happy cny!_

oh dear i'm really late in blogging for almost every occasion:/ time really flies man. cny's just like that. CHU YI IS GONE! too fast.

anw my grandma was admitted to the hospital on cny eve. so the reunion dinner was very very bad. i only ate rice with two pathetic egg yolks instead of the usual steamboat feast! sigh. then we went to visit ah ma. she's at home alr btw:)

chu yi was bad as well. usually there'll be another steamboat but there's only this vegetarian bee hoon la. my papa cooked so not so bad:D pple say chu yi is a vegetarian day and if you're a vegetarian for that day, it symbolises you're a vegetarian for the entire yr. SO HUA SUAN CAN! obviously we did that! it was so torturing. all the bak kwa cannot touch! funny sia my papa wanted to eat the prawn thing which looks like a mini popiah, then my bro and i went "EHHHHHHH AH PA! got prawn!" and he showed a disappointed face and put it back reluctantly. HAHAHA. quite fun in a way.

as usual, going ard collecting ang baos for the first two days. i'm so glad most of my cousins are married alr HAHA. the lil kids are so cute. i like my cny clothes! OH YEA i make-uped la! it's my first time putting on make-up on my own. it's so not fun. i had a hard time doing it. shall not try it anymore. and i did my manicure at 3am on chu yi. i was shou sui-ing!

kek xim leh i spent 50bucks on this mango top! T.T


and this is it. on chu yi at my ah ma's house!


what's the next big thing? I GOT MY DS! HAHAHAHAHAH! ai lin and i got one each. we went to sim lim and asked every single shop that sells ds about the price and all. we finally got the cheapest of all. and the stupid guy gave us a non-processed r4 card la! wanna die. we went back the next day to exchange. ahaa my DS rocks! my brothers love my DS also lor! they still said i'm stupid when the r4 card didn't work. now they're the ones getting addicted to it. abcde!

back to ai lin and my DSes! show you all! mine's the silver one. CHIO lor. his name is balugu! ai lin's one is the rose one named ataji LOL. they're married and this is their wedding pic!:D


i went to read the year of horse's fortune for this yr and it's not bad lor. but must beware of villians and can't spend unneccesarily. plus the love life this yr is not that good. hope everything else will be great! *chants*

last fri was an outing with tomatoes! we FINALLY took photos thanks to hp who insisted to. ahaa and we went up all the way to the carpark level, lift lobby at wisma to take. entertaining friends i have. i only have a few photos!

on the lift up!






zoom to see their dumb faces:D


the only proper photo!

very nice combi. CHUA ps, CHUA qy, ZHENG yt, ZHENG hp.

anw, i'm officially starting work tmr! wooohooooo! everything'll be fine!:)

and sunday to steady's house!:D

monday to etrial and tuesday to ftt! T.T *prays*

wednesday to tuition and my sec3 tuition kid is MIA! ._.

oh SMRT is ridiculous lor! i had $2.95 in my ez link card and they said i had insufficient value! bullshit! xiang dang nian, 5cents also can take transport lor. sigh. price discrimination. that's really bad when you're the one tt's being discriminated. :S

oh and huang jing lun's album is not bad! got all the diff styles and emotions. from emo(fav) to high to fast to slow to weird to whatever la. nice!:D

okay la that's about all. shall go build bond with my balugu alr.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!:D

欢迎收看周日八卦党‏_

欢迎收看周日八卦党。在今天的独家新闻方面，周董周杰伦在台北西门町举办的30岁庆生会上竟然向媒体和上万名粉丝宣布了一个惊人的消息！周董将会在2009年内与至爱结婚！以下是八卦党记者无中线从台北发回来的报道。

无中线：来周董谈谈你的生日愿望。

周杰伦：eh其实我多年来的生日愿望就快要实现了。我要结婚了。

无中线：wad the hell ?!?

疯狂的粉丝：who’s that b@>%h ?!?

周杰伦：我真的要结婚了！

无中线：ok. 对象是谁？

周杰伦：是一位新加坡的女生。名字叫沁妤。 (followed by blushes..)

无中线：wad the hell ?!? 那Jolin和侯佩岑怎么办？

周杰伦：有了沁妤就是我一生的范特西了。其他人并不重要。

无中线：wad the hell ?!? ok. 对她有什么表示呢？

周杰伦：为了表示我对她的爱，我决定把‘青花瓷’改为‘沁花瓷’并且把2009年的新专辑名为‘双妤座’。当然，我将会在2009年圣诞节前夕和她进行‘无妤伦比’的世纪婚礼！

疯狂的粉丝：暴动！！！

无中线：三十六计，走为上计！！！siam!

P.S. 本故事纯属虚构。请沁妤不要胡思乱想，异想天开啦！haha.



hahaha ehh it's not fake, it's true it's true! anw, special thanks to teck peng aka teh peng! :D

ps. 沁妤 is my name btw! ._.
pps. i didn't blog on blogging day! :(
ppps. HAHAHAHHA I GOT A JOB ALR OMG. i'm not jobless anymore! woohooooo!xD

我的心真的受伤了_

wo de xin zhen de shou shang le - wang yuan zi

电话响起了 你要说话了

还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎麽你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了 是你变了

灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了 人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了..

still jobless_

have been feeling so down these few days. those emo songs are killing me man! really so emo. but very nice leh. i can't stop myself from listening, and i can't stop myself from emoing either.

