A bumpy peaceful bus ride_

回家途中，上了巴士。上车时，整辆车只有我一个人坐在巴士上。这种感觉很奇妙，仿佛整辆车只为我服务，感觉挺爽的。好平静，但是，总少不了一丝丝的孤单。空旷的周围显得我更孤独、寂寞。一片寂静，只能用耳机里传出的音乐掩盖，欺骗自己＂我不是一个人＂。不顺的一天注定不顺到底。耳机传来的歌竟是＂习惯就好＂。原来，我今天注定一直孤独下去，只要习惯就好，习惯 就好。

今天不知怎么了，可能已经给自己放假了吧。忘了带 assignment 来交，忘了带手提电脑，忘了 top up ez link card，忘了我是谁...课前想去打印作业，排队的人偏偏那么多。课后要去打印，站在电脑前，尿偏偏要急着出来。没办法，只好放弃，跑到厕所去。好不容易，终于把作业打印出，交给老师。好饿好饿，好冷好冷。

突然好累哦。

最累的是一个人的星期五早上。

知道我不是最惨的，日本随便一个都比我惨一百倍，可是我还是很惨。

每天都忙忙碌碌，也不晓得在忙什么，最后又得到了什么...

可不可以不要了？

the adorable liar_

None other than my tuition kiddo! 

*tuition kiddo yawning*

*me stared at her*

kiddo, "you not tired ah?"

me, "I'm tired ah.."

kiddo, "then why're you not yawning??"

me, "._. tired must yawn ah?????" 

she's soooooo adorable!!!!! she looks like Agnes from Despicable me! Serious! 

like this.... big eyes, chubby face, bangs too. too cute! shall take a pic of her one day. 

BUT!!!!!! she's a liar. a bad kid. she doesn't do my work and lied to her mum that she finished my work alr. I've just exposed her and complained to her mum this evening. hopefully this adorable liar can become an adorable kiddo soon! (:

and, gg to NIE is 错错错 and 莫莫莫.. sigh. 

不可以吗?

哈比八福得!_

As some of you know, it's yuan'r's big day a few days ago. Unfortunately, I had a test and it's worth 2AUs on the exact day and I have a presentation the following morning, and another presentation tmr. So, I can gladly say I'm a superwoman! Due to time constraint and every other shitload reasons, I wasn't able to give my dearest a huge surprise and a wonderful birthday. ): It was his first birthday with me as his girlfriend and I felt kind of bad for not putting in more effort. Anyhow, I tried my best! 

Yes I know some Kaypohs are dying to know what I did huh! Firstly, Laoniang freakin' skipped a 2 hours lecture in the afternoon cos it ends at 530. I told yuan'r that we're gonna have jap cuisine at Nihon Mura cos he loves jap food! and i told him that i got him a 50cents present and he's gonna use it everyday! yes, he guessed it, an ezlink sticker. His favourite One Piece okay! Uber cute!! So on that day, I rushed to Fairprice Xtra to buy those fresh ingredients like his fav fish roe and my fav salmon after my test!! Before that, I alr brought rice and all the other ingredients to sch. YES, YOU ARE CORRECT! I planned to make sushi for him!! The BEST jap cuisine ever!!!!! ;D

Actually, I only made once with ylm before and I think I'm damn brave to do this for his b'day. Imagine me failing, no dinner. BUT CANNOT BE!!! Okay blah blah I went to his house to surprise him. I had to FORCE him to take half day leave previously can. And I had to force him to report his location.. I can't believe my suayness. Of all days, the stupid purple line got technical fault on that day, at that time! I just reached outram park only the service got stopped for awhile and all. Argh! 

Okay when i finally got to his house, TADAAAAAAA, SURPRISE!!!!!! Okay not very surprising but I'm always the best surprise to him. lalala. And I started to make dinner at 3.30pm and everything's only done at 7pm LOL. What? I tried my best right! Got to cook rice, cook this cook that, roll here roll there, VERY BUSY HOR! And, I think sushi masters are realllllly noble!! They're so cool! Anyhow, I prepared sushi for his mum and sis too okay! Of cos, the purpose of making sushi tgt is to have fun during the process. So my dear bday boy got to make with me! 

The final product... 

Not exactly perfect but i did all i can okay! very good for a first-timer~

DAMN CHIO RIGHT! I cut the salmon on my own okay! and they're all so chio. Hehehe. Super proud. And that fish roe looks really good here! And, that yellow thing is potato salad okay! (;

Another photo for my awesome salmon! 

