nobody nobody but me.._

everyone's aslp now. i know i shld be sleeping too but i'm feeling quite awake and i don't like the feeling of rolling on bed, trying so hard to fall aslp yet i can't. so this is the quietest time, most peaceful time and..the loneliest time. can't help but to feel a lil emo. ):

"where is everyone?! why am i alone here?"

then i'll feel so lonely, neglected, unwanted, sad and emo.

and i'll start to reflect on myself...

"maybe there's something wrong about me."

maybe... maybe...

nah it's just 2010 is ending too soon, i can't accept it. 2011, a brand new year, represents changes. i hate changes. i love to stick with the arrangements i'm happy with or getting used to. now i have to adapt to new things again. another reason to emo.

recently, addicted to Hebe's songs!


寂寞寂寞就好

i think this song is awesomely suitable for the pple who just broke up. if only there's this song when i broke up the previous time, tsktsktsk.......loop non-stop! even better than yoga's 说谎 la! i repeated tt song for weeks i think. now, 寂寞寂寞就好 is tokgong(number one) i tell you! love the lyrics TTM. 死不了就还好~ and, another reason to emo. the song is too sad alr okay. i can feel it.


another Hebe's song. Love!


initially, i didn't like both songs. but after listening for a few times, i get the impact. totally hooked onto them now. they're actually meaningful songs. and Hebe is so pretty! the wind blow up her hair in the MV, super chio. typical MV style but she's still pretty! and Hebe didn't sound like herself in Love!. sounds like 王菲?


anw, long time no photo of yuan'r and i. in case anyone suspected we broke up (tt's why i'm addicted to 寂寞寂寞就好 and being so emo), choyyyy okay! no we didn't. this was X'mas! :D

anw, last day of 2010! all the best to everyone in the new yr!!!!!!!!! WELCOME, 2011!! HAVE AN AWESOME COUNTDOWN!!!!! (:

怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

Eh? Why nthg new??_

it's kind of stupid but everytime i visit my OWN blog, i hope to see something new. like hello i nv even blog how to have anything new right. think i'm too used to having group blogs, hoping to see new posts by my loved ones everytime i visit. and when i'm the only one who blogs, i feel tt it's becoming my own blog. feels weird and there, i created my own blog.

anyhow, haven't been blogging since the start of dec simply because i'm too lazy. and probably i'll start blogging again when nobody visits my blog. uh uh personal diary! pple who're reading this now are trying to invade my personal life!! tsktsk...

last few days of 2010 and it's time to feel old again. it's always the period when i'm having hols(TMD ONLY 3 WEEKS THIS TIME LA!), having nthg to do(except impt things like eating, sleeping, shopping, having fun, watching shows, rolling ard at home, pestering my friends, irritating bui, bugging my parents, acting like a siao kia...), i'll start to think back and reflect, WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED THIS YEAR?!

1. i...........survived two sems miraculously.
   
   
2. i went through sch attachments. (okay i nv achieve, i just completed.)
   
   
3. i got a loving boyfriend (i think is HIS achievement lor. he got such a wonderful girlfriend can! ;) ).
   
   
4. i, erm, achieved a tuition kid who loves me?
   
   
5. k la dont talk about achieving things, but things that happened this yr k. house renovation!! i survived the POW life! bathing with a pail of cold water, no running tap, no kitchen, no functional living room. )=
   
   
6. some family issues. actually i dont know what happened also. it's just no more now. hehe.
   
   
7. and errrrr, the blogshop photos? i can't believe there's no photoshopping involved and they just posted my photos everywhere la! damn hideous la. okay everyone shall just forget this........ *chants*
   
   
8. attended the most special wedding. currently the most special one. mine will be NUMBER ONE! ;D
   
   

okay la crap. i didn't achieve anything okay. always being as boring and stupid. so yr end is coming, time for some new yr resolutions......... okay i'll just look at last yr's one and see if i achieved any.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS (2010)!
1) i will be kind and patient to my family! no shouting no screaming no quarreling.
*yea yea i'm always kind and patient to my family what. we're more loving this yr. i'm so lovable as usual. PASS!*

2) i will study. i promise to study at least 3hours per week. lol is it too little? at least at least! good progress anw. (Y)
*i think i didn't study at least 3 hours per week but my time was alll dedicated to schwork la! endless assignments and projs. dont even have extra time for myself, still study leh. cheyy. anyhow, PASS!*

