i'm a reporter!_

SIGH! so no life. i kind of hate my life now. but i kind of love it too. forced to do reports, reports and reports. apparently next week's the dateline, deadline for one 2000words chinese report, one 3000words psycho report and another 2000words chinese report the following week. i'm halfway through the first report and i'm so sure i will not leave the hostel during weekdays until the very last day of submission.

i finally know why NIE pays us for the first two years. they're trying to compensate for our high stress level and missing sleep moments. only for the first two years cos for the next two years, WE HAVE NO CHOICE! damn. this is a path of no return. i regret, i really do! SHIT!

anw, i just submitted the hostel withdrawal form earlier in the day. i guess i've made the right decision(: I HOPE.

i'm so so tired from the reports yet i can only have cup noodles for meals. i feel so sad, so neglected.

something sweet to make up for the emoness.
very gorgeous flowers. got purple know! omg. loved. i'll post more pictures of them next time!

and you know what? six roses means i want to be yours(:

i'm yours.

i am in deep shit and NIE is that shit!

bye bye singlehood_

我爱上的唯一,
我爱上的纯净..
因为是你..

alright i think it'll be quite fun if i blog about how i feel now. kind of awkward, weird, regretful (i shouldn't have said the good date thingy), excited, curious, nervous, anticipating, worried and a whole truck of mixed feelings. hahahahaha. shit. goodnight! C:

这是爱，我们的爱..
还不确定却好实在..

my mummy is the greatest mum on Earth! I LOVE YOU MUMMY! C:

cutest potato_

potato saw this signboard and the 8 words, 汤水一流，人人皆知.


potato: what's that word? 人人 what?

me: jie1 zhi1. means everybody also know. very well-known.

potato: so why will everyone know when the water starts to flow??

me: ._.

HAHAHAHA potato is so cute. i spent the night laughing at him. C:

now he knows that 一流 means very good, top one(:

你是我最珍贵的财富..

RETARDALE!_

as mentioned, it's about retardale today. it's quite obvious that retardale is actually a dale that looks retarded right? haha such a cute name! okay since mr potato doesn't mind revealing what happened, i shall blog about how retardale finally appeared in front of my dear eyes.. O.O

last friday, i went to meet ylm for dinner. it's our candlelit dinner alright. she brought me to raffles city to eat crepe._. eh and it's very nice! mushrooms rock! and we walked to suntec city after dinner while singing 你最珍贵 for N times. it's super addictive. when we reached suntec, some PA system played the exact song man. it's like meant for us. awww.

anw, went to meet potato afterwards. we took a bus from suntec to pp and then walked over to ecp. along the way, he kept telling me he got a surprise for me, attempting to make me 心痒痒. well, i have high control level hence i didn't really itch. but i was still very curious. like, what surprise can a potato give right? maybe produce 10 large whipped potatoes for me? YAY.

actually it's quite obvious tt it's a gift. i wasn't trying to guess what it exactly was cos i was really really tired at that time. he said he got to go meet his friend to exchange some words and give him something or what. the friend was ard mac side. so we crossed the underground tunnel to ecp and apparently this potato walked the wrong direction and we wasted time walking back again. i tsk him!

anw, fast forward. he saw his friends then he insisted that it's something very serious and personal that they want to talk about, so i have to keep a distance away. come to think of it, it's kind of fake._. but i was too tired to think properly at that time.

a few mins later, he came out and we continued our journey to search for a cool spot to rest. i think economic crisis is so bad that all the couples are gg to ecp! PDAing everywhere. oh oh there's this particular scene i have to mention! there's this young couple, the guy sitting on the bench, the girl sitting on the guy's lap, kissing, guy's hand going in the girl's hot pants from below. the spot isn't very dark so i can actually see what's happening heh. gasp*

(okay okay retardale's coming out soon...) then we walked along the path. i can feel that potato's right hand is holding on to something but i can't really see cos i'm walking on the left side. then, the streetlight from the back casted a shadow of the object and i can see something that looks like a bottle. LOL and i exposed him. tt's kind of bad but it's really funny! xD

then we found a perfect cool spot, a spot without couples PDAing ard. and we sat down. like finally. then, he passed me the bottle-like object...


the ribbon is super gorgeous! (:


i wonder how're the roses doing now after a week of hibernating at home. can pluck the petals out and "he loves me, he loves me not.....lunlun loves me!"


he still owes me 2073 flowers which he said they will grow out from the two roses the next day if not he will CHOP! now he has to CHOP! hello potato, please chop! (:

anw, after that, he said that's not all.. nononono~ i'm supposed to guess what is the gift and since it's something i like, it has got to be my dear chip n dale!! he took it out and LOL, RETARDALE!!!

super adorable yet retarded. totally reminds me of potato. and it's hanging happily in my hostel room now. awww.

luckily i did prepare something for him also. i didn't expect him to surprise me though. unexpected surprises are the best! the best way to have unexpected surprises is to not expect anything. and things always happen when it's least expected. i didn't expect someone like potato to appear in my life, and he did. now i can't kick him away. shit._. heh. i mean i'm not kicking him away(:

okay let's see what potato has done so far.. he's not paiseh anyway! HAHAHA. if this part of the post suddenly disappears, means he is paiseh.

cheesecake! i made this okay! okay we. no LS! power la!

my mum's bugging me to make one. she got all the ingredients prepared alr lor! enthu seh.

what is this? campbell soup pasta plus chicken and disgusting carrots and onions lol. i can cook better yay.


