes, dearest frienmily(:

we have lots of group shots of us 6 this yr due to the lack from the previous yrs! couldn't find any when attempting to handmake presents. the above's picture is taken during pingping's bday surprise bbq this yr feb!:D

ai seh ai seh so happy! ^^

i like the angle and effect of this shot! who's the photographer?
zhuzhu chua! CHUA FAMILY FTW!

awwww this is lovely! me attempting to get on pingping's sexy back! :B

pasir ris park okay. still bright.

had been meeting tomatoes up quite often over the 3 months due to the countless activities and bdays gg on! i guess we're gonna take a break from seeing each other's face.. I HATE EXAMS! >:(

i'm getting sooooo busy!!!!!!!! i don't even have time for a haircut! my hair is getting ridiculously long and out of hand zzz.

yada yada. the unpredictable weather's kind of irritating huh. it'll rain unbelievably heavy when i'm about to go out, and stop when i finally arrive at my destination, a lil drenched and cold.
i love light drizzles though(:

and i wonder, how're you..

tryin' to dress up when i'm missing you_

Dear John.._

2010-03-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

i'm so dead by now, dead tired!! a tuesday like today is not fun at all. i'm never going to plan my day like this again. now, i miss my parents, haven't talked to them since i can't even rmb when.

if my days could get a little slacker, the pace could get a little slower, the things i have to do could get a little lesser, the time i get to spend with my family and friends could get a little longer, the technology could regress, i'll be happy..

so much, too much for today.

probably there's still something to anticipate? hopefully (:

impossible to find_

Where're the gentlemen?_

2010-03-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

NO MORE!!!

买滴儿(:_

2010-03-10T23:51:00.004+08:00

tomatoes, at dempsy road last yr? one of the rare occasions with all 6 of us and a picture taken:D

beesiang's bday this year(:

we're still as loving! shi bu shi! i don't even know why did we end up as one clique. :|

and, one picture with XXtan!! :D

some time in early Jan this yr! and i haven't seen her since then! :/

anw, i think this is very awesome and i want to share!

the song, yue ya wan by F.I.R, its chorus goes like.... 是谁的心啊，孤单的留下~~..

okay there's this brand Shiseido. i saw that name and i just went "Shiseido 心啊，孤单的留下~~.." naturally! lol awwwww so 妙 can! :D

ZMZM sia!

and, just to hao lian a bit, i just got a bag for 12bucks, a romper for 15bucks and monopoly deal cards for 3bucks!!

我的老天爷啊!!~

share share_

2010-03-03T02:04:00.003+08:00

i searched for pictures for my ppt and this one is so irresistably cute!!! even though there's no link to my topic, i die die wanna include this picture! and i did!! awwwwwwwwwww.. why so cute!!

oh, fan wei qi and blackie's getting married!!! finally! so sweet.

how did i know about it? the most ever kaypoh ylm told me! tsktsk.

and this one, i have to share(:

one last entertainment. it's pipi and i! we were mugging at some subway. i don't dare to upload at fb siol. in the video, pang pipi's supposed to make stupid faces in the form of multishots! in the end she stoned throughout, and ylm turned Puree towards me while she herself refused to get shot! shoot her!
"moonjiayuan, moonjiayuan.."

recess week's so happening for me! holydays! :|

oh, you know what's siying's fav activity?? LOL.

喇舌喇舌喇舌..
喇舌喇舌喇舌..

2010-02-27T01:34:00.001+08:00

今天，我真正体会到“日防，夜防，家贼难防”的道理.

你真的好恐怖..

ylm ah ylm.._

2010-02-26T00:32:00.003+08:00

here goes the story! i dreamt of NN one night, telling me she's a smoker! and i told her to stop and we started arguing in the dream. and when i woke up, i msged her to tell her about it.
i told ylm about this issue and here comes this conver!! (;

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA and my dear ylm asked me to go die, rightaway! T.T

*suicides*

FIne Dining?_

2010-02-25T16:59:00.004+08:00

was going through my emails and i saw this! (: FYI!

Have you ever been out for dinner and been confused by the number of knives and forks?

Don’t know what to do with that napkin? Here are some tips for Fine Dining:

When using The very simple rule is to always work from the outside in;

the cutlery farthest away from your plate is for the first course. You should always hold both your knife and fork – you should not cut your food up at the start and then use your fork only.

When eating soup the soup bowl must stay on the table. To eat your soup, push your spoonaway from you starting at the centre of the bowl to the farthest edge. Bring the spoon to your mouth and drink the soup from the edge – do not put the whole spoon in to your mouth.

A napkin is used for dabbing the mouth. Never wipe your mouth with a napkin, Your napkin should be unfolded and placed on your knees. If you must leave the table before you have finished, you should place your napkin on your seat. When you have finished eating, the napkin should be placed tidily (but not refolded) to the left side of your plate (but not on your plate).