3) i will not fail! i will not fail my parents, i will not fail my friends, i will not fail myself, i will not fail anyone! i realised the scariest moment is to know that you're alone. i will not let anyone feel alone! YOU STILL HAVE ME! (:
*i don't know about this. i guess everyone's so busy and i really didn't have the time for my friends. so... FAIL. ):*

4) pple have been saying i'm fierce for umpteen times alr. i will become gentler! DON'T LAUGH!
*WAH RAO PASS PASS PASS! super gentle me. PASS!*

5) i will try my very best to not let my loved ones worry for me again. sorry loves!
*i did try my best to not let my loved ones worry for me again BUT, my loved ones will nv stop worrying for me right? SUB-PASS!*

6) i will do more good deeds.
*i admit. i didn't. i'm a meanie. FAIL!*

7) i will love who i love more, including myself!
*yes i love everyone, more. LOVELOVE! PASS!*

8) i will be more sociable, in the right way.
*right way. i think i'm still not sociable, but at least i don't use online sites anymore! SUB-PASS!*

9) i will pack my room and house more often.
*._. okay la FAIL!*

10) okay okay this is it, I WILL NOT BE ADDICTED TO CLUBBING! ^^
*ai seh. totally absolutely PASS! for the whole yr, i went to club for 7 times only. final time is when my head got abused. ): *

so.... 6/10!!!! *blings* thanks all for your support! new yr resolution works okay!! i shall think of some new year resolutions for 2011!!! to be continued...

i had a lovely christmas. hope you guys did too! next up, COUNTDOWN TO 2011! have fun!! ;D

hi, i love to be unglam and 捉住青春的尾巴.. (;

Two songs i keep looping, non-stop_

Insomnia by Craig David

i'm suffering from insomnia recently..


Beautiful by Akon ft. Colby O'Donis, Kardinal Offishall

i know if i say i'm beautiful i'll get whacked. probably only 2 pple will agree.
no, only 1. i thought my mum would. )= FML.


i'm officially done with all assignments for the sem and i dont feel like studying at all. somebody save me! so feel like enjoying life now.

T-H-I-R-T-E-E-N M-O-R-E D-A-Y-S T-O F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!!!

Change leh!!!!_

i can't believe my brothers and i just argued over the msg tone!!!! ._. 3 of us use iphone and iphone got so limited msg tones and we clashed. so my eldest bro insisted i change mine....and my 2nd bro said dont use his........ARGHHH...and i have to use the horrible "bell" now cos my eldest bro stole my "tri-tone", uses "glass" as well and my 2nd bro uses "horn". sigh..... poor me la. )=

Update: i think Apple heard me and they have new updates for msg tones!!! awwwww........ using "Typewriter" now. my brothers can continue using those boring tones. *smirks*

Lucky_

phew, i almost died from all those vomiting, diarrhoea and fever. i spent my past week on the bed and sink, vomiting every single thing i ate. even when i ate nthg, i vomited yellow liquid. you know, those things don't just come out from your mouth like what you see from the merlion, they come out from your nose too. and, it feels freakin' horrible inside. like all my organs are dying to come out. so yes, i shld be rushing my assignments but i couldn't even on my laptop. i went to bathe and i almost blackout in the bathroom. tt's how sick i was. what's worse was yuan'r was also sick. we had the same condition and poor us la. guess we ate something wrong tgt. we were sick for days and i thought i wasn't gonna recover from it anymore. i ate the med and vomited all out, till my legs go jelly. really frightening exp.

luckily, we both survived and we're getting better each day. we feel like vomiting when we smell meat though. hope i won't ever vomit again. *shivers*

anw, the weather's getting reallllllllllllll humid. makes me sticky and smelly. ewwwww.....

上冲冲，下洗洗，左搓搓，右揉揉....

