mummy, it's over! T.T_

yeah concert's over. T.T something's missing. feel like playing senza te again. and annen polka and ytd once more. guess it's the FIRST time i feel like playing those songs so so much. it feels ultra empty. don't have to get stressed over not being able to play well for senza te. i really really miss playing the songs. warms my heart. btw, CONCERT'S GREAT(and another long stretch of words tt describes great)! the feeling on stage totally rocks! so much to say.. so many pple to thank.. BUT, IT'S HW TIME! I'LL UPDATE SOON!:D
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hello hello:D i'm finally back again! it's not really good to continue blogging after dragging so long cox all the feelings at that point of time are GONE! and in between this period, tonnes of stuffs happened as usual. want to hear those songs we played during concert? i got the link!

Io Che Non Vivo Senza Te: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwIkOtLSG8o
Annen Polka: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yWn1-aSQII

you know, i really love senza te. although it's really the toughest song and i really took a freakin' long long time to learn and memorise(till the concert day itself den i can completely memorise the entire song!), it turned out to be the nicest song and the song i love the most!! after mastering the song, the sense of satisfaction is really there man. u pple should take a look at my score. i shall take a pic of it next time. the duration and sweat and tears i gave for this song, or rather this concert is really damn lot. its ok, cox it's finally OVER! a lil sad. but actually i'd prefer the concert to be the final performance of guitar club rather than mardi gras. den i can have every reason to cry my heart out and scream at the top of my voice right. tsk.
anw, guess i was really crazy on tt day to tear so much. SORRY GIRLS! i think i dirtied most of your pretty tops. heh. i supposed i cried every bonsai out of me(eg. academics) tt night. i felt so much better after tt:D and thank you so much for lending me your sexy shoulders, ylm, pipi, serene and NN!! did i cry on anyone else?

thank you tomatoes for the famous amos!:D

thank you i dunno who for the donuts. you all wanna tell me who gave the donuts? =.=

guess giving food is the trend now. and really really thanks so much to those who came. i appreciate your presence, a lot. and i mean A LOT. i know $8 is NOT cheap. i know classical music don't interest u pple a lot. i know coming all the way down to tjc on a saturday evening is totally inconvenient for many of you. yet you all still make the effort to come down and support, tt's what i'm really touched about. and that "GO QINYU!" during the concert reallly warmed my heart and gave me a big big morale boost! i feel so LOVED! finally, I HAVE FRIENDS!! xD A BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU and i know tt's so not enough. I LOVE YOU PPLE!:D

i think i should list down to prove my gratitude and sincerity lol.

NN: you know, i really love you too much. it's beyond words. thanks for being with me when i'm experiencing the exciting emotional roller coaster. frens are easy to find, but real frens like you are rare. i'm glad i found you. :D

YY: although i didn't cry on you that day, i'll make sure i'll flood you with my tears and saliva someday. you can never fail to make me smile, or rather laugh at you lol. btw, stop the arousement LOL. you're one person i'll never ever regret knowing. :D

SHERLY: despite the tiredness after training, you came to support. a responsible cg rep, a great fren one could ever have. although we don't really communicate much, i can feel the closeness lol. what more can i say? :D

XIAOXUE1: strictly speaking, we only start to get close this year despite being classmates for one whole yr alr. if i can choose to not drop econs and not know you, or drop econs and know you, i think i'd rather drop econs for another 100 times, than not to know you. :D

SERENE: ponning stuffs isn't too bad. if we didn't try to skip the last part of amazing race of orientation last yr, we wouldn't know each other then. it's fate. guess the world is pretty good to me after all. and you ARE the love. :D

PIPI: is this the 6th yr? our love last for so ultra long! and we'r still as loving, or rather, more loving than ever. distance, dependence, roller-coasters..our love's stronger than any jewel. it's you who'd made my life interesting. and our love will still continue...the undying flame! :D

SHIJIE: LAOPO! although we'd just started, i'm sure our love will last LOL. let's visit eighteen chefs together soon. that shall be our love's nest HAHA. we're a HAPPY FAMILY! :D

ERICH, ZHIYUAN, ZHIYONG: sorry but i have to put you 3 together cox i think i'll say the same things anw. all the way since pri sch, tt's pretty long yea. the irony is we're not from the same class last time. although u pple kept bullying me and left me a bad childhood(LOL), i'm still thankful that i've known you 3 musketeers. :D

YITING: it all happened so so randomly and i dunno how the bonsai did we get so close. although you're always suaning me and all, i can sense that you love me alot lol. saying the opposite has always been your forte lol. you make me feel that 40 yrs down the road, you'll still be suaning me while playing mahjong. tts how long our frenship will last. :D

PEISHAN: haa i guess we got much closer ever since we go for tuition together. much gossip, much info all come from you! 40 yrs down the road, you'll be still telling us the latest gossips at the other side of the mahjong table. :D

CHUYING: i know you really really didn't want to come for the concert. but you came in the end! somehow somewhere, sure got a lil part of it is cox of me right? i hope so. haha. so, i appreciate that thought anyhow! of cox you'll be at the remaining side of the mahjong table 40 yrs down the road! :D