2 tubes of saga seeds which i didn't take picture of. my very lovely guardian angel pig is hugging one of it now. my brilliant idea ^^

i gave him this cute plaster okay!! so cute elephant.



okay that's all for today. got to run for lecture. test's a bitch today. see you all! (:

11/10/09_

this is such a special day! nothing to blog also must blog. actually i have alot of things to blog but i'm super lazy to blog and when i got the feel to blog, the pictures are in pinkon(my phone) and i can't bluetooth it to my laptop(but puree can bluetooth to pinkon. one-sided love) so i can't blog. im lazy to transfer through the memory card cos everything will be reset again.

anyhow, HAPPY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY STEADY!!! it's been don't know how long since we last met and i miss you SO MUCH! i have ALOT to tell you! PLEASE APPEAR TO BE AVAILABLE SOON! have an awesome last teen-bday! I LUBB EUU! xD

had been ultra busy with schoolwork. i don't know why but every single shit just loves to fall to me together at the same time. suffocating me and it's a really horrible feeling. now i understand why suicide rates are increasing. but no worries, i don't feel like committing suicide cos the world is still very beautiful to me (: and since i'm stuck in s'pore, the only reason why it's beautiful is because of the pple.

and since sec sch i've been thinking, "wah this peson, nv talk to her one day i'll feel damn distant one. she's so weird."

until today, i realise I'M THE WEIRD ONE. if i nv talk to this person for one day, i'll suddenly feel very far from this person and i won't dare to initiate a chat unless it's a need or an ultra strong want.

i took this ytd evening before going out to check my eyebags and apparently THEY'RE VERY HUGE AND OBVIOUS AND UGLY! shit.

hope you pple did something special on this very special date! i guess i did(:


next post will be about RETARDALE! (:

I WANT TO JOG!_

there there.. one fine day of the recess week, dear NN and i went to parkway to continue our mugging journey. we had been resting since the end of A's. and everything's so nostalgic. bad memories returned! mugging is no fun. same old mugging venue, facing the same old face (LOL not literally!). just tt now have to use laptop instead of thick notes, WHICH IS BAD cos i'm typing REPORTS! 2000 words and 2000 words and 2000 words of reports, both chinese and english. for which i haven't complete a single one till now._. so screwed.

anyhow, we went to have a nice haircut for our fringe! and took 3 beautiful pictures in the library using puree! there! ^^






she's back to bangs and me...han na i know got cut like nv cut but at least i'm exposing my eyes alr. HAHA my fringe is poking my eyes now once again. shucks.

after mugging, we then proceeded to siglap for my tuition with A. alright, here comes another ridiculous story. tuition is supposed to be at 7.30. at 6.50, i received a msg from the mum, asking if i could go over at 7.45 instead. 15mins diff also wanna keh gao. i told her i'm on my way alr, will 7.30 do? she replied okay.

so, i reached her place at 7.25 (good to be early!). to my surprise, there's nobody home except for the maid and the dog. THE DOG IS SO CUTE! my source of entertainment while waiting. so the maid welcomed me and got me a glass of plain water. she then called her "mum". she told me they're coming back soon. okay so i waited patiently.

then, it was 7.45. i received a call from her mum. she told me she can't find A and she'll come back now to drive me to the mrt station. i was shocked. can you imagine how big my eyes went? wah seh. then i told her i'm meeting my friend at siglap after tuition. she said she'll try to look for awhile more.

it was 8pm. i heard some sounds at the door so i thought to myself, "FINALLY.." well, i turned over and only the mum appeared. she apologised and said she couldn't find A anyhow. hence, i went for nothing. however, the mum paid me for the half an hour. that's really nice of her.

but i still cannot believe that A ranaway from home/tuition when the next day is her chinese exam. either she really hates chinese or she really hates me. sigh.

for B, the notorious one, i scolded her real bad. well, i didn't want to, and it's all for her own good.... heh. she became soooo guai for the rest of THAT lesson. bagus!

okay i'm drifting too far. after getting the half an hour pay, i went to look for NN and we proceeded to georges excited! it was her virgin experience and it's with ME! taoyan. she loves her tequila sunrise so much that she was finishing her 2nd glass when i'm still halfway through my sex on the beach. sounds wrong, but sex on the beach is awesome! still sounds wrong. heck la. pretty nice place. i mean georges. and we'll be back! (:

this week is hell for me. i almost thought i will die of stress ytd night. so cocked. luckily i survived!! it's not easy. i planned to jog to destress today but it drizzled la tmd! now the stress is still kek-ing there. 猪八戒. oh oh THANKS NN for ytd! :D love me alot leh you! and serene also. so sweet to help me find books. lovely. and of cos, my superman(: love you all! ^^

the world is very irritating. why must 犯贱 theory exist?

:D looking forward to friday, my book out day!~

_you belong with me

i finally realise why sweet potato exists. 

it's because of a potato which is damn sweet..

and i love sweet potato(: