Curly Wavy~_

Hello! Recently I've permed my hair! I went to a lok kok salon at Ubi to perm my hair. Cool huh. I'm not so brave to just go to any random salon and have my perm done. Oh, it's the first time I'm doing something to my hair. I've nv dyed//rebonded/permed my hair before. So anw, yuan's sis intro-ed that salon to me. Although it's really lok kok and small, the hairdresser is not bad. She's pretty kind too. See that I'm a poor student, give me discount. My fav! :D 

Oh yea, I went for eyebrow threading a few days before perming with meow at Roxy. Wow wow. So amazing that you can just remove hair using a thread! It doesn't hurt when threading above the eyebrow but it hurts a lil when doing the bottom of the brow. Just pray and you'll be fine. Hearing the "zzzzz... zzzz.." sound when threading is scary but shiok. You know the hair is falling off. Do rmb to say you don't want thin eyebrows if you don't want to end up with a line of eyebrow though. 

Wah I'm so brave to show my huge face with stupid expression. Anw, after threading. A lil swollen and red but it'll be fine after awhile. 

The reason why i'm threading my eyebrows is because I'm saying bye-bye to the bangbang gang! No more bangs for me! Bangs is so good cos I don't have to trim my brows at all. But now, it's time to do it. (;

So here we are, taking a bus to the salon. I just realised it's the same expression as above lol.

Taking a 'before' shot and my poopoo just wants to disturb.

Step One: Putting some Chemical on my hair to protect them. It's damn smelly. Luckily there's pokka green tea! and my poopoo acting cute~ :D

This is a dryer! Drying my hair after washing. So good, I wanna install one at home too!

And then she started to put the rollers on my hair. Doing electric perm btw. My head almost broke from all those tough pulling of my hair when putting on the rollers. 

:D

This is how retarded I look when perming. I swear everyone's looking at me as if I'm a clown. Anw the bottle of product on the right is the curling cream, to maintain the curls. 

Still looking dumb. Poopoo kept laughing at me! 

The man who waited 3.5 hours for me. Yes, so long!

Looking dumb from the back..

The lok kok salon with bugs and insects all ard. Found one on the hairdryer. I was seriously praying they don't use this hairdryer on me!! Luckily, they really changed my seat after washing my hair and used another hairdryer. 

Moral of the story: Praying works. 

Done! Hair is semi-dry. I wanted bigger curls and yea, I got what i wanted. (: 

Luckily I did. Lao pok salon can do wonders at a cheaper price, longer time with a few bugs. 

Fully dried. My hair was covering my boobs before perming! 

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A change for X'mas and 2012!

Price (for my length and thickness, my hair not body): Wash + Cut + Perm + Treatment + Product = $110

Think it's pretty cheap. Yay I'm happygirl90! UNTIL, my eyes area got swollen due to some unknown allergy. But it's recovering alr. (: Anyhow, I think my hair is straightening alr. =.= Pls last till CNY tyvm!

就算是世界要崩溃 亲爱的我也绝不会落泪 

不放弃爱过的那种感觉 珍惜着有你记忆的一切 

就算是世界要倾斜 亲爱的我也绝不说离别 

尽管末日威胁再强烈 有爱就不累 

Don't forget him.._

Hi Snoopy! :D 

Exclamation mark!_

Oh yes it's lunlun's new album, 惊叹号! Well I admit I thought this album wasn't good when I listened to a few of his songs initially. However, lunlun being lunlun, his songs are 耐听 ones. Now i think his whole album is super awesome! Everyone shld go listen for a few times and fall in love with them like me! Highly recommending 公主病、水手怕水、世界末末日、Mine Mine、琴伤、疗伤烧肉粽、皮影戏、你好吗, wait, am I typing out all the songs? okay okay crazy Jay Chou fans are all like that. :D 

Weeeheeeeeeeeee holidays damn shiok! Feels uber good even doing nthg! Suddenly feel that life's awesome! Don't you all think so too?? Totally can picture my NIE girls nodding vigorously hehe. 

Anw, I always think that listing down aims and goals will give me extra motivation to achieve them. SO my goal for this holiday is to 变美! This is a bit tough to measure cos WHO GETS TO DEFINE PRETTY?! this is so AMX. Stop haunting me leh AMX. tsk. 

Oh yea, it's not me hahaha. I'm just being too paranoid and guilty conscious.. ): I'm a bad friend. Anyhow, I've reflected alr. I'm being too crazy. 

Wooohooooooo 柯震东 won 最佳新演员 during 金马奖! 《那些年》yay! His pipi sacrificial is so worthy! :D 

My bro just gave me a stick of choc waffle. Pretty long stick. Milk vanilla choc stick. Just making use of the stick to show my face. 

It's not nice............. Dislike chocs! Gives me a giddy feel after eating. Am I weird or what? 

Yay I'm so bored I can blog often. Wanna show my kids in the future, if I ever have kids. 

And my dear mummy, why didn't you call home?? You always force us to call home when we're overseas and you didn't?? You must be rebelling. Too much. Sigh. Got to have a talk with you when you're back. 

I dreamt that I'm a pri sch kid and I lost my memory. *gasps* Sucks when you don't rmb anything about anyone, anything, even yourself.

girl: 哎呦哥哥 嗨 你好!

man: 我不是哎呦哥哥 我是巨炮叔叔 你怎么啦?

girl: 我生病了!

man: 那听一下哎呦哥哥的阳光宅男就会好了啦!

girl: No no~ 好不了喔…

man: 为什么呢?

girl: 因为是公主病啦!

《公主病》

还是要幸福_

The song I'm in love lately, other than Jay Chou's songs, is this! Hebe's always singing this kind of after-break up songs. like 寂寞寂寞就好 and now this. It's really touching. The ending song for 行医. Here it is..

Anw, the recent hoo-haa is 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》. Think everyone's really into it cos it brings back memories for all. it's NC16 and all those who went to watch went through sec sch alr. It's really a pity that they didn't get tgt in the end. oh no spoiler! still, 柯震东 has a nice firm ass huh! hehe.

Dear blog, I'm so sorry to always abandon you during my busy period in NIE. I hope you won't think I'm making use of you during hols after I end the whole damn sem. I didn't disappear for the whole sem actually. Just for last quarter of the sem cos I was really dying from the endless assignments, presentations and exams. Like really dying. Sometimes, you have to give up something in order to do something. Many times, you don't have a choice to choose what you want to give up and what you want to do. I know you probably cannot understand what I'm going through for you're not here with me. I do not want to always drown you with either NIE or boyfriend. but the truth is I only have NIE in my life. My boyfriend is revolving around NIE too. Helping me with assignments, comforting me that everything's gonna be over soon, gg out to do assignments/study with me (he's studying too)... Can you do what he's doing with me? If not then do not say that I put my bf above you. I'm not capable of enjoying like how you do, blog. Sometimes, I cannot even afford the time to have a proper meal. I thought you'll understand cos you're experiencing something close to what i am experiencing. I can't believe this. And I thought it has always been like that for everyone, busy (disappear for that period), free (come back again). And you've been with me for years, since sec sch, it's always been this way isn't it? I just feel so hurt yet angry and confused at the same time.

Just when I thought I could finally enjoy my well-deserved holidays ytd after exams, it was spoilt. I spent the whole fking night pondering, and it really hurts me if you're really talking about me. I hope it's not me. *prays* I don't know if there's such a thing called "making use of you during hols", but that has never ever in my whole damn life crossed my mind. If you do not want me to appear again, I can try. ):

Anw, Mummy went overseas ytd. I did housework for half of today and I'm so freakin' tired. I've learnt to appreciate my Mama even more now. Mama! Have fun and come back soon! I promise to help with the housework okay! I love my Niang niang.

Unhappy stuffs aside, I have no idea how i survived through this disastrous sem, by far the most challenging and craziest one (Thanks to Rahil I feel that I've having a test every week), it's time to Party!!

Might not sound convincing now but I hope all my friends can feel that I do treasure and cherish them. Will show some actions during the hols, hoping you all won't think i'm making use of you guys during hols. Guess I'm feeling really guilty over this.. Sorry friends. 

不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人

一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的

我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭

所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚

確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅

明天 開始 這一切都結束

Nightmare_

Dreamt that i got D+ for AMX last night. So scary. Think i cried in the dream.

她说.. _

It's been a long time since I visited my own blog. I know there're some of you coming back, checking for updates occasionally. Appreciate the thought of wanting to see what I'm up to / what I'm busy with / what shit I got into / if I'm still me.. 

I know, it's boring to keep talking about NIE again and again but that's the only thing I'm busy with. School school school. All of us in NIE are suffocating from the number of assignments, which are constantly piling. It's finally recess week, and I'm really glad to have a week off from traveling, and off from those interactive lessons, esp those English modules. They scare me, really. As a result, Wed nights and Thurs mornings are the most dreaded times of the week. I have 2 Eng modules on Thurs fyi. I always feel like an idiot in Eng classes. Usually, I have no idea what they're talking about as they speak in bombastic words with lightning speed. If not, I absolutely have no courage to open my mouth and make comments. Not even a simple "yes" or "no". I don't know what's wrong with me, really. Sometimes, I really wish I could speak as fluently and think as fast as the rest of the classmates. I feel super inferior then. 

Besides school, I've been pondering over the issue of friends recently. Lady Luck is not on my side as I always have some stupid assignments to do when there's friends gathering/outing/party. I'm afraid to say I'm losing my friends. Talking about effort, time kills them all. Excuses, excuses, excuses. I always believe that true friends will be there, no matter what, when, where, how. I guess I'm wrong. People being human beings with feelings, they do forget some stuffs and drift away, having stronger feelings with someone else after some time. Friendship has to be constantly maintained. 

Also, I think I've lost the ability of making friends. 

When I'm using my laptop, I tend to bloghop or watch some tw variety shows. Why can some girls be so good in dolling themselves up?? Covering their flaws effectively and appear being so perfect. Why is it that some girls can look good in everything, some girls can look gorgeous effortlessly? Why is it that some girls are so talented, so smart? As compared, I'm like a little red dot, trying too hard sometimes. 

It's so tough to find myself, you know. A style that belongs to me, a personality that defines me, a set of stuffs to call my own. The today me will look at the ytd me and ask "what's wrong with me ytd?!" The tmr me will look at the today me and ask "what's wrong with me ytd?!" I'm mad. I'm crazy. I'm lunatic. 

I sincerely hope that one day, I can become confident and proud of myself, after finding my authentic self. 

她说无所谓

只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美

回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾

她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾

绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味

今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

till the world ends_

Maybe it's gone, that's why they're back.. 

It kind of hurts when such things come attacking, and then you'll realise that it's not something within your control, and it's not all yours at all, after all. 

I have been feeling very contradicting all these while. What exactly should i do? I feel terrible but at the same time, stupid. Miserably stupid.