If you are having bread with your meal there will usually be a small side plate on the left hand side. You should not put the bread on your plate directly. Bread should never be cut. When you wish to eat it, tear a bite sized piece off with your fingers.

you'll become a glam guru!! ;D

first day of CNY! (:

i've been chionging endless assignments since last week. just had a presentation this noon. i'm super tired now. shall take a power nap!! recess week next week!!! :D woohooo 2 more assignments YAYYY!! holiday holiday, my holyday. T.T

cos the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly_

King of Daoban!!_

2010-02-15T19:22:00.005+08:00

watch this man watch this! :D

10 days of hols for me.. TAOYAN!!

HAPPY CNY!!! (:

Do You Remember?.._

2010-02-08T18:24:00.004+08:00

OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW SMALL THIS WORLD IS! I JUST FOUND OUT THIS GUY WHO MY FRIEND BROUGHT ALONG IS ACTUALLY THAT GUY FROM TWO YEARS BACK AND I'M STILL IN SHOCK! HOW CAN IT BE SO COINCIDENTAL?!?!?!? LAO XUE WHERE ARE YOU?!?! I NEED TO SHARE MY SHOCKNESS WITH YOU! OMG!!!!! XFX IS BACK!!!!!!!! O.O

OKAY LAOXUE REPLIED ME ALR. I'M SHARING THIS CRAZY NEWS WITH HER NOW!

okay chill chill. i just find it amazing and super coincidental how can!!! ._.

lol i can foresee myself repeating this a thousand times to my friends. pple, be prepared to hear this crazy story!!!

anw, friday night was a GOOD GOOD NIGHT! except the accident. pictures?! OH YESSSS.. a few..

BZP sia! i think this is the only pic i have with him and me. the previous ones are gone. it's our 8th yr of friendship mannnnn! the other purple lady is dear pingping!

DRINKKK!! CHEERS!!!

loves cranberry vodka!!

on the platform with dancing king!

what's good about the platform? you'll have better ventilation, fresher air, more space and the best thing is YOU CAN SPY EVERYONE! i saw all the dirty actions man. (;

PARTYYYYY!!!!

the lightstick is not lighting up in pictures!

very nice!! :D

when we're still sober!

THE GROUP PHOTO without zp LOL!

awww such a good goood night. i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves! it's always good to go in such a large group. we girls felt so protected! our guys surrounded us like security guards protecting superstars! xD

yes i have to mention this.. there isn't any other song that's more powerful than this!!
we were all damn shagged after the 1st round of dancing. we were resting on the sofa, glupping down the drinks, just dead tired.
suddenly... "RAH RAH AH AH AH... ROMA ROMA MA.. GAGA OOOH LALA..."
OMG WE LITERALLY BOUNCED UP FROM THE SOFA AND CHIONGED TO THE DANCEFLOOR! i think someone should video tt scene. Bad Romance is THAT powerful!! ^^

and one more thing to mention. YT IS A DRUNKEN MORON! HAHAHAHA SHE FAIL!

Did i not mention? it's Powerhouse(:

okay one last thing, DO YOU REMEMBER IS DAMN NICE!

If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories..

Happy Poker Chinese New Year!_

2010-02-03T14:11:00.002+08:00

An early wish.
Please watch this video and feel the early CNY atmosphere!! it's Bobby GaGa! xD

恭-恭-恭-恭喜你恭-恭-恭喜你!~

Joke of the year_

2010-01-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

*days ago, yy and i were discussing abt jiejie's bday*

me: okay i'll ask lao da. so, 3pm at orchard mrt station ah!

yy: okay! see you.

*on the day of bday celebration*

at 2.45pm, lao da and i reached and went to get jiejie's bday present while waiting for the two of them.

at 3pm, yy: hey i'll be a little late, you pple go ahead first.

no news of jiejie.

at 3.15pm, i msged jiejie to ask for her whereabouts. no reply from her.

at 3.20pm, i called jiejie.

jiejie: HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO??!!

me: *stoned* YOU BING! eh where're you???

jiejie: at home?

me: huh?! you're still not coming?

jiejie: huh?? go where??

me: *STONED* you mean...you didn't know????????????????????

jiejie: huh?! know what???

me: OMGGGGGG YY DIDN'T TELL YOU AH?! LOLLL SHIT! SHE MUST HAVE THOUGHT I'LL INFORM YOU! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

jiejie: what's happening??? are you scaming me??

me: LOL OMG! COME ORCHARD NOW!!! WE'RE GONNA CELEBRATE YOUR BDAY!! LAO DA'S HERE TOO!!

jiejie: LOL no wonder la! i was thinking how come nobody celebrating my bday with me! guai guai de. really at orchard right??? don't scam me!!

me: HAHAHAAHA REALLY LA FASTER COME! we wait for you!! FASTER!!

jiejie: okay okay. luckily i'm at home today! see you later!

