Am I still alive?_

hello?? whoa i almost died the past few days/weeks. i hate to repeat myself but i have to repeat myself that NIE is killing me. just had a test this mon and my whole weekend was dedicated to it. i refuse to talk abt the test. and then next week there's an essay due, the week after next there're 1 essay and 1 presentation? then 2 more essays and one lesson plan. followed by exams and then abracadabra, I WILL BE ALIVE AGAIN!

i have no life now. my only life is having no life. even meeting yuan'r, i'll be doing my sch work. naturally i won't have time to meet my friends to have a lil fun. i think everything is abt time management and mine sucks. tt is why i wanted to quit my cca tt time and then they made me stay and now i'm just skipping every meeting, while they're just gossiping behind my back. what's the pt? i merely want to breakaway from that and have more free time without any guilt. and i just cannot stand pple gossiping abt you when they didn't go through what you went through. to think they're all teachers-to-be. anw, i see no need to explain to anyone. i'm bringing this up cos i can't stand pple bugging abt this again and again. *rolls eyes*

oh i have a song to intro. it's from the movie "Love in Disguise" by LeeHom. the song is 你不知道的事. i think it's a really touching and meaningful song. i can't help feeling a lil sad after listening.


awesome song(:

i feel so dead. endless tuition somemore. online shopping gives me a lil energy. hehe. and, luckily i have awesome friends in class. at least i know i'm not alone. you're not alone too! (:


baobaobaobao..

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想念是会呼吸的痛...

New Obsession_

yeah i think we change really fast but this is the current obsession alr. probably there'll be more nicely taken photos when the professional photographer sends those photos over. can't wait to see them. hehe. we don't always have the chance to dress up up up.

anw, it's the perfect 10/10/10 today! did you do anything cool today?? i did powerpoints, for sch assignments and projs. FML. but, luckily, my beloved "add as friend" is with me the entire day. that makes whatever shitload i'm doing seems perfectly fine. thanks for being my perfect date on the perfect date. AWWWWWWWW~~

and i'm in love with scooby doo and scrabby doo! UHMMMMMMMM.....


and, picture of the day.


hehehe.. happy 113 bui! (=

current obsession_

yeah this is the polaroid photo we both are so obsessed in now. our fav photo for the moment. it's quite obvious that it's being taken ytd night, during the wedding. this was supposed to be on the guestbook (they gt this super innovative idea of taking polaroids of guests and sticking it on the guestbook tgt with the wishes from guests at the side.) but i've stolen it away cos it's too awesome. i scanned it in my laptop so it's kind of overexposed and too bright! it's more awesome in real life lor.

anw, we don't usually get a chance to dress so glamly so this pic is so rare! my 3 inch heels almost killed me! but yea, i'm stronger now thanks to it! oh, my bui's really hamsume ytd night huh! hehe. guys truly look much more charismatic in formal wear. (=

it was a wonderful night. i felt kind of lucky to be able to attend this "international wedding" and keh kiang to be VIP. pple from ard the whole flying to sg just to attend the wedding. and yes, it was all worth it. the angmohs are seriously very amiable and humorous, esp the groom's dad. oh my he's so funny. =D

attending weddings just make me feel like getting married. =/ heh heh.

the march in was really amazing and different from the norm. the solemnization was a very heartwarming one. they even had a live band and a post-dinner party at pumproom! catered transport! how cool can they get! the speeches they made was touching, at the same time hilarious. i'm sure every one had a great time. probably the only setback was the language barrier. one side could only understand Eng, the other side only Mandarin. so the MC was really busy trying to translate everything.. but she did a fantastic job. if it's me, i'll just faint on the spot. =S

oh one incident. this photographer was gg ard taking pics for pple, and he took one for bui and i. he started asking us to contact him when we get married and gave us a namecard. bui's mum saw and asked why he so smart only give the youngsters and not her. and he said "must make booking first ma." ._.

oh, bui and i got a wedding gift for the newly wed. it's a photo frame, with a bit of DIY at the corner..


ain't it lovely?


aww.. and they love it! luckily. (=

and yes, everything went well that night. i enjoyed myself because i know i'm part of it, part of him, part of them. i thank them for trusting me.

all the best to the newly wed and hope bui gets to be an uncle soon! he can't wait to get old!~

and they lived happily, ever after_

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instincts could be really freaky and creepy at times. i can't believe how good am i with those instincts and sixth sense now. i had a feeling that yuan'r is gonna wear that pinko checkered shirt and he really did. i can really scare myself sometimes.

anw, met the most number of ang mohs in one night ytd. thankfully they're always so ever friendly, never stingy with their smiles. AWWWWWWWW... as a result, i kept smiling non-stop too. i'm so going to smile whenever i see Caucasians next time. i guess tonight i have to smile non-stop as well. i hope it's good for my skin. anw, their culture is kind of different from us. and i have to be 120% alert so i can understand what they're saying. i cannot speak English!

tonight's the wedding day. i think it'll probably be kind of awkward for me. i'll be included in certain stuffs and excluded in certain stuffs but i'm seated somewhere where i shld be included in all stuffs yet i'm in a "don't include me pls" kind of mood. really awkward. anyhow, i do hope things will turn out fine in the end, and i'll be able to survive with those 3 inches heels, and the couple will live happily ever after! of cos, after all, i want yuan'r to be happy and i'll try my very best nt to throw his face or bother him with trival matters. he'll be damn busy.


oh oh, if you do not know yet, it's his sister's wedding. i shall go prepare soon. my first time gg to such formal events other than prom. appearance failed la for prom. next time, there will be no next time! must be pretty today lalala. hope to be back with some really chio pictures! shall forget assignments today!!

今天你要嫁给我 (GAME OVER!)