Am I still alive?_

hello?? whoa i almost died the past few days/weeks. i hate to repeat myself but i have to repeat myself that NIE is killing me. just had a test this mon and my whole weekend was dedicated to it. i refuse to talk abt the test. and then next week there's an essay due, the week after next there're 1 essay and 1 presentation? then 2 more essays and one lesson plan. followed by exams and then abracadabra, I WILL BE ALIVE AGAIN!

i have no life now. my only life is having no life. even meeting yuan'r, i'll be doing my sch work. naturally i won't have time to meet my friends to have a lil fun. i think everything is abt time management and mine sucks. tt is why i wanted to quit my cca tt time and then they made me stay and now i'm just skipping every meeting, while they're just gossiping behind my back. what's the pt? i merely want to breakaway from that and have more free time without any guilt. and i just cannot stand pple gossiping abt you when they didn't go through what you went through. to think they're all teachers-to-be. anw, i see no need to explain to anyone. i'm bringing this up cos i can't stand pple bugging abt this again and again. *rolls eyes*

oh i have a song to intro. it's from the movie "Love in Disguise" by LeeHom. the song is 你不知道的事. i think it's a really touching and meaningful song. i can't help feeling a lil sad after listening.


awesome song(:

i feel so dead. endless tuition somemore. online shopping gives me a lil energy. hehe. and, luckily i have awesome friends in class. at least i know i'm not alone. you're not alone too! (:


baobaobaobao..

__

想念是会呼吸的痛...

New Obsession_

yeah i think we change really fast but this is the current obsession alr. probably there'll be more nicely taken photos when the professional photographer sends those photos over. can't wait to see them. hehe. we don't always have the chance to dress up up up.

anw, it's the perfect 10/10/10 today! did you do anything cool today?? i did powerpoints, for sch assignments and projs. FML. but, luckily, my beloved "add as friend" is with me the entire day. that makes whatever shitload i'm doing seems perfectly fine. thanks for being my perfect date on the perfect date. AWWWWWWWW~~

and i'm in love with scooby doo and scrabby doo! UHMMMMMMMM.....


and, picture of the day.


hehehe.. happy 113 bui! (=

current obsession_

yeah this is the polaroid photo we both are so obsessed in now. our fav photo for the moment. it's quite obvious that it's being taken ytd night, during the wedding. this was supposed to be on the guestbook (they gt this super innovative idea of taking polaroids of guests and sticking it on the guestbook tgt with the wishes from guests at the side.) but i've stolen it away cos it's too awesome. i scanned it in my laptop so it's kind of overexposed and too bright! it's more awesome in real life lor.

anw, we don't usually get a chance to dress so glamly so this pic is so rare! my 3 inch heels almost killed me! but yea, i'm stronger now thanks to it! oh, my bui's really hamsume ytd night huh! hehe. guys truly look much more charismatic in formal wear. (=

it was a wonderful night. i felt kind of lucky to be able to attend this "international wedding" and keh kiang to be VIP. pple from ard the whole flying to sg just to attend the wedding. and yes, it was all worth it. the angmohs are seriously very amiable and humorous, esp the groom's dad. oh my he's so funny. =D

attending weddings just make me feel like getting married. =/ heh heh.

the march in was really amazing and different from the norm. the solemnization was a very heartwarming one. they even had a live band and a post-dinner party at pumproom! catered transport! how cool can they get! the speeches they made was touching, at the same time hilarious. i'm sure every one had a great time. probably the only setback was the language barrier. one side could only understand Eng, the other side only Mandarin. so the MC was really busy trying to translate everything.. but she did a fantastic job. if it's me, i'll just faint on the spot. =S

oh one incident. this photographer was gg ard taking pics for pple, and he took one for bui and i. he started asking us to contact him when we get married and gave us a namecard. bui's mum saw and asked why he so smart only give the youngsters and not her. and he said "must make booking first ma." ._.

oh, bui and i got a wedding gift for the newly wed. it's a photo frame, with a bit of DIY at the corner..


ain't it lovely?


aww.. and they love it! luckily. (=

and yes, everything went well that night. i enjoyed myself because i know i'm part of it, part of him, part of them. i thank them for trusting me.

all the best to the newly wed and hope bui gets to be an uncle soon! he can't wait to get old!~

and they lived happily, ever after_

._. _

instincts could be really freaky and creepy at times. i can't believe how good am i with those instincts and sixth sense now. i had a feeling that yuan'r is gonna wear that pinko checkered shirt and he really did. i can really scare myself sometimes.

anw, met the most number of ang mohs in one night ytd. thankfully they're always so ever friendly, never stingy with their smiles. AWWWWWWWW... as a result, i kept smiling non-stop too. i'm so going to smile whenever i see Caucasians next time. i guess tonight i have to smile non-stop as well. i hope it's good for my skin. anw, their culture is kind of different from us. and i have to be 120% alert so i can understand what they're saying. i cannot speak English!