HOECHIN: 1 yr plus ago, we randomly met you at the mrt station. everything was so dramatic, and we got to know you. bunch of things happened. thanks for being there when i needed someone that time. no thanks for your consistent suaning yea. don't worry, 40 yrs down the road, we'll let you stand by the side of our mahjong table and pour tea for us. :D

MALCOM: GOH YI LIANG! we just reunited recently lol. long lost fren. this time, we found out much more about you. and you know what? you're seriously a GREAT fren. who will say "ok" so steadily besides u? guess i won't regret msging you to ask you out to the gathering after such a long time. at least, it revived our friendship man! and my b'day's coming. :D

ok those are the pple who came to the concert to support. ya and i think i shouldn't type anymore msges. they'll flood my blog. so..thank you guitar club! thank you janice, thank you jeffrey, thank you mr lieow, thank you alto2. :D

ylm: there's so much for me to say. you will never fail to be there for me, being so ever ready to solve my probs for me, despite your own problems and hectic schedule. and i dunno if it's good, everytime i got a prob or when i'm feeling ultra emo, i'll have the urge to approach you. maybe you have that "APPROACH ME WHEN YOU DON'T FEEL GOOD" face. and, those "visiting benny together" days are awesome! our new band will be coming up soon. xD we went through much things together, and TOGETHER is really the word man. can i apologise for that time? i really don't mean to affect you anyway, anyhow. i just wanted a break. i didn't want to start your tap, as i know your tap can't be stopped easily. so..SORRY, my dearest ylm. don't worry, cox you're GREAT!:) it's amazing that you actually know me so well, to an extent where you know what i am thinkin'. thank you for everything. your never stopping encouragements, your infectious laughter, your realistic solutions to problems, and much more. i really don't know where to find another you. that explains my LOVE for you, and i cherish you, my dear friend. :D

PICTURES TIME!!!~


xinya, ferena, yw and i


yw and i




vain pots


jeffrey and i


yw and jeffrey. notice he has the same pose?


hello. it's pong and i. pong looks dumb. :D


my dearest ylm!




EUGENE! his every action is funny.

me and eugene. HAHA.


taking pic with yw makes him happier.


i just want to laugh at him. HAHAHA.



poor ivan, squatting there having his dinner. it's his 2nd set btw.

WAH SO BRIGHT AH.


after changing into formal. xinya and i.


after concert. seokhan! lol our face-stick-face!


wanting!


sj, pipi and i! we're HAPPY FAMILY!:D

so loving.


what is this? THE LOVES OF MY LIFE!:D



obasan!


zhiyuan, me, erich. finally, i feel short. :D

zhiyong. he's that vp of mj guitar club who didn't want to go to the concert to see his members perform!! HAHA.


pple whom i'll still hang out with 40 ys down the road. :D

if you realise, i think only my expression changed. =.=

don't worry bee siang, i didn't forget you!:D

guitarists!

i love this picture.


and we're flying!!

goodbye, my dearest qinalto. i'll miss you. T.T


what a memorable day. it's a day i'll never forget:D

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i've never known how vulnerable i am, until today...

bonsai_

yes bonsai. i'm not supposed to come online and blog today but i can't hold it anymore. i'm not going to talk about happy or funny or entertaining stuffs so dun have to read it. thanks.

i really don't know how the bonsai am i going to like chem and do well for chem at this rate. it's so demoralising, if he realised. i bet he don't. it's NOT the prob with kids nowadays being haughty and arrogant with high self-esteem and can't be scolded or whatever bonsai. just that, i don't like to be said at for things that aren't true. eg.not making effort, don't bother about the subject.

you think that ONLY sports cca or cca going through competitions are busy? don't try to say that my seniors from guitar did well despite their hectic schedule. diff pple will have diff outcome and i can't handle stress and manage my time as well as them. i suck at both. perhaps i'm just more dumb. can? all those bonsai stuffs that you're repeating every mon make me feel disgusted. like how i told NN b4 chem tutorial, i knew i'll be emo when the lesson's over. i nv knew he's so power to make me emo at the START of the lesson. cool yea.

so you think repeating stuffs and repeated nagging and demoralisation can really motivate us and force us to buck up? it doesn't work for all ok. maybe some will really wake up BUT i'm so sorry, it didn't really work on me. if your purpose's to make me get so sad over my tests results and get so devastated and frustrated over my dumbness, you'd succeeded. should i congratulate you?

however, i don't think you're such a tutor. i know u just wanna wake us(me) up and force us to start working hard. you have good intentions but i guess ur approach's wrong. u'd wasted ard 20mins today, trying to trigger that buck-up-gene. i don't think you can be MORE disappointed than me, can you? who the bonsai will want that kind of bonsai results, and be mocked at? my very own frens might just be laughing at me behind my back. i mean who knows? results don't just appear and shoot up overnight. i don't have that kind of intelligence. i really wonder why am i in TJ. i totally feel stupid over