have been feeling so down these few days. those emo songs are killing me man! really so emo. but very nice leh. i can't stop myself from listening, and i can't stop myself from emoing either.
i went to teo heng with dearest ai lin ytd! had so much fun singing and screaming man. i guess singing's really the best way to kill time, kill fats, kill stress and kill you. usually when i sing those hokkien and old songs, tomatoes will scream at me lor! but ai lin sang with me LOL! ai lin loves oldies! wahahahhaaa. ai lin is working now. hope she's doing fine there. AI LIN! I'LL SUPPORT YOU LIKE A BRA!xD
yeah i'm so poor now. still jobless. only surviving on tutoring kids. i'm so scared to be sacked man. then i can roll at home everyday alr. adult fare is so scary lor! i almost forgot to tapped my card when i alight ytd. kia si lang. luckily i rmbed during the very last sec and tapped it. phew. having to tap when alighting is so troublesome lor!
i realised i'm afraid of alot of things.
i'm afraid of being the centre of attraction, where everyone stares at me. like last time during guides, i had to teach my juniors some stuffs in a classroom. i was alone and i almost died man. everyone's staring at me, paying so much attention to me. rahhh. so maybe i can't be a school teacher ehh.
i'm afraid of being seen when i'm alone.
i'm afraid of losing my things. so i'll get very paranoid and keep checking the keychains on my bag every now and then.
i'm afraid of losing pple too, esp my loved ones. i really can't imagine my family leaving me. i'm scared of losing my best friends as well. like if you tell me ai lin or ylm or tomatoes or pangpipi or steady or.........is missing or dead, wah seh i'm gonna cry and flood the whole s'pore. but if i don't love you then you go MIA or what shit i also don't give a damn la. lalala.
i'm afraid of being hated. means there's something very wrong about you what. and that feeling sucks.
i'm afraid of being ignored as well. it's a very sad feeling.
yada yada. i'm so tired of living. you have to keep studying. when you're not studying, you have to work. you can't enjoy at all cos you don't have money. everything is so expensive. and when you work, you have money, but you don't have time to enjoy. what a world. no i won't commit suicide. i have lots of things undone. i don't want to die with regrets.
anw, cny is coming! i had a haircut ytd. ai lin says no diff:( got lor! even after my haircut, my hair still keeps falling off lor. damn. is there anything wrong with me? i'm scared.
i'm scared.
我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了..
i went to teo heng with dearest ai lin ytd! had so much fun singing and screaming man. i guess singing's really the best way to kill time, kill fats, kill stress and kill you. usually when i sing those hokkien and old songs, tomatoes will scream at me lor! but ai lin sang with me LOL! ai lin loves oldies! wahahahhaaa. ai lin is working now. hope she's doing fine there. AI LIN! I'LL SUPPORT YOU LIKE A BRA!xD
yeah i'm so poor now. still jobless. only surviving on tutoring kids. i'm so scared to be sacked man. then i can roll at home everyday alr. adult fare is so scary lor! i almost forgot to tapped my card when i alight ytd. kia si lang. luckily i rmbed during the very last sec and tapped it. phew. having to tap when alighting is so troublesome lor!
i realised i'm afraid of alot of things.
i'm afraid of being the centre of attraction, where everyone stares at me. like last time during guides, i had to teach my juniors some stuffs in a classroom. i was alone and i almost died man. everyone's staring at me, paying so much attention to me. rahhh. so maybe i can't be a school teacher ehh.
i'm afraid of being seen when i'm alone.
i'm afraid of losing my things. so i'll get very paranoid and keep checking the keychains on my bag every now and then.
i'm afraid of losing pple too, esp my loved ones. i really can't imagine my family leaving me. i'm scared of losing my best friends as well. like if you tell me ai lin or ylm or tomatoes or pangpipi or steady or.........is missing or dead, wah seh i'm gonna cry and flood the whole s'pore. but if i don't love you then you go MIA or what shit i also don't give a damn la. lalala.
i'm afraid of being hated. means there's something very wrong about you what. and that feeling sucks.
i'm afraid of being ignored as well. it's a very sad feeling.
yada yada. i'm so tired of living. you have to keep studying. when you're not studying, you have to work. you can't enjoy at all cos you don't have money. everything is so expensive. and when you work, you have money, but you don't have time to enjoy. what a world. no i won't commit suicide. i have lots of things undone. i don't want to die with regrets.
anw, cny is coming! i had a haircut ytd. ai lin says no diff:( got lor! even after my haircut, my hair still keeps falling off lor. damn. is there anything wrong with me? i'm scared.
i'm scared.
我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了..
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