tonight's the wedding day. i think it'll probably be kind of awkward for me. i'll be included in certain stuffs and excluded in certain stuffs but i'm seated somewhere where i shld be included in all stuffs yet i'm in a "don't include me pls" kind of mood. really awkward. anyhow, i do hope things will turn out fine in the end, and i'll be able to survive with those 3 inches heels, and the couple will live happily ever after! of cos, after all, i want yuan'r to be happy and i'll try my very best nt to throw his face or bother him with trival matters. he'll be damn busy.


oh oh, if you do not know yet, it's his sister's wedding. i shall go prepare soon. my first time gg to such formal events other than prom. appearance failed la for prom. next time, there will be no next time! must be pretty today lalala. hope to be back with some really chio pictures! shall forget assignments today!!

今天你要嫁给我 (GAME OVER!)

(= _

lil lil things tt happen coincidentally can make me feel really sweet and fascinated.

today i bought a bottle of pokka green tea during the 10 mins break for my lecture. i drank and drank and had ard slightly less than a quarter left. usually i'll finish it but not today, don't know why.

yuan'r came to acc me and have dinner with me before my tuition. i took out the pokka green tea bottle and put it on the table. yuan'r came back with the food and he asked with a puzzled face,
"whose is this?"
"mine la."
"yours???" he sounded a lil surprised. then, he took out another pokka green tea bottle from his bag. to my surprise, the amount of green tea left is also slightly less than a quarter! we smiled. (=

Someday I wanna make you my wife

我们的一百天_

qy: 第几个一百天..... (= ♥

sy: 还有很多个一百天！ =）

qy: 对哦! 因为你是我的nothing嘛! (=



100 days might seem short to most of you, but these 100 days mean 10 yrs to us. time is like passing so slowly, yet we're experiencing lots tgt alr. probably we've been meeting up way toooo often during aug, after his ord and during my hols. we just counted today, and our longest record is meeting for 11days straight. i don't know if this is crazy or what. someone pls tell me you have a longer record with your lover? =S



anyhow, even close friends might not know how yuan'r and i got tgt. it's kind of amazing and errrr, ridiculous? i don't know. maybe i can talk abt that next time. the thing is we've been through one big round before getting tgt, and we're always walking in circles. my friends ard me are kind of happy tt i'm with him now, giving us their blessings at least. i don't know why but different cliques of friends are asking me to faster marry him and all? hello i'm only 20.



another thing is i don't really like to share things between us with my friends unless they ask. so i dont really blog abt things we do or where we go or whatever tt much. i don't like to be so lovey dovey in public, in front of pple i know. so, not much updates abt us online. but today, i'm gonna be a lil more mushy. control your goosebumps pple.


oh oh i need to go to bed soon.

hi hunny, i know you're reading this, happy 100th!! so much has happened during these 3-digit days. be it good or bad, you always try your very best to be with me. no matter how ridiculous or demanding i am, you'll give in to me just to make me, my family or even my friends happy. all the lil lil surprises you gave me, all the big big surprises you gave me, i really appreciate them alot (although sometimes they fail la huh).



you've done so much for me, so much. you always say tt you're nt a romantic person, but hunny, anything you do is romantic to me! you know what's going through my mind, you act cute just to make me laugh, yet you can be really man and guide me when i need you to, you carry/piggyback me no matter how tired you are cos you know i love it, you pop by my house at some weird timing cos i'm feeling down, you spam me kinder bueno white cos i like to eat, you go club with me even when you aren't interested just to protect me, you go to sch with me even though it's at the other side of sg just to accompany me, letting me rub your tummy even though it's uncomfortable, be my FOC banglah, you're just always trying your best to be there for me..... i dont know what to say, thank you and i will repay you for 60yrs.

LOL so ke ai.


pple say we must go through the wrong ones, then we can meet the right one (lousy translation from mandarin), i guess tt's right. don't have to blame ourselves for nt meeting each other earlier, because going through the wrong ones make me cherish you more. no offence but i don't deny that i have the sweetest boyfriend ever! hehe. okay okay don't have to look ard and look for waiter to da bao me ah! ba la ba la ba la! this 100th day is just a checkpoint for us. i do hope we'll go on till the end. (=

okay i think i'm "packing bag" for too long. lol dont scold me when you see this entry! one last cheesy corny expected but precious line: I LOVE YOU HUNNY! ♥



HAPPY 100TH DEAR! (=

不要叫我的名字，不要叫我的名字，alejandro
我不是你的宝贝，我不是你的宝贝，萝卜头..

surprise?!_

yuan'r is so adorable. he always want to surprise me by telling me "i'll surprise you!" ._.

today's conver..

me: "are you meeting me tmr?"

him: "hmmm. i'm supposed to surprise you tmr actually. really.."

me: "serious? orh. how to surprise? where shld i be at what time to let you surprise ah? huhmm."

him : "don't know. just stay at home la."

me: "OHHHHHHHHHH... i know i know. hehehe.. okay tmr stay at home study. wo zhi dao le."

him: "tmr stay at home then i surprise you.. then go for dinner then do your tut.."

me: "uhhh so i'll let you surprise me by stay home.. roger that!"

him: "if you nv mention abt tmr, it is really a surprise la. tsk tsk.."

lol he didn't thought of lying to me. SSD. but tt's what i treasure abt him. uhhhh of cos there're some successful surprises as well. lower percentage la huh. :D

the day we wore similar colour tops and almost similar outfit by coincidence..

i was really surprised when i saw him cos this colour is kind of rare, unlike some black, white, blue kind.


i shall call the colour baby green..
baby green top, jeans (i dont usually wear jeans), cotton on sneakers.


baby green top, jeans, cotton on sneakers.


it's kind of freaky to me and i felt a lil weird cos couple wear is like so song2 and i know pple will think tt we did tt on purpose. oh well. it's amazing huh! like what yuan'r said, "the most romantic thing is u knw what im gonna say, and u can knw just like tt." so i guess this is kind of romantic too. (=

okay i got to go do some schoolwork! school sucks okay school sucks!!!! SURVIVE ON PPLE!~

bloodshed 1_

just wanted to post a disgusting bloody photo of my blister.

keep cool everyone! minor bloodshed only.

school bloody sucks !! >=(

ultra mega sad!_

sian TTM.

i know everyone is whining about this but still.......SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR!!!! FML!

even recess week is gone! recess week is supposed to be a week of break in between the sem! oh man. what's wrong with NIE! clashing my hols tgt and wanting me to chiong till dec?? nice! see when i'll be back with some emo post again.

but i'm glad tt my Fridays are free. sincerely TGIF! :D

hopefully this sem will be better than the previous one.

*chants*

nyahmm.

(=

Happy Teachers' Day!_

My first ever teachers' day present!!
STICKY! very very colourful handmade rock candies in the jar! (=

it's specially for teachers' day somemore. there's this "Happy Teachers' Day!" on the label.

that's not all! there's still these pretty candies in the jar!

there're roses, smiley faces, "you're awesome!", "Thank you", "Happy Teachers' Day" and heart shapes (爱心)!
they're very yummy too!

and if you're wondering which student of mine is so sweet to give me such an awesome present, the irony is he's not my student.

he's my hamsume~ (=

probably the only one who'll give me teachers' day present when he's not my student. awww..

anw, Happy Teachers' Day to all! teachers are really noble. aiya you all don't know one la......

拥有你，我的世界才能完美_

HAPPY TWO MONTHS HUNNY! (=

we've been through nuaaaaaa..


casual..


smart casual..


glam..


let's strive to achieve the glamest of the glamest of the glamest together.

and i thank whoever/whatever/whichever for you being in my life. thank you too. love you hunny! (=

back to the title.

nyahmmm_

Hello! thanks for visiting my blog but there's no new post at the moment. have a nice day!

oh this is a new post._.

if anyone hasn't seen this, it's my new specs and new watch. damn chio!! so white!


hello alberto =D



I HAVE AN ULTRA MEGA CLEAN AND SPACIOUS ROOM NOW THANKS TO MY FOC BANGLAH!!! thanks hunny(=

ending abruptly, byebye.

Friday the 13th_

1. WATAMI IS SO AWESOMELY MOUTHWATERING DELICIOUS!

2. ORCHARD CENTRAL'S ESCALATORS ARE SOOOOO LONG!!!!!!~

3. MARINA BAY SANDS IS NOT FOR THE POOR.

4. SKINNY JEANS IS NOT FOR OUTDOORS!!

5. MY BOYFRIEND CANNOT STOP ACTING CUTE!

6. MY BOYFRIEND CROSSES HIS LEGS WHEN HE SLEEPS!!!

7. SKYPE IS BEING IRRITATING TODAY! KEEPS HANGING AND LOSING ITS CONNECTION.

8. MY TUITION KID IS IRRITATING.

9. I HAVE A JIAN, CORNY, CHEESY, DISGUSTING, IRRITATING, ACT CUTE, SSD BOYFRIEND! =)

10. I LOVE CHIP N DALE!


TO RWS TMR!!!!!!~

THIS HOLIDAY IS SO FULFILLING!

ENJOYING LIFE TTM WITH MY LOVED ONES~~~~~~~

Is this considered exciting?_

WOOOHOOOOOO AFTER SUCH A LONG WAIT, WE'RE FINALLY GG TO THE CRUISE TMR!!!!! :D


THE 7 OF US! (;

although i didn't go overseas for my ultra mega long hols of 4 months, at least i'm gg to cruise with my loved ones.

anw, house renovation should be coming to an end soon. if it doesn't, i'm gg to go berserk soon! every morning, THAT NOISE POLLUTION AHHHHH!!!!! vibrates my bed and wakes me up. unfortunately, the one upstairs is renovating too. double attack! FML! a few weeks ago, my living room became sahara desert with a mountain of sand in the middle. then, my water supply stopped. imagine scooping (cold) water to bathe, brush teeth, wash face, flush toilet bowl.... sibeh old sch. it was like back to the olden days and i felt like some POW. no fridge, no food, bad living condition, dusty, dirty, filthy, disgusting, POOR ME! okay poor mum and dad cos they gt to carry pails and pails of water in from outside.

everything was tough then. now, at least i have a proper toilet with heater and water supply.. i'm so grateful for that! and then the kitchen is slowly getting done up, and hopefully, by next week, everything's gonna be done and i think it's time to recruit some free labour to clean and paint my house! VOLUNTEERS?! :D

weeheeee huge fridge coming next fri and aircon coming next next fri! oh for those who didn't know, my house doesn't have aircon for the past 20 yrs of my life! o.O

anw, my room is like a mega storeroom now and as i'm typing this, i got a eletric boiler beside me, a bottle of apple juice in front of me and a lot of pails on my other side. yes, tt's how messy my room is now. I CAN'T WAIT TO CLEAN THIS WHOLE ROOM AHHH!!!! YUCKS!

okay it's time for lunch, then singing with steady, cy and zhuzhu, dinner tgt with zp and yuan'r, tuition tmr at 12pm, AND THE LONG ANTICIPATED CRUISE IN THE EVENING!!!!

BYE BYE ALLLL!!!~~

It's late at night and i can't sleep,
missing you just runs too deep
oooohh I can't be,
thinking of your smile..

(=

满月咯!_

ONE MONTH AGO..



ONE MONTH LATER..

today marks the end of the first month, and the beginning of a second month. lil lil surprises nv fail to make my day. ^^ this is corny cheese but still, happy one month (= 满月咯!!

many more pics but i'm so sleepy now! next time! honeymoon period continues..

And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true


I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

(=

i want to go home_

hahaha yuan'r is going to kill me for this..

he looks like some small nerd boy after his haircut. and recently, he's been trying to act cute ah.. tsktsktsk.. :/

i think he needs to go 拜拜 cos he's damn suay. first, his laptop died, then his iPod Touch committed suicide, then his hard disk can't stand the loneliness and went on strike, so his desktop's dead too. tgt with his lao pok phone, no internet access at all, he's totally like some caveman alr. hence, he should visit the temple soon.

i identified that bright round object as the moon.

yuan'r said "NO LA!" apparently it's just the lamp post.. but eh can't you be more romantic and let your imagination float? tsk. okay lamp post afterall heh. i like this pic anw. *because yuan'r's eyes look a lil bit bigger than mine. =D*

LOL. erm. xD

anw, i'm currently having my sch exp in Dunman Sec this week after that in Park View Pri last week. i can only say that i can't wait for fri to come and everything to end! i should say tt i bond better with the trainees of Sec, but i prefer the staffs/system/students in the Pri. and the thing i really love abt Park View Pri is that THERE'S A MIRROR ON EVERY WALL OF THE STAIRCASES!! awesome i tell you! in addition, the staffs are just extremely friendly and they make me feel soooooooo welcomed.