*end of phone call*

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA i cannot believe we met to celebrate jiejie's bday without asking her along!! what a joke!

lesson learnt: always double confirm if everybody's on their way to the meeting place beforehand!

ANW!!!!!! MAOMAO AND MAO TOOT HAVE SHRINKED VERSIONS!!!! ULTRA MEGA ULTIMATE ADORABLE!! FOR REAL! GOODNESS! i just cannot resist them. it's WANT vs NEED. okay i want them. no i won't buy because i don't need them. i need the pair of shoes from town!

see the shrinked them!!

i whisper in your ear
oh darling i wish you were here..

Who has the BIGGEST brain??_

2010-01-20T18:16:00.004+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOO i can't evolve out of my Squidlian!! so irritating. ylm says i have to evolve before her bday (as her bday present) or i'll have to get her a real car! PAPARAZZI! how can she stress me like that! so, if you see me fiddling with my iPod touch (I HAVEN'T GIVEN IT A NAME!), yes i'm playing biggest brain! don't disturb me for i might just evolve during that try! i want to evolve i want to evolve i want to evolve i want to evolve i want to..................... *chants*

i have a 2010 wish: to find someone who can piggyback me!
you know, it isn't always good to be tall. it's alr so hard to find someone who can pat your head, not to say someone who can piggyback you. my short friends (HAHAHA!), i can just put my arms ard them and they can enjoy my heartwarming hug from the back. awww. they feel so loved!

OH, and i rarely get pple putting their arms ard me. you know, my friends usually cannot reach me.. so you cannot imagine how surprised and elated i will be if you put your arms ard me(:

i have to say this, if you have tall friends, more to girl friends, do try all means (be it standing on a chair, climbing up a ladder, use a rope and hook to their head and pull them down, throwing 50bucks on the floor so they'll bend down and take...) and give them these powerful touches! because we rarely get them, we tend to treasure them a lot. eh, you think we chose to be tall is it? tsk.

if you realise, i often mention about ylm BUT i don't post pictures of her? that's because that woman always act dua bai! don't wanna take picture with me! but some day this year, we did!! let me show you dear beloved poodle-lucked ylm!

now you can believe i have short friends/i am tall.

okay i am tall, ylm is not short._.

i often wonder why must we study and be so competitive?? which idiot started this competition?! if we can all live in peace and learn at our own pace and interest, there won't be so much stress and agony. wouldn't it be nice?

and, why do pple have to drift apart?
"We used to be so close, why're we acting like strangers now?" some fb group.

maybe it's true that your friends and lover cannot survive in your life at the same time, no matter how hard you try. other than the time for your schoolwork and family plus personal leisure, all your leftover time will be for your lover. i admit i used to be like this too, and i know i won't want to do that again. hence, i'm currently enjoying the love from my friends (even though they will never admit it!)!! :D

oh did i mention about my new friend? yes i have a new friend in my course. she stays in pasir ris, hence i love her. AHAHA further than me omg! ^^
interesting point: if you want your daughter to have big boobs, name her Siying. HAHAHA so far, all the Siyings revolving ard my friends and i have big boobs!! ;D
YES, i finally have a 'Siying' as my friend!!

why is hai pai so sad!

I TOOK THE CAB THRICE WITHIN TWO WEEKS! T.T
i've unlimitedly overspent this month, can you pple stop having birthdays in Jan??

hai pai's songs are awesome!! :D

i love this record baby but i can't see straight anymore..

off to play biggest brain!!!!!~

So Close.._

2010-01-11T19:40:00.003+08:00

it's the first day of school today, after a month and a half of holidays. although i know i'm going back to the same sch, same class, facing the same pple, i just can't help feeling a wee bit nervous. waking up at 5.30am isn't fun at all. the train in the morning is like so packed! i got to stand all the way from east to west. like close to 2hrs of journey to sch, and 2 hrs back. tt's kind of psychotic.

and here's the most exciting that happened on the first day of my school. a blackout! no, not the kind of lights blackout, but me blacking out! for those who haven't experienced one before, i shall describe it.

during class in the morning, i suddenly felt very unwell. there's like a sudden coldness and uncomfortable pricks on my limbs. disturbing me from focusing on the lecture la no manners can! i had no choice but to ask for permission to the washroom.

i left the room for the washroom. i had to walk for a few metres before getting to the washroom. halfway through the walk, i felt this sudden weakness in my limbs. very sudden. i couldn't move. then, my vision started to blur and everything's like rotating and darkening to black, followed by this splitting headache, and ears blocked as if i just came out of the club. i stopped and leaned against the wall helplessly.

luckily, there're kind passerbys who came over to ask me if i'm okay, and to provide some help. apparently i couldn't see their faces nor hear them. i can only hear a very vague and low "are you okay???", as if the sounds were being blocked off. one of them then brought me to the bench nearby for a rest. after 10mins, i dragged myself back to class.

