it's the first day of school today, after a month and a half of holidays. although i know i'm going back to the same sch, same class, facing the same pple, i just can't help feeling a wee bit nervous. waking up at 5.30am isn't fun at all. the train in the morning is like so packed! i got to stand all the way from east to west. like close to 2hrs of journey to sch, and 2 hrs back. tt's kind of psychotic.
and here's the most exciting that happened on the first day of my school. a blackout! no, not the kind of lights blackout, but me blacking out! for those who haven't experienced one before, i shall describe it.
during class in the morning, i suddenly felt very unwell. there's like a sudden coldness and uncomfortable pricks on my limbs. disturbing me from focusing on the lecture la no manners can! i had no choice but to ask for permission to the washroom.
i left the room for the washroom. i had to walk for a few metres before getting to the washroom. halfway through the walk, i felt this sudden weakness in my limbs. very sudden. i couldn't move. then, my vision started to blur and everything's like rotating and darkening to black, followed by this splitting headache, and ears blocked as if i just came out of the club. i stopped and leaned against the wall helplessly.
luckily, there're kind passerbys who came over to ask me if i'm okay, and to provide some help. apparently i couldn't see their faces nor hear them. i can only hear a very vague and low "are you okay???", as if the sounds were being blocked off. one of them then brought me to the bench nearby for a rest. after 10mins, i dragged myself back to class.
WHOA. it's a very traumatising experience and i don't think i want to experience it again. for the moment, i thought i was going to collapse there. then nobody will know who i am and who to contact cos i didn't bring anything out! horror.
thankfully i'm still alive, and blogging over here to share this.
well, we don't know what will happen everyday.. life's unpredictable.
please know that i love you, my family and friends! no matter how irritating and disgusting, you pple are irreplaceable! (:
so, how's school today??
and here's the most exciting that happened on the first day of my school. a blackout! no, not the kind of lights blackout, but me blacking out! for those who haven't experienced one before, i shall describe it.
during class in the morning, i suddenly felt very unwell. there's like a sudden coldness and uncomfortable pricks on my limbs. disturbing me from focusing on the lecture la no manners can! i had no choice but to ask for permission to the washroom.
i left the room for the washroom. i had to walk for a few metres before getting to the washroom. halfway through the walk, i felt this sudden weakness in my limbs. very sudden. i couldn't move. then, my vision started to blur and everything's like rotating and darkening to black, followed by this splitting headache, and ears blocked as if i just came out of the club. i stopped and leaned against the wall helplessly.
luckily, there're kind passerbys who came over to ask me if i'm okay, and to provide some help. apparently i couldn't see their faces nor hear them. i can only hear a very vague and low "are you okay???", as if the sounds were being blocked off. one of them then brought me to the bench nearby for a rest. after 10mins, i dragged myself back to class.
WHOA. it's a very traumatising experience and i don't think i want to experience it again. for the moment, i thought i was going to collapse there. then nobody will know who i am and who to contact cos i didn't bring anything out! horror.
thankfully i'm still alive, and blogging over here to share this.
well, we don't know what will happen everyday.. life's unpredictable.
please know that i love you, my family and friends! no matter how irritating and disgusting, you pple are irreplaceable! (:
so, how's school today??
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