Dunman, on the other hand, is a lil hostile towards us trainees. probably they're really busy and have too many assignments recently. YOG, o levels, prelims, exchange programmes, whatever.. i don't even have a timetable to follow. the classes are all randomly placed ard the sch and i have to go look for the particular classroom ard the blkssssssssss cos the teacher just said "9am, 3B classroom. 11.30am, Miss XXX class." errr it's just my 2nd day. how would i know where's 3B and who's Miss XXX??? at least for the others, they have a timetable to follow. mine is just random la. so i don't know how many lessons i have tmr and all the info. plus, observing is really kind of boring man. the biggest challenge is to keep awake, sit up straight, pay full attention and try so hard to look interested during lesson observations when i just totally feel like gg home and slp. )=

from the responses on FB, i guess many trainees prefer their Pri Sch exp over Sec Sch ones. i have to agree that Pri Sch kids are much more adorable and lovable than Sec Sch kids. oh well, FRIDAY PLS COME QUICKLY!!!!!

i want to go home.......................

On my way_

what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger. i do feel much stronger now, and i will continue to be. but sometimes, i just want to be a useless weakling who can vent out every single bonsai and whine whole day.. still, at the end of the day, i got to know tt i'm alr an adult. see how it sucks to be an adult!

anyhow, things will only get better, i hope. we'll all stay positive(= i'm so glad you're back. thanks for that.


Polaroids! taken on my bday. (=



悄悄的告诉你 我内心的秘密

傻傻的我是太有福气..

你是我身体里 的时钟
什么时候都让 我感动
你想我想的事 作我作的梦
陪着你 不会浪费一秒钟

与你跨过爱情 的时空
全世界的钟
吵吵闹闹 吵闹都没用
跟你抱着过
跟你看着时间流动

somebody call 911_

can i escape to Africa?


because this isn't something i want to face..

怎么会那么幸福啊?!?!?!_

*no pictures of my girls and i yet. they're not with me :/*

Sincerely, tonight's one of my happiest night in my 20 yrs.. Thank you lovely NIE friends! i think we need to give our clique a name huh. not some bimbotic names like 'BOOMZ' though. :/ anw, again, I LOVE MY NIE CLIQUE!!! although it's a belated bday celebration, it's like BOOOMZ! i didn't know you pple know that i'm smart with surprises and you girls came up with so many ways to counterattack. hehe.

i'm still surprised because all the guesses came true and i'm kind of shocked with the effort you girls put in. awwwww 是不是. 还搞串通呢.. 厉害啊! 骗我的勒... 这招高啊. i don't know what else to say.... THANK YOU GIRLS! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :D

my bday card from the girls! (:


i think i'm really lucky to be able to meet true friends, friends who're willing to make the effort to surprise me, make me happy. i appreciate them to bits and pieces, veins and arteries. and i'm tmd lucky to have a boyfriend who's willing to celebrate my bday thrice with me, and to surprise me again and again. i'm sorry for scolding you for being a pang seh kia when you're just putting on an act. lol 好可怜哦.. 委屈的你. *bulldog face* my boyfriend and siying can win the Oscar Award. my friends are so adorable. the more they're afraid i find out, the more i suspected..

initially, siying told me she had something to share and asked me out tonight. she added tt our clique will celebrate my bday next sat. she requested my boyfriend to come along tonight as it'll be more convenient to have a guy's opinion..... hmm then yuan'r said he could make it. okay very nice.

2 days later, yuan'r said he got to celebrate his friend's bday tonight and he couldn't come with me. this was when i scolded him pang seh kia and i was really at a loss cos i didn't know how to tell siying. then i sort of ignored yuan'r and poor him la, all he could do was to apologise and say "there's a reason behind everything i do." okay i feel so guilty now. i'm 对不起. anw, ai seh got planning one sia. still told me he's gg to orchard. i must beware of him alr.

okay so tonight, i was late for 5 mins. siying requested to eat at NYNY beforehand. when i met her, she said she's hungry alr, me too!! so we hurried to NYNY and just as i wanted to say "yes" to the "table for two?" qn, siying told the waitress she made a reservation alr. tt's when i started to suspect..

then the waitress brought us to a HUGE TABLE with 7 sets of cutlery and the waitress added one more, with a HUGE stack of menu. excuse me, 2 pple, huge table, 8 sets of cutlery, 8 menu?? there goes siying trying to act blur and divert my attention with her "story". she stopped me from ordering and insisted tt my celebration's next sat. aiyo so 可爱. at tt pt of time, i was thinking if i should play along or just expose her. nehh i'm nice. then, 8 sets seem weird cos there's only 7 pple in our clique. i started to suspect if one mysterious guy (eg. yuan'r) is gg to join us. anyhow, i msged yuan'r and told him the setting was weird. he asked if my other friends are coming.