WHOA. it's a very traumatising experience and i don't think i want to experience it again. for the moment, i thought i was going to collapse there. then nobody will know who i am and who to contact cos i didn't bring anything out! horror.

thankfully i'm still alive, and blogging over here to share this.

well, we don't know what will happen everyday.. life's unpredictable.

please know that i love you, my family and friends! no matter how irritating and disgusting, you pple are irreplaceable! (:

so, how's school today??

TWENTYTEN_

2010-01-05T21:48:00.006+08:00

HAPPPY NEW YEARRRRRR!!!! :D

that's the 6 of us after the countdown party at ButterFactory at ard 5 plus am? we partied and danced for 6 damn hours man!! i wore my 3 inches heels and i couldn't feel my legs after the party. it's suicidal and i will never ever do it again.

anw, lots of photos up on facebook!:D it's like a sudden flood of photos. the "before party" in one camera, "during party" in another camera, "after party" in another camera and the randoms from the random camera. cool huh surprises/shocks everywhere.

counting down at ButterFact was awesome!! it's like when the clock strikes 12, we can see the fireworks clearly from ButterFact! we all can multitask man! you can see everyone's eyes on the fireworks, and their body moving along with the music. how cool is that?!

it's me and chuying, chuying and i after the party. resting legs resting legs. luckily got bring flats along, or i'll have a barefooted parade.
ears were blocked too. it's like there're walls between us if you try to talk to me, even you're just right beside me. don't blast music for 6hours pls.

shy leh i think my hair still smells nice after the party(:

PARTY TIME!!!!

drink first drink first.
why is the drink orange? i thought that was cranberry vodka? i can't even rmb what's that drink! i'm old..

the six of us inside.

one of my favourite pictures!!
"AWESOME LA CHUYING!"

ya we're inside ButterFact anw! can just see the scenery outside.

dancefloor!

it was mad packed. and those crazily enthu clubbers just knock into you like that. the worst thing is YOU CANNOT TSK THEM! TSKKKKK!!!

in the lift.
she says i like to stick out my tongue. my sexy tongue *slurps* :P

BEFORE THE PARTY!

wayyy before the party. like after dinner. in marina square's toilet.

typical thing to do in the toilet with such huge mirrors. they're there, for this purpose.

okay sorry, my photos are not in chronological order. i'm way too lazy. all the other photos are on FB alr! (:

woohooooo i think this countdown party's kind of awesome. i randomly met a friend there too. eh what? who says teachers cannot club! i'm still a student anw.

and, on the last day of 2009, i dropped my phone. actually, i managed to catch it alr but it slipped off again. i'm so used to it dropping so i didn't care much. afterwards, to my horror, i found out that my "dumpling" whistle's broken): exactly at the blowing part. it's not a whistle anymore.

there goes 2009. here comes 2010! it hurts a little whenever i got reminded that i'm TURNING 20 THIS YEAR! i cannot believe it. tooo fast. what have i achieved man? yes, driving license!! fabulous! actually i think i earned alot in 2009. however, ALL OF THEM WENT TO THE STUPID DRIVING LESSONS AND ALL! if not i'll be damn rich la! okay kiddin'. i'm super poor now cos of CDC! zzzz. *glares at CDC*

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!
1) i will be kind and patient to my family! no shouting no screaming no quarreling.

2) i will study. i promise to study at least 3hours per week. lol is it too little? at least at least! good progress anw. (Y)

3) i will not fail! i will not fail my parents, i will not fail my friends, i will not fail myself, i will not fail anyone! i realised the scariest moment is to know that you're alone. i will not let anyone feel alone! YOU STILL HAVE ME! (:

4) pple have been saying i'm fierce for umpteen times alr. i will become gentler! DON'T LAUGH!

5) i will try my very best to not let my loved ones worry for me again. sorry loves!

6) i will do more good deeds.

7) i will love who i love more, including myself!

8) i will be more sociable, in the right way.

9) i will pack my room and house more often.

10) okay okay this is it, I WILL NOT BE ADDICTED TO CLUBBING! ^^

okay 10 is enough. too many i will not be able to achieve as well. pt 10 is kind of cool huh. it's because quite a few pple have been telling me not to go club even though countdown party's my actual virgin clubbing experience. probably i look like i will get addicted anytime soon..

TODAY! i went jogging. I ALMOST DIED MAN! i jogged past this tree, and the very next moment, i heard a loud "PIACK". i had my earpiece on. i turned ard and i saw this branch which had just fell off from that tree, on the exact spot which i just passed by a sec ago. WHOA. *chants* so much for trying to be healthy.

