what is love?_

recently i came across this question for quite a few times, like on tv, friends' msn nicks, emails and all. then it got me to ponder..ya lor ya lor i always hear pple saying "i love you, you love me". the word 'love' is taken lightly. how can you anyhow anyhow love someone? 'love' is such a serious word, esp in bgr. i can just receive a stupid random msg from a stranger on tagged saying he loves me. hello hello do you know what's love? those despo kias are humiliating the word 'love' can. okay perhaps i don't know what's love as well. since i'm so curious now, i shall do a lil research yo. [lao niang very free now what, cannot is it? :D]

well i heard one from the tv. the guy asked the girl what's love. the girl said it's when you have 10 things and you'll give all 10 of them to him, and you'll regret for not being able to give him the 11th thing. wah wah wahh..

and according to wiki, "love represents a range of emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states." okay okay so wiki thinks that love cannot be clearly defined and it includes many different kind of feelings yo! wooo woooo wooooo..

now let's look at some 'love' quotes okay.

"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love." - Sophocles

"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." - Dorothy Parker

"Love is friendship set on fire." - unknown

"To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken

"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes

"Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum

"Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside." - Margaret Walker

"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous

"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain

"Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm
i think this is pretty true. guys can use this to cheat lil girls.
girl,"why do you live in this world?"
guy,"because i love you."

"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Elizabeth Browning

yeah yeah and my favourite one! the longest one as well.
"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." - Woody Allen

oh my this is getting interesting! i shall go ask my friends what's love..

FRIEND A: love in my dictionary is understand and giving happiness to the person =)

FRIEND B: when you see that someone, your heart will start beating very fast. you wanna get close to that someone yet you're shy.

FRIEND C(claims tt his/her ans is the best): errr.. to give the best you got for him/her.

FRIEND D: i guess love is something too good to be described. like you =D

FRIEND E: someone that you cannot do without

FRIEND F: the feeling of wanting to be together? for better or for worst.. wanting to care for one another

FRIEND G: ai... shi wu si de feng xian. [add-on:kenneth] (ahem. i'm so nice to you okay friend G!:D)

FRIEND H: it is a kind of feeling that.. would make me think of her every min..and wanting her to be by my side when i need her esp when night falls and i'm all alone. and also it makes me feel committed to a relationship and er..willing to make sacrifices for her..

FRIEND I: if you love someone it'll be like you just wanna be with him/her, and hope that you're the only one in his/her eyes like he's the only one in yours.. something like that la! alot more. too long liao!

FRIEND J: when i like EVERYTHING about him/her, it's love :)

so what's love to me? love is when i feel so blissful and blessed when i'm with this certain someone. love is when i can accept whatever flaws this someone has. love is when i can give up everything just for this certain someone. love is whenever i think of this someone, i'll smile unconsciously. love is when there's only this certain someone in my eyes and i won't even bother if lunlun walks by me. love is when i think of having a 'forever' with this someone. love is when i know i can't live without this certain someone. :)

then again..
LOVE is when you eagerly wants to be in his world!

LOVE is when you don't mind being bullied by him!

LOVE is when you're willing to be eaten by him(bei ta chi ding le)!

LOVE is when you're willing to accept all his nagging and complaints and bullshits and craps(be a xiao nv ren)!

LOVE is when you're willing to be unglam just for him!

LOVE is when you're willing to fight with other girls just to have him!

LOVE is when you're willing to PDA(public display of affection) when other pple's camwhoring behind you two(look at the couple at the back!)!

wow wow are you having someone in your mind now? ^^ if yes then just SHANG! xD

chiong ah!
ehh the above is vice versa okay! :D

actually i don't know if i've really been in love before. i don't think so since i'm still living and caring so much about lunlun! ehhh lunlun's album is releasing soooon!! :D

ehh i think my ans for 'what is love' is the BEST lor! lalala. anw thanks to all the contributers LOL. very interesting answers yo.
okay okay it's the end of miss chua's 'love' class! XIA KE LE!!!! ._.

<3
so...what is love? ._.

filled with han yu pin yin_

i'm blogging again. i don't know if i'll blog something emo or what. shall just follow the feel. WHY EMO AGAIN? cos prelims results are coming back bit by bit. han yu pin yin shall start now:)

hao le. wo bu da suan fang sheng diao, suo yi hui bi jiao nan du. ye xu shi gu yi de ba, dan wo bu xiang rang da jia dou du de dong. zhe yang cai you shen mi gan ma! ._.

dou shuo le, cheng ji hui lai shi, zong hui gan dao you xie bu kuai le. dan shi zai kan dao fen shu de na yi sha na, wo mei shen me te bie gan xiang. ye xu shi yi zao jiu yu liao dao le ba. dang shen pang de ren zhi dao wo de fen shu shi, dou xia le yi da tiao. zhi neng yong si ge zi lai xing rong wo de fen shu: can bu ren du.

wo mei you biao xian de hen nan guo, dan shi wo zhen de bu nan guo ma? zhong xue de wo he xian zai de wo jian zhi shi tian rang zhi bie. wo shi zen me du shu de ah? du cheng zhe ge yang zi, bu hui qu si? kan dao zhe yang lan de cheng ji, wo de xin li zhen de hen bu hao shou. kan dao shen pang de ren yin wei na bu dao A huo B er shi wang, wo de xin li geng jia nan shou. you yi zhong mo ming de hai pa. ru guo A's ye kao cheng zhe ge yang zi na wo zen me ban? wo zhen de hen pa. bu duan xiang ban fa wan hui, dan shi ri bu duo le. wo you neng zen yang? xue xiao you an pai yi dui mei you yong de ke, yue kan yue qi. wo zhen de hen tao yan xue xiao.

wo zhi dao wo bi xu du shu, dan wo jiu shi bu xiang. li bu cong xin. zhe zhong luo hou de gan jue zhen de hen kong bu. wo you neng he shui shuo?

wo zhi dao wo kao de lan. dan wo zhen de bu xu yao ni lai tian you jia cu. ni de hua hen shang ren. ye xu ni bu xiao de, dan qing ni zai shuo hua qian xian xiang xiang bie ren de gan shou. ni wu ru le wo. bu yao tai xiao zhang. xiang dang nian. ni zhen de hen guo fen. nan ting de hua hen duo, wo hen xiang shuo, dan wo bu hui shuo. ji dian kou de. wo dui yin guo bao ying, shen xin bu yi.

wo hui nu li. wo yao nu li. wo ke yi. shuo le ji qian ci, ji wan ci, you yong ma? wo zhi xiang de dao yi si an wei, yi ge yong bao. you you shui neng gou gei wo ne? xin suan. gu du. zi ji dou zai ke lian zi ji. bei ju. wei shen me mei ge ren dou zai bi shui bi jiao can, bi jiao cha? ni yi wei wo hen xiang yao bi ni can ma? WO BU XIANG! wo duo me xi wang shi na ge gao gao zai shang de gao cai sheng. wo bu yao shou dao na zhong "wo qiao bu qi ni" de yan guang. wo shi ren! wo hui nan guo! wo hui shang xin! wo hui ku! you shi zhen de hen xiang zi ji duo dao yi ge jiao luo qu. wo bu xi huan emo! ni jue de emo hen kai xin ma? dan shi du shu du dao zhe zhong cheng ji, ru guo ni shi wo, ni hai hui hen kai xin ma? biao mian de kai xin bu dai biao xin li de kuai le. wo zhi xiang shuo, wo zhen de hen bu kuai le. SHEN AH! JIU JIU WO BA!.. ._.

hai you, wo hui ba ni wang diao. yi ding hui.

gong xi lao ye, he xi fu ren, ni du wan le.

:)

blogging day10_

GOODNESS! prelim examinations are finally, and i mean FINALLY, OVER!!!!! *rolls ard* it's been a great big torture man! although i haven't been studying seriously in between papers, it's really a torment lor! it's like even you lost all your concentration alr, you still have to continue. well well it's OVER YO!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA! phew.

anw! tonnes of interesting things happened man! OKAY first thing. XIAO FEI XIA IS PETER PAN! i just got to know it today la! HAHA laoxue1 is so dumb! what xiao fei xia? just tell me peter pan can? i bet she doesn't know xiao fei xia's peter pan!!! lousy._. hehe my xfx:D

oh oh my first prelim paper was general paper(GP). so you know, usually we'll neglect this kind of subject cos it's far toooooo general and we can't really prepare for it. hence, i flipped through the 'poverty' and 'family and women' packages the day before, hoping one of them would come out for essay. yada yada and i went to sleep. oh oh here's the climax! while i was on my bed, i had a sudden urge to study 'education'. well, i don't know why. so i fell asleep and the next morning, i woke up and flipped through the package briefly and rushed to school. yada yada time for essay! i flipped open and another climax, 'education' is one of the essay qns! WAH SEH WAH SEH! well, i could only rmb one point for education. i still did it anw since i have totally no info for the other 11 qns. at least i had something to write lor! WHOA! THE POWER OF THE SIXTH SENSE! :D

next up, my lovely fever! it just happened tooo randomly. i think it's tamp library's fault lor! the whole place is always so cold! wear jacket and jeans alr still cold! lao niang's skin very thin okay. *rolls eyes on behalf of everyone* the most absurd thing is when i told my mum i got a fever, she didn't believe me can! she thought i was finding an excuse to not study for prelims. please okay i'm not ylm! her excuses can fill twenty long trucks! NN's excuses can fill nineteen fat lorries. lao xue1's excuses can drown the whole s'pore. :D

well, i think i'm so cool! all the qns i've attempted for cll and econs are those i didn't studied! like 'shan ju qiu min'. JIAN until cannot! how can chu during jcts and during prelims again! tsk. see la ylm! i told you not to spot qns alr. sigh. oh i'm cool because i could still write at least a page even though i didn't studied for them! WOW! my right hand almost broke la! stupid cll paper two! chiong like lunatic. i nearly threw the pen when he said 'pens down'. i wonder if anyone pulled his pants down. ._.