while i was replying halfway, this bunch of girls came in from the side with a cake, singing the birthday song damn loudly. mad paiseh, but mad proud, surprised and elated. then siying pointed behind me, i turned over and this guy who happens to be yuan'r appeared with a bouquet of flowers.
something like tt..

okay not so gay pose but ya. this was taken after everything, when he sent me home.

continue. uhhhh so my boyfriend's in cahoots with my girlfriends...... okay so fb is a very scary website! anyhow, awwwwwww 谁受得了啊!! can you imagine my expression at tt pt of time? i can't. i hated myself for not dressing better and everything. argh.



yeah, and they proceeded with the interrogation, you know...yuan'r and i. and we had another surprise news for the night. we shall keep it low for the moment. (:

now tell me, how to not love my NIE clique??? even know we knew each other for like less than a yr, you girls bothered to plan, arrange, make time just to come... come on, just tell me tt i'm too good a friend! :D

thanks Meiqing, thanks Siying, thanks Qiaorou, thanks Huijun, thanks Yanni, thanks Serene! hehhh lovelove. xD


my boyfriend has a bian tai face. xD


i still can't get over this. my watch is damn chio! a gift from tomatoes! :D


my hair smells nice. really! use sunsilk!


can see my chio pendant (歪歪), it's a gift from dear NN! :D


i love the different shades of purple roses.


typical couple shot with my bian tai faced yuan'r. ;D



怎么会那么幸福啊?!?!

seriously, july of miracles(= i'm lovin' it~

幸福的地图_

me, "i want to eat moomoo ice cream!"

yuan'r, "no you don't eat beef."

._.

i just had the world's best oh-ah meesua!!!! tummy's satisfied, heart's warm, i'm happy. i ate oh-ah meesua ytd too and it's like still not enough!! suddenly fell in love with it and now i'm having endless cravings for it! ahhhh~~~ 好好吃哦~

ytd, it was tough finding a bowl of oh-ah meesua. went to PS but the auntie said "meesua 没有了." 晴天霹雳!!!!!! )= and i saw pple eating the meesua!! jian, stole my last bowl of meesua. there goes yuan'r singing "哪里有meesua告诉我~ 能不能把我的meesua还给我~".. in the end we walked to The Cathay and we found the 遗失的meesua! 我的老天爷啊! very touched indeed. but the craving wasn't satisfied still..

lala one more meesua today and it tasted much nicer than ytd's one! weird huh. nahhhhh i simply love meesua!!!! just like kinder bueno, but someone doesn't let me buy cos of my lightning ulcer.. when it heals i'll buy 5 and eat!! anyhow, my greatest love is you. 好好吃哦~

i've been eating quite alot recently. no wonder pple who're in a r/s tend to get a lil rounder. omgggg you just can't stop eating! there's nthg else better than eating to do. 好好吃哦~

i love to be submerged in your tummy!

yes yes honeymoon period, everything's sweet and sweet and sweet. i know that. we'll see. (= someone told me "this is the sweetest period, cherish it." yep i will. after this, i guess it'll be another stage of excitement and another kind of sweetness. we'll see. (=

still, 好好吃哦~

我要爱 就直奔你方向
我要梦 想抱你个满怀
无论路上遇到多少荆棘和障碍
我都不怕
我存在 就为了你的爱
你一直 都活在我心海
每一天睁开眼看你和阳光都在
那就是我要的未来

tryin' to get a lil bit tipsy_

zhuzhu took this and she's super proud of it. bright and white until cannot. i'll put it up during the seventh month again. :/

i'm sorry for being so 任性，蛮横，无理, basically just acting like a spoilt brat ytd. i shouldn't let my feelings get over me and let all the crap happen. and there you go, being so ever patient with me, spoiling me even more, risk having beer belly, giving up precious rest time, crossing the most hated 奈何桥, sacrificing money on cabs, just to cheer me up and make me happy. thank you for everything, and i need to say that i really, really love..........KINDER BUENO WHITE! =D

hehehehe. :*

thanks for loving me, you're doing it perfectly. (Whataya want from me-Adam Lambert)

say hello to Alberto!

大头贴!~

i hugged Alberto to sleep ytd. (=

don't you miss him??