ALRIGHT FOLKS. i got to wake up at 4.30am tmr for some project stuffs. FML!

OH OH i've added two links, FML and GMH at the side! check them out!

till i'm back here again.

even if the sky is falling down..

Endless Dreams_

2009-12-31T14:56:00.003+08:00

AWESOME! LAST DAY OF 2009! so many things happened this year. i won't say it's a fantastic year but i guess it's the year with the most number of experiences. lots and lots of experiences. and the most impt thing in life is definitely good health. the pple who'll never fail to be there for you are your family members, and your friends. i'm thankful to have them all! there're greater things in life to worry about, sadder things in the world to emo about. so yes, let's leave all the unhappy memories in 2009 and proceed to start afresh in 2010. A whole new world.

a few bottles..

with an awesome friend.

i cannot believe we're equally white. she used to be much whiter than me la! suntan.

YAY I LOVE PANG PIPI!

forever love~~~~ forever love~~~~

so many more pictures. i hate fb can. it refuses to let me upload these photos. it hates pipi!

and, i still don't understand why ylm and i don't have photos tgt. zzzz.

and......IT'S THE LAST DAY OF 2009 PPLE! LET'S PARTYYYYYYYY!!!!!! (Y)

result for looping one song_

2009-12-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Jezreel ~! says: (12:29:27 AM)
i thought ur msn thing spoil

Jezreel ~! says: (12:29:33 AM)
the song doesn't change

LOLLLLL.. i looped 'shuo huang' for the whole of two days alr. it's THAT addictive. my friend's damn funny. probably i shouldn't keep looping the same song for so long.

._.

分手第七天_

2009-12-25T14:32:00.003+08:00

i need to express my gratitude towards all my friends and family. the year is ending right? time for some mushy words! (:

although i expected things to be so much different from what i'm experiencing now, i guess things are not that bad as long as you look at things the right way. i thank my family and friends for that.

thanks ylm!

thanks NN!

thanks E!

thanks X!

thanks steady!

thanks zp!

thanks jiejie!

thanks yy!

thanks gp!

thanks ivan!

thanks pipi!

thanks lp!

i will definitely be there when you pple need me (if i can)! promise.

i thank yoga for his meaningful songs.

and, i sincerely thank you, for everything.

my dear friends.. i love you all!(:

i'm looking forward to the countdown party!! i hope the plan goes well!! it will mark a beautiful ending to 2009 and an awesome beginning to 2010! :D

yes, AVATAR IS DAMN AWESOME! the beginning is kind of boring but when you enter Pandora, tsktsktsk.. i can't believe i'm still talking about Avatar a few days after watching. everyone who watched is saying it's mad good, and yes, it is that good. i didn't plan to watch at first but luckily i did. enough. watch it if you haven't.

the other day, i was at Body Worlds with my bro and cousin. guess what? Mr Goh Chok Tong's there too!

Guy A: What time's dinner tonight?

Guy B: 7.45pm Sir.

i was thinking who will use the word 'Sir', so big shot. i turned ard and i saw this tall man! ya guy A's dear Mr Goh. he is really tall!!

and we went to IMM after that and saw Mark Lee. he uses a tote bag in real life too! ._.

Yoga, 林宥嘉. 说谎.

我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说渴望的有可能有希望..

almost forgot, have an awesome Christmas and a fabulous 2010 pple! (:

ps. my brothers are damn cute! one is wearing red shirt and one is wearing green. coincidence?

雨爱_

2009-12-23T13:13:00.002+08:00

ending song for 海派甜心, Hi My Sweetheart.

真希望雨能下不停..

No Surprise_

2009-12-20T00:03:00.001+08:00

in life, there're just too many unexpected stuffs going on. like what i always say, things always happen when it's least expected. however, things do happen when they're being expected as well. here comes No Surprise. unfortunately, they're usually the negative stuffs. don't expect positive stuffs to happen when you're actually expecting it._. if you get what i'm trying to say. still, i do believe everything happens for a reason. probably you'll see something you overlooked previously. that is why we shouldn't give up on ourselves whenever something bad strikes you! easier said than done, but not impossible to do.

and here, i have to say that Mothers work wonders on their children! although sometimes they can be real naggy and stuff, you can't deny the way they influence you. no matter how much my friends tried to comfort me, mummy's words work best. it's like a miraculous cure. and a thousand praises is nothing as compared to my parents'. that's why i'm so afraid to disappoint them no matter how rebellious i am. in the end, i still hope to be their little girl, forever(:
i guess it's the same to every one of you. it's a gift to have your parents as your parents. how many times did you actually make them feel happy? we don't know how long more can we stay together as a family, so do treasure every moment while we can:D

i'm surprised with how the songs, words and dramas can speak so well to me during this period of time.

i'm addicted to 海派甜心 and i'm rewatching it again and again while waiting for the next episode to be out.
Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang~~~

it's the 20th today. i'm so not looking forward to the school reopen. i'm looking for a motivation, which will keep me going.

i don't want to be like Dalang.

unlike 恶魔在身边 which has only 3 pathetic songs, 海派甜心 has quite a few! awesome songs with appropriate, meaningful lyrics.