after cll paper one, ylm and i went to eighteen chefs! we met pipi and bf and shijie and bf coincidentally! wah so coincidental! well, maybe they stalked us. it's like EASTPOINT, who'll go? uhhhh i mean pple like pipi won't go what. tsk. anw, eighteen chefs' standard dropped alr lor. don't know what's with the staffs there(not benny of cos). no manners. oh oh benny only cares about me! he thinks ylm is invisible HAHA. poor ylm. awwww. xD

one more thing about the papers... this chem paper 1 is the worst mcq i've ever done! i don't bear much hope for prelims. i just hope i won't emo so much when results are back. or rather, i really hope i won't affect the pple ard me! :O

and so....after prelims, which is today, 26o7 went to the airport to eat popeyes!! then our eyes popped. O.O TSK. okay it's like a mini outing. mini shopping session for NN and i! and the super malu camwhoring session of the 4 tjcians at T3! haven't got the pictures from kiam3 kiam2 yet. soon! :D

i took this at the train platform. kiam3 kiam2 and i are totally amused by this! HAHA.


NN and i shared this. earrings by the way. this is the cardboard after removing the earrings. well, guess what NN said after she saw this? she claimed that nobody will believe that she said that and she's gonna say i framed her! we shall see! so what did she say? N_ _ P_ _ S! AIYO NN AH! tsktsktsk. no image alr.


now REWIND!~
during study break! i met laoxue1 almost everyday in the library during study break. sickening. she always like to malu me and herself. sigh. random pics! :)

i'm a nerd!


laoxue1 copied me and got a purple short bottle! yucks. my chip 'n' dale's much cuter lor! hor NN? :D


LOL laoxue1's drawing. it's a monkey okay!


and this is my dearest laoxue1 with my beloved specs and her ultra straight fringe!


mug mug mug! cup cup cup!


did i mention that tamp library 's super competitive? aiyo! esp during weekends. so during the sept hols, i was thinking there won't be much pple going there. i stepped into the library at 10.03am(lib opens at 10am), to my horror, there's NO MORE SPACE LEFT! since lao xue1 and i couldn't get seats, we wander ard for HOURS and a day's wasted. oh oh we went under her block(she stays near lib) to do manicure! HAHA so happening! she did manicure for me la. she tortured my nails and i! :(

LOOK! she's gonna catch me with her evil clutches if i don't let her do my nails!


poor me!

look at her ugly nails lor! who dares to let her do? HAHA. okay la i mean her pretty phone and so-so nails. :D


well, she did french manicure for me! quite nice actually, but you must look from FAR FAR. my pretty nails!


wah wah chio nails! xD

*gasps*


MANICURE CURES EMONESS!^^

oh this bowl of ban bian is NOT NICE! seafood ban mian. seafood consists of 2 halfed-crabsticks(means 1 only), 2 sotongs which i don't eat and 2 prawns which are unfresh and disgusting very. the soup is plain. the price is $3.80 which this bowl of thing is totally not worth the price.

the worst thing is after finishing the noodles and the soup, i'm still NOT full!

HAHA i was flipping through Teens in tamp library and i saw JENNA featured!


ehhhh have you read enough huh? this post is so long! awww this is only the third post for the month! i really didn't blog much hor? heh.

17th sept!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SMALL ONE, CHONG YI WEI!

may you stay as small! I LOVE YOU! ahem. eddie eddie lalala. xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN! wooohoooooo!! :D

i'm so happy! his gai ban album with MVs is coming!! HAHA i didn't wait for nothing! clever me! yay derrick's damn cool! listen to his songs okay! highly recommended:) oh he's in the category "you1 xiu4 xin1 ren2 jiang3" along with YOGA(SCREAMS), hsiao jing teng(lalala), lu guang zhong(damn cute!) and one more person for 93.3 awards. i forgot the name of the awards thingy. BUT who should i support sia! yoga or derrick?! *gasps*

18th sept
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLONE! :) let me know if you see this okay.

19th sept
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO QIANG! xD

wah candid photo! have fun!


i'm gonna be so broke! lunlun's album's coming out tooo! so i have to buy derrick's one then lunlun's one. and my sushi buffet! and teoheng. think lao niang print money is it?

mahjong with tomatoes tmr! meeting steady(finally), pipi and cy on sun! teoheng with bimbos on mon! woohooooo! my happening post-prelim! i'm all ready for them! xD

it's laundry day!_

in the midst of the adorable prelims.._

fever-you got me.


fever says, "nanny nanny poo pooo!!~"

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i'm not abandoning my blog! just MIA for the prelims which starts tmr OMG TMR! mad alr. okay okay i'll go memorise some methods for the maths now. hope i won't be dead after two weeks. GOOD LUCK!! :D