Ahhhhhhhh~~~ I don't know about the others, but i really enjoyed my dinner. There's miso soup as well! Cucumber sushi, egg mayo sushi, potato salad, salmon sushi, fish roe sushi, miso soup, crab stick. Probably there aren't much variety but I really love the salmon! And, I really did all i could. I hope my boy loved the dinner personally prepared by me (virgin experience). I know he did, I peeped at his tummy! (;

After dinner, I gave him his present, CK underwear YAY! Didn't have time to get cake (Icing room has no cheesecake! ): ). Well, I knew his sis was getting a cake for him la. Lalala~ 

After everything, he sent me down for me to cab home. We waited for SUPER long and there was no cab that stopped for us. Then yuanyuan finally couldn't take it and shouted, "WHAT IS THIS! WHY NO CAB?! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!" AND........ you won't believe this, a hired cab came to a halt immediately after he said that. The passenger alighted and I boarded it. I'm still very fascinated. O.o

And that's about all for his big day. I hope yuanyuan enjoyed his day, and felt my sincerity and love. 

Happy birthday my dear. (=

Only Only U U U~ Only Only U U U~

Happy CNY and Happy Vday!_

I'm just so lazy to blog even though i have the heart to do it. whose fault? N...........I...............Eventually i didn't blog.  so here's a late Happy CNY and i didn't take pictures on the first day. i have so many incomplete sch stuffs to do! ARGH!

Anw, yuan'r and i went to the Zoo a few weeks ago and here're some of the pictures we took. think the last time i went is like..........7 yrs ago? the Zoo sure looks different now. i shall be caring and share with you all!

one of my fav, GIRAFEE!!! cos they're so much taller than me! 

Us on the tram. i love the snail and the coconut tree and the hat and myself and him! 

It's finally the sun after so many weeks of rain.

Read their face! This face to beg for food.

This grin shows fear or excitement! i think yuan'r is excited. (;

the flying dogs!

lol 半缩头乌龟! looks awkward.

awwwwwww so lovely. Gloria~

the stars of Happy Feet! 

love Marty's butt with the swinging tail!

yuan'r's fav seal!

 

see see. gu ji gu ji..

pose pose pose. (:

the tail is amazing! is he King Julian?  

the little pony, Belle. yuan'r is flirting with her but she's not interested eh. hehe.

the disgusting tortoises. tsktsktsk.

yuan'r's fav fav fav red backside animal! BABOON AH! 

 and my boyfriend loves to ask me to act cute. well, i'm not acting. :D

Overall, it was an enjoyable trip. of cos they're many other animals but i'm not posting all becos you pple shld go visit the zoo yourself. nooooo la i'm just plain lazy! 

Anw, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL THE COUPLES OUT THERE, AND HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! (:

Most importantly, Happy Valentine's Day dear! (=

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If I have a choice, I will leave NIE. 

If I had...another choice.

nobody nobody but me.._

everyone's aslp now. i know i shld be sleeping too but i'm feeling quite awake and i don't like the feeling of rolling on bed, trying so hard to fall aslp yet i can't. so this is the quietest time, most peaceful time and..the loneliest time. can't help but to feel a lil emo. ):

"where is everyone?! why am i alone here?"

then i'll feel so lonely, neglected, unwanted, sad and emo.

and i'll start to reflect on myself...

"maybe there's something wrong about me."

maybe... maybe...

nah it's just 2010 is ending too soon, i can't accept it. 2011, a brand new year, represents changes. i hate changes. i love to stick with the arrangements i'm happy with or getting used to. now i have to adapt to new things again. another reason to emo.

recently, addicted to Hebe's songs!


寂寞寂寞就好

i think this song is awesomely suitable for the pple who just broke up. if only there's this song when i broke up the previous time, tsktsktsk.......loop non-stop! even better than yoga's 说谎 la! i repeated tt song for weeks i think. now, 寂寞寂寞就好 is tokgong(number one) i tell you! love the lyrics TTM. 死不了就还好~ and, another reason to emo. the song is too sad alr okay. i can feel it.


another Hebe's song. Love!


initially, i didn't like both songs. but after listening for a few times, i get the impact. totally hooked onto them now. they're actually meaningful songs. and Hebe is so pretty! the wind blow up her hair in the MV, super chio. typical MV style but she's still pretty! and Hebe didn't sound like herself in Love!. sounds like 王菲?