我在等一个人，
在等我的永恒，
告诉我爱不单行，
别害怕.

我在等一个人，
在等我的永恒，
告诉我爱不单行，
相信它..

回到过去_

2009-12-13T02:25:00.002+08:00

不知道你有没有试过很想念一个人？

不是纯粹想念他，而是想念过去的他？

或者当你在不经意地翻开一些东西后，突然很想念过去，想回到过去？

就在今晚，我感觉到了。

要是我们能够选择停留在自己最享受，最开心的时光，那该有多好。

但，你会选择哪个时光呢？

突然，好想你。从前的你。你是否也在怀念从前的我呢？

或许，我们都还一样。

但，若能回到过去，就好了...

where is my happy holiday??_

2009-12-09T21:47:00.005+08:00

it's nearing the end of the year and it kind of saddens me. what exactly happened this yr? this year is definitely the year with the most tears (in my memory). well, i can't rmb how many times i've cried for EACH event. and, how much tears i've wasted. i don't know what's happening as well. WHY I CRY SO MUCH AH. i need to wake up my idea! ._.

well, i rmb crying over A level results cos i know i'll disappoint my parents.

crying over the job which i hated so much because of that SOAB. i think i blogged about this earlier in the yr.

and after getting a new job, crying over the 委屈 i got there. all the unfair treatment and some disgusting bootlickers.

then, crying over having to stay in hostel and all the arguments with my brothers. i was really reluctant to stay. i mean, I STILL AM.

continuing, being so disgusted with hostel life and stressful sch life, sometimes my tears just rolled down uncontrollably. i rmb that time, my bro refused to let my mum call me everyday in order for me to be more independent. hence, mummy didn't for a few days. i finally called her and dear tears just appeared again. i think my pillow from the hostel room has lots of tears lol.

oh oh but the one on my bed now has more.

within my family, there was some arguments earlier on and tears visited again.

thereafter, i got into a relationship and i believe a relationship involves much laughter, with inevitable tears. no?

too much too much.

and then i finally got to leave the hostel, exams ended, i can escape from school, take a break, live together with my family, meet my lovely friends, spend time with my dear poot.... now tell me where's my long deserved happy holiday?!?! x(

my exams ended like ard one week earlier than others, so i kind of stoned for a week before i got to meet my lovely friends. i planned to do many things and meet a lot of pple during this holiday. what's wrong with this dec! so many negative things happening. how can how can.

things always happen when you least expect it. i was expecting an awesome holiday, but no. i was expecting beautiful things to happen, but no. i wasn't expecting anything bad to happen to anyone, but yes.

i've learnt to lower my expectations and be prepared for the worst.

it works! beautiful things started to happen then. or probably it's because i didn't find those things beautiful back then.

if not for this incident, i don't think daddy and i will sit down and talk. and i suddenly rmb those times when he used to piggyback me from the bedroom to the living room lol. he used to drive me from sch to the mama shop to buy ice cream and then pick mummy up from her workplace after tt. the ice cream got include free stickers one! that was kindergarten man. i miss those times.

i guess my family's more bonded due to this incident as well. every cloud has its silver lining huh.

there is not enough time. i want to spend hours and hours with each and every close friend. every friday night with tomatoes, walking round and round TK with pipi - middle finger hooked, 18chefs with ylm, mugging sessions with nn all ard the east, tuesdays with laoxue, days in MBS with yy, jiejie, lw and friends, neverending phonecalls with steady.. true friends are hard to find. can i just keep them with me? if i can, i'll get a super huge mansion and all of my loves shall have a room each! :D

poor poot just extracted his tooth out ytd and he's having fever now. things just keep happening. i don't know what i can do to make him feel better.

i feel so useless when all i can say is "take care ah. drink more water." "don't do this this this, that that that." "sleep more, rest well." be it to my dad or poot or anyone. well, i know saying those can't take any pain off them. but i don't know how else i can help, what else i can do.

and my hair keeps falling non-stop.

真失败.

i want daddy to get well, i want grandma to get well, i want poot to get well, and i need everyone to be healthy!

i merely want a happy holiday.

2009-12-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

everything will be fine. everything has to be fine. tell me it will be fine, and tell me it's fine. please, be fine.

me and my limited vocab.

2009-12-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

listening to emo songs can make one emo even when you're not emo, but listening to happy songs cannot make one happy. not at all. not even a little.

