nobody nobody but me.._

everyone's aslp now. i know i shld be sleeping too but i'm feeling quite awake and i don't like the feeling of rolling on bed, trying so hard to fall aslp yet i can't. so this is the quietest time, most peaceful time and..the loneliest time. can't help but to feel a lil emo. ):

"where is everyone?! why am i alone here?"

then i'll feel so lonely, neglected, unwanted, sad and emo.

and i'll start to reflect on myself...

"maybe there's something wrong about me."

maybe... maybe...

nah it's just 2010 is ending too soon, i can't accept it. 2011, a brand new year, represents changes. i hate changes. i love to stick with the arrangements i'm happy with or getting used to. now i have to adapt to new things again. another reason to emo.

recently, addicted to Hebe's songs!


寂寞寂寞就好

i think this song is awesomely suitable for the pple who just broke up. if only there's this song when i broke up the previous time, tsktsktsk.......loop non-stop! even better than yoga's 说谎 la! i repeated tt song for weeks i think. now, 寂寞寂寞就好 is tokgong(number one) i tell you! love the lyrics TTM. 死不了就还好~ and, another reason to emo. the song is too sad alr okay. i can feel it.


another Hebe's song. Love!


initially, i didn't like both songs. but after listening for a few times, i get the impact. totally hooked onto them now. they're actually meaningful songs. and Hebe is so pretty! the wind blow up her hair in the MV, super chio. typical MV style but she's still pretty! and Hebe didn't sound like herself in Love!. sounds like 王菲?


anw, long time no photo of yuan'r and i. in case anyone suspected we broke up (tt's why i'm addicted to 寂寞寂寞就好 and being so emo), choyyyy okay! no we didn't. this was X'mas! :D

anw, last day of 2010! all the best to everyone in the new yr!!!!!!!!! WELCOME, 2011!! HAVE AN AWESOME COUNTDOWN!!!!! (:

怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己