anw, long time no photo of yuan'r and i. in case anyone suspected we broke up (tt's why i'm addicted to 寂寞寂寞就好 and being so emo), choyyyy okay! no we didn't. this was X'mas! :D

anw, last day of 2010! all the best to everyone in the new yr!!!!!!!!! WELCOME, 2011!! HAVE AN AWESOME COUNTDOWN!!!!! (:

怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

Eh? Why nthg new??_

it's kind of stupid but everytime i visit my OWN blog, i hope to see something new. like hello i nv even blog how to have anything new right. think i'm too used to having group blogs, hoping to see new posts by my loved ones everytime i visit. and when i'm the only one who blogs, i feel tt it's becoming my own blog. feels weird and there, i created my own blog.

anyhow, haven't been blogging since the start of dec simply because i'm too lazy. and probably i'll start blogging again when nobody visits my blog. uh uh personal diary! pple who're reading this now are trying to invade my personal life!! tsktsk...

last few days of 2010 and it's time to feel old again. it's always the period when i'm having hols(TMD ONLY 3 WEEKS THIS TIME LA!), having nthg to do(except impt things like eating, sleeping, shopping, having fun, watching shows, rolling ard at home, pestering my friends, irritating bui, bugging my parents, acting like a siao kia...), i'll start to think back and reflect, WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED THIS YEAR?!

1. i...........survived two sems miraculously.
   
   
2. i went through sch attachments. (okay i nv achieve, i just completed.)
   
   
3. i got a loving boyfriend (i think is HIS achievement lor. he got such a wonderful girlfriend can! ;) ).
   
   
4. i, erm, achieved a tuition kid who loves me?
   
   
5. k la dont talk about achieving things, but things that happened this yr k. house renovation!! i survived the POW life! bathing with a pail of cold water, no running tap, no kitchen, no functional living room. )=
   
   
6. some family issues. actually i dont know what happened also. it's just no more now. hehe.
   
   
7. and errrrr, the blogshop photos? i can't believe there's no photoshopping involved and they just posted my photos everywhere la! damn hideous la. okay everyone shall just forget this........ *chants*
   
   
8. attended the most special wedding. currently the most special one. mine will be NUMBER ONE! ;D
   
   

okay la crap. i didn't achieve anything okay. always being as boring and stupid. so yr end is coming, time for some new yr resolutions......... okay i'll just look at last yr's one and see if i achieved any.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS (2010)!
1) i will be kind and patient to my family! no shouting no screaming no quarreling.
*yea yea i'm always kind and patient to my family what. we're more loving this yr. i'm so lovable as usual. PASS!*

2) i will study. i promise to study at least 3hours per week. lol is it too little? at least at least! good progress anw. (Y)
*i think i didn't study at least 3 hours per week but my time was alll dedicated to schwork la! endless assignments and projs. dont even have extra time for myself, still study leh. cheyy. anyhow, PASS!*

3) i will not fail! i will not fail my parents, i will not fail my friends, i will not fail myself, i will not fail anyone! i realised the scariest moment is to know that you're alone. i will not let anyone feel alone! YOU STILL HAVE ME! (:
*i don't know about this. i guess everyone's so busy and i really didn't have the time for my friends. so... FAIL. ):*

4) pple have been saying i'm fierce for umpteen times alr. i will become gentler! DON'T LAUGH!
*WAH RAO PASS PASS PASS! super gentle me. PASS!*

5) i will try my very best to not let my loved ones worry for me again. sorry loves!
*i did try my best to not let my loved ones worry for me again BUT, my loved ones will nv stop worrying for me right? SUB-PASS!*

6) i will do more good deeds.
*i admit. i didn't. i'm a meanie. FAIL!*

7) i will love who i love more, including myself!
*yes i love everyone, more. LOVELOVE! PASS!*

8) i will be more sociable, in the right way.
*right way. i think i'm still not sociable, but at least i don't use online sites anymore! SUB-PASS!*

9) i will pack my room and house more often.
*._. okay la FAIL!*

10) okay okay this is it, I WILL NOT BE ADDICTED TO CLUBBING! ^^
*ai seh. totally absolutely PASS! for the whole yr, i went to club for 7 times only. final time is when my head got abused. ): *

so.... 6/10!!!! *blings* thanks all for your support! new yr resolution works okay!! i shall think of some new year resolutions for 2011!!! to be continued...

i had a lovely christmas. hope you guys did too! next up, COUNTDOWN TO 2011! have fun!! ;D

hi, i love to be unglam and 捉住青春的尾巴.. (;