还是要幸福_

The song I'm in love lately, other than Jay Chou's songs, is this! Hebe's always singing this kind of after-break up songs. like 寂寞寂寞就好 and now this. It's really touching. The ending song for 行医. Here it is..

Anw, the recent hoo-haa is 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》. Think everyone's really into it cos it brings back memories for all. it's NC16 and all those who went to watch went through sec sch alr. It's really a pity that they didn't get tgt in the end. oh no spoiler! still, 柯震东 has a nice firm ass huh! hehe.

Dear blog, I'm so sorry to always abandon you during my busy period in NIE. I hope you won't think I'm making use of you during hols after I end the whole damn sem. I didn't disappear for the whole sem actually. Just for last quarter of the sem cos I was really dying from the endless assignments, presentations and exams. Like really dying. Sometimes, you have to give up something in order to do something. Many times, you don't have a choice to choose what you want to give up and what you want to do. I know you probably cannot understand what I'm going through for you're not here with me. I do not want to always drown you with either NIE or boyfriend. but the truth is I only have NIE in my life. My boyfriend is revolving around NIE too. Helping me with assignments, comforting me that everything's gonna be over soon, gg out to do assignments/study with me (he's studying too)... Can you do what he's doing with me? If not then do not say that I put my bf above you. I'm not capable of enjoying like how you do, blog. Sometimes, I cannot even afford the time to have a proper meal. I thought you'll understand cos you're experiencing something close to what i am experiencing. I can't believe this. And I thought it has always been like that for everyone, busy (disappear for that period), free (come back again). And you've been with me for years, since sec sch, it's always been this way isn't it? I just feel so hurt yet angry and confused at the same time.

Just when I thought I could finally enjoy my well-deserved holidays ytd after exams, it was spoilt. I spent the whole fking night pondering, and it really hurts me if you're really talking about me. I hope it's not me. *prays* I don't know if there's such a thing called "making use of you during hols", but that has never ever in my whole damn life crossed my mind. If you do not want me to appear again, I can try. ):

Anw, Mummy went overseas ytd. I did housework for half of today and I'm so freakin' tired. I've learnt to appreciate my Mama even more now. Mama! Have fun and come back soon! I promise to help with the housework okay! I love my Niang niang.

Unhappy stuffs aside, I have no idea how i survived through this disastrous sem, by far the most challenging and craziest one (Thanks to Rahil I feel that I've having a test every week), it's time to Party!!

Might not sound convincing now but I hope all my friends can feel that I do treasure and cherish them. Will show some actions during the hols, hoping you all won't think i'm making use of you guys during hols. Guess I'm feeling really guilty over this.. Sorry friends. 

不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人

一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的

我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭

所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚

確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅

明天 開始 這一切都結束