blogging day_

i haf the urge to blog now. i dunno why. i was looking at my com date, and it states [19/11/2007]. wow it's the 19th! i mux blog! it's like in 7months, i'm gonna be 18!! so scary! i dun wanna grow old! i really dun wan..... T.T
is there really a 长生不老药 in this world? nahh they're jux stories to deceive lil kids. *longgggg sighhhhhhhhh*

sometimes i wonder.. bloggers really love to self entertain. as in blogging is a form of self entertainment right? wad if no one visits ur blog? means u're actually talking to urself! like 自言自语. tts dam sad! well. i suppose that when u, or rather they, or rather we are blogging, we always imagine that we're talking to someone. public blogs ma. n we will think that somehow or rather, jux SOME pple will be reading our blogs de la. haiyo.

i believe tt many bloggers will wish that they'll become famous bloggers like xiaxue one day. den there are even pple who TRIED to copy her. tts lame. jux use her blog as a reference la. copy wad copy. wu liao(han's). heh heh. no i'm not trying to act like a pro to criticise pple. but ya, jux suddenly thot of it cox i got nthg better to blog!
am i 自言自语-ing? =(

after so many words, A PIC!!!! xD

black n white. retro ah.. ^^

anw ytd my bro had a serious talk with mii. i hate serious talks with him la. cox tt means something is wrong. or he found out some stuffs about mii again. kuku! n ytd, it's about family!! here's how it goes....

him: why didn't u go to ah ma's house today?
me: i was at vivo city with my frens ma.
him: so are u telling me that u only care bout ur frens and not the family?
me: they're 2 diff matters can. like ytd we jux went to our cousin's wedding. jux saw them only wad. den today still go again. so lame. -.-
him: so u dun have a sense of belonging for the family?
me: ...

actually, wad i was trying to say was that my presence in my ah ma's house doesn't make a diff. cox even if i go, i'll jux be sitting in one corner and emo. no not emo, i mean do my own stuffs(usually is smsing) la. n i'll wait for dinner, n wait to go home. so wads the point of mii going? seriously, i'm not close with my cousins and all. mayb cox i always keep to myself in the past. den why am i so siao now?, u may ask. i also dunno! i really envy those pple who're so dam close to their cousins n siblings. cox i'm not. so if u n ur siblings or cousins happen to be close, do treasure and be dam proud of it ok! =)

i wanna watch Enchanted!!~

i saw u again. is tt fate?_