i went to teo heng with dearest ai lin ytd! had so much fun singing and screaming man. i guess singing's really the best way to kill time, kill fats, kill stress and kill you. usually when i sing those hokkien and old songs, tomatoes will scream at me lor! but ai lin sang with me LOL! ai lin loves oldies! wahahahhaaa. ai lin is working now. hope she's doing fine there. AI LIN! I'LL SUPPORT YOU LIKE A BRA!xD

yeah i'm so poor now. still jobless. only surviving on tutoring kids. i'm so scared to be sacked man. then i can roll at home everyday alr. adult fare is so scary lor! i almost forgot to tapped my card when i alight ytd. kia si lang. luckily i rmbed during the very last sec and tapped it. phew. having to tap when alighting is so troublesome lor!

i realised i'm afraid of alot of things.

i'm afraid of being the centre of attraction, where everyone stares at me. like last time during guides, i had to teach my juniors some stuffs in a classroom. i was alone and i almost died man. everyone's staring at me, paying so much attention to me. rahhh. so maybe i can't be a school teacher ehh.

i'm afraid of being seen when i'm alone.

i'm afraid of losing my things. so i'll get very paranoid and keep checking the keychains on my bag every now and then.

i'm afraid of losing pple too, esp my loved ones. i really can't imagine my family leaving me. i'm scared of losing my best friends as well. like if you tell me ai lin or ylm or tomatoes or pangpipi or steady or.........is missing or dead, wah seh i'm gonna cry and flood the whole s'pore. but if i don't love you then you go MIA or what shit i also don't give a damn la. lalala.

i'm afraid of being hated. means there's something very wrong about you what. and that feeling sucks.

i'm afraid of being ignored as well. it's a very sad feeling.

yada yada. i'm so tired of living. you have to keep studying. when you're not studying, you have to work. you can't enjoy at all cos you don't have money. everything is so expensive. and when you work, you have money, but you don't have time to enjoy. what a world. no i won't commit suicide. i have lots of things undone. i don't want to die with regrets.

anw, cny is coming! i had a haircut ytd. ai lin says no diff:( got lor! even after my haircut, my hair still keeps falling off lor. damn. is there anything wrong with me? i'm scared.

i'm scared.


我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了..

HAPPY 2009!_

a very mian qiang smile:]

okay i know i'm so late. but it's still new yr what! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! lots of stuffs happened. oh that picture on top, the top i'm wearing's new lor! nice sia. cos got POCKETS! and i only realised there's a fox print on it on new yr's eve. hur.

like i said, lots of stuffs happened and i'm so lazy now sia. i need a job. i'm so poor:(

okay i think this person BEGGED me to blog about her for very long alr LOLLL. EUNICE TEO WEI LIN! ehh niang, aren't you happy to see your name big big here?
eunice was my jc classmate. she's very irritating and i hate her. HAHA no la. just that we became closer after we graduated from tj. taoyan. she's so cheapo. lalala. i like.
anw, this is something cool...we both go kfc to order shrooms burger meal, change the reg whipped potato to large one and the drink to mountain dew! just tt her drink's without ice. omg still got who will eat like us sia. we love potato to the max!xD we plan to open a potato cafe hahaha.
and another cool thing is, we make the same mistake of holding the fork on the right and spoon on the left and we refuse to change LOL.
niang and i make good shopping partners cos we're so cheapo, i mean thrifty and dont spend unnecessary money. we'll get good goods at a cheap price:D niang once said, "we're getting the same things at a lower price what. what's there to be paiseh about?" or something like that and i've decided to let everyone know my cheaponess, i mean thriftiness. hoho. yea. i finally understand the meaning of hard-earned money.
our eyes will grow bigger when we see words like "2 for $..." or "up to 50% sales" HAHAHHAA. okay i think niang is going to kill me alr.

SEE! an act of murder on 31st dec 2008. she just can't treat me better, not even on the last day of 2008! sigh.

YO NIANG! I LOVE YOU! muacks!xD

anw i have lots of pictures unblogged for LAST YR sia. i shall blog them all one day.

for countdown, errr...another day la i'm so tired now and i dont know why.

i need to shop for cny's clothes! money money money, you're my honey.

oh and i'm going to chalet! it's so random. this is my conver with my mum ytd noon.

me: mama i wanna book chalet.
mama: really ah?
me: ya.
mama: okay lor i call my friend and ask still have anot. when you want?
me: WAH SEH! uhhh asap! before i got job and before cy's sch's start:D
mama: okay i call now.
mama: okay alr. 5th, 6th, 7th check out.
me: WAHHHHHH! MUMMY ROCKS!

lol it's just so random. and what sia. i msged tomatoes and told them about it cos that time we sort of wanted a chalet. then cy said leave her out. omg zzzzzzzzz. totally kek sia. dont know whats with her. okay so i don't know whats happening now. somehow i just hope to go to the chalet and relax. sunrise! :D

okay la i'm so not in the mood of typing now. can every friend of mine pls CHU LAI! MIA sia. zzzz.

OMG ONE BIG THING! NO MORE STUDENT CONCESSION FARE! T.T i finally know how expensive adult fare is! sigh. i'll be even more broke now. we all shall just meet at either tm or eastpoint okay. i can walk over lalala.

new yr resolutions? HAHAHHA reminds me of why kiam3 kiam2 not being able to go countdown LOL. hilarious omg. okay i'm sorry kiam. HAHAHA. anw, i haven't thought of my resolutions yet. free then think la. very busy nowadays. :/

THATS ALL FOR TODAY!xD

if only we can all do things without considering anything, without the need to worry for anything, anyone. if only...