这种离开, 原来才最叫人永远难忘.._

2009-12-02T10:53:00.004+08:00

是不是拥有以后
就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

傻瓜

不知不觉哭了好久
我还想着你说过的话
你说要一起加油
说要再牵着我
可是我却看不见你的手

那天晚上泪如雨下
我哭倒在房间地板上
随便张望都崩溃
回忆在每个地方
相爱的画面为什么那么心伤

我只是一个傻瓜
为你把眼泪流光
心碎了却还是假装自己好坚强
我笑得好傻
不过在掩饰哀伤
痛的时候
才真的看见绝望

我只是一个傻瓜
为你把力气用光
也许你早就不在我却还在奢望
你走得好静
一点也没有声响
这种离开
原来才最叫人永远难忘

MAO TOOT!_

2009-11-29T22:39:00.006+08:00

oh gosh. you pple got to see this..

MAO TOOOT, welcome to my life!:D

tooo adorable, beyond words.

CUTE OR NOT?!?!

NYAAAA!! x'mas season!

i think pooot hugged it too much, it has his smell now.

it's damn fat and comfortable! it has a huge tumtum and enormous buttbutt and lots of chest hair and just hair. very exciting.

if you're wondering why mao tooot, it's because, if you rmb, i have one maomao! this is maomao number 2 since they're of the same species, and TADAAAA, MAO TOOT!! (:

my mum keeps repeating that mao toot is a horrible name. she says "call one 大毛 and the other 小毛 better." LOL. super cute mummy.

ohhh maomao and mao toot took pictures tgt too!
irresistable simply:3

both just look very retardedly cute and you just can't help but laugh and hug them tight.

and i think maomao got hugged tooo much, it's super flat as compared to mao toot's huge tum and butt. head also. poor maomao!! ):

anw, maomao's from dear NN for my bday present this yr(:

and mao toot's for nthg._. i just got mao toot this morning anw, it's freshly clean! queue up to hug that adorable POS! :B

LOVES NN!

LOVES MAOMAO!

LOVES MAO TOOT!

LOVES MAO POOT (new name)!

who's to blame?_

2009-11-28T13:14:00.001+08:00

i guess everyone will have this habit of pushing the blame to the others when things go wrong. i just got to blog about this, since i'm a tutor.

as parents, when your child don't achieve good/expected results, the first person you'll blame will be the tutor. like "i've paid so much money to hire this tutor and my child still got such lousy results. what is this. that useless tutor. waste my money."

this is similar to "why didn't my child do well for exams? must be the bad influences ard him/her. they should stop mixing ard with each other."

the truth is, the individual himself has to be responsible too, isn't it? if the individual doesn't want to listen to the tutor, doesn't want to learn, nobody can force him to. how can the parents be so cruel to just push all the blame to the poor tutor(s) when the tutor might be trying all she can to help the child alr?

perhaps everything will be related to the individual. if he/she is willing to learn, with abit of help, results will show.

when the results are up to expectations, parents will think that their child is amazing. who will think that the tutor is awesome, or the pple ard the individual are positive influences. probably just neutral. how is this fair?

anw, there's something i can't understand. when i told my parents i'm having this one and a half months of holiday, they asked me to go get a job. it's only one and a half months, i haven't got any rest and i'm supposed to go get a job? i don't get their point. it's not like we're damn poor and can't afford three meals. it's not like i'm not earning money. it's not like i'm taking money from them. it's not like it's a very long holiday. they said i'll be bored staying at home. NO I WON'T.

here's the irony. when i go out, they'll keep nagging at me for spending so much money when i go out. when i stay at home, they'll nag at me for not getting a job. helllooo how do you know how much i spend when i'm outside? they just want me to get a job. i'm sick of the routine. why must it always be school OR work? can't it be fun? it's just less than a week of holiday and my mum says i should study for next sem. i haven't even enjoyed any shit! FML! >=(

why're there much more problems when i'm having holiday than when i'm not?
well, sometimes i really hope my mum can be more open minded..

and sometimes i really hope some things can remain unchanged..

Tell me what i want to hear: EXAMS ARE OVER!_

2009-11-23T17:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY LIKE SHIT!
no, happier than shit! i survived! i'm so excited that i feel like hugging everybody! :D

well, those still having exams, hang in there! it'll be over before you know it!
those whose exams are over too, let's party!!!! (:

kamikaze_

2009-11-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

EXAMS = SUICIDE

with tweety bird plaster.

NN's bday celebration_

2009-11-14T12:01:00.006+08:00

okay i was browsing some other blogs and when i see that there're no updates, i felt kind of pek cek. nothing new for me to read. well, probably it's time for my blog to have something new to read. *hero*

well.. it was NN's bday celebration with the tj clique. the bimbos and himbos. aiya i can't believe we didn't take a group photo of all 10 of us. and i can't believe my camera only has 5 pple's faces out of the 10._. okay i believe yy has more pics but she hasn't upload yet. so let's see what i have.

okay before this celebration, pokpok (pp), wanwan (ww), gst and i actually planned to surprise nn at 12am sharp at her hostel room door on the actual day. woohooo it's my first time doing such stuff. why?? i think everyone should have a memorable bday and nn's memorable bday
shall include my presence! :D oh i got a rilakkuma cushion for her. i didn't take a picture of it though. i think it's kind of useful. can use it in hostel, at home, in lecture, in car, bagus!

okay so it was ard 11.40 when gst came to pick me and pp up and off we go to nn's room. gst failed terribly cos he exposed himself too much! it's pretty obvious that he's gonna "surprise" nn at 12. he ended up getting scolded by pp and i from the beginning till the end lol! don't worry nn, we'll train him for you. nyahaha.

anw, it was ard 12 alr so we're all ready outside nn's door, with gst holding the cake and knocking the door. lol okay this is the funny part, after the door knock, we can hear lots of sounds from the room. nn scolding lots of vulgarities lol!! she was like reluctant to open the door which is fake!! i know she's happy. hehe. after like 15mins or so, ww finally opened the door on nn's behalf. wooo gst went in first, followed by pp and i surprising nn. aiyo i can see her touched blissful face. nyahaha.

yada yada~

i didn't take pictures!! okay after some fun in the room ^^, gst drove us to NIE carpark to play sparkles (i dropped my pinkon and it's severely injured! T.T). and to some boon lay kopitiam for supper and back to hostel! oh oh pp tried to test drive gst's car and nn and i almost died! :/

alright and it's a sunday when we met at taka's crystal jade to celebrate nn's bday with the tj clique. finally, some pictures ahh~

must always take a picture of yourself before going out to check how cool you look. it's different from the mirror, really.

my potato(: he's staring at some other hot babes.

hahaha his tumtum!

random

copied random

dearest NN and i!

"let me kiss you leh?"

nyahaha! come on.

ai yo wei yo, that's nn and gst!

see who's the clown.

and the insisted photo lol.
my gan dang, nn's gst and yy's jason.

the truth is i turned my head cos i don't want my face to appear so big!

in the restaurant. my noodles on the left and the plate on the right is for gan dang.

tt's all for him. he said he's a vegetarian.

and the cake.
this is a love triangle. fighting for nn!

i think i will win:3

nn and the cake! happy de leh! (:

on the way back home.

"he called me a dangerous driver know!"

my artistic talent. *smirks*

gan dang is having some outfield exercise now):

i shall go mug alr. exams on wed, thurs and the next mon! good luck to me. i'm still not in the mugging mood._.

kamikaze!

Georges Night_

2009-11-10T12:17:00.002+08:00

it was a friday night when NN and i made our way to Georges! it's a pub somewhere along Siglap. Since it's a friday night, the place's full house and we can hardly find a seat. however, we just want to get our butts in and drink. the waiter got us an ulu corner in the end and we ordered our drinks. it was like behind the pool table and NN got attacked by the pple playing pool with their sticks for quite a few times. poor her.

anw, photo of our drinks!

the tall cup on the left is mine! mexican devil or what. it's awesome, cos got cherry!! tastes like ice cream. and the short one on the right is NN's kamikaze! she likes it but the vodka taste is too strong for me. burps.

and here's her enjoying her kamikaze! GIM ZAI!! :D

oh oh we were at kfc before that. practising the art of sucking.

yes my favourite whipped potato!! sucking it up is damn shiok. but stir properly first.

try it try it!!

okay i think i can hear NN screaming for Georges again. after exams darling!!! (:

haiyo so many things to blog about and i don't know which one to blog next. free style! exams coming!! :S *chants*

*chants*

*chants*

*chants*

*chants*

finally, i'm back home.._

2009-11-07T01:19:00.004+08:00

YES i'm finally home! (: (: (:
home feels the best, regardless of how dirty and noisy it is!

and this is the family portrait specially for my 2nd bro's graduation. waited for ard 3months for the collection of photo. it's in my living room now.
my eldest bro resembles my mum, my 2nd bro resembles my dad and i resemble my brothers.

it's quite obvious who's the eldest and all by that description huh? nyahahaha!!

and they kept saying that will be the last graduation photo for our family cos i am not going to graduate. TMD!! this is reverse psychology, i know!!!

i'm like brain dead due to the hectic week! HECK! i need to sleep.

anw, i don't understand why pple don't smile when they see their classmates. instead, they give the bu shuang face. i don't even know them personally, just know tt we're in the same lecture (only 37 pple in the entire lecture hall). 不爽啥？屁.

goodnight!

the night's awesome because you're here (:

2009-11-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

"Don't say sorry to me, say sorry to yourself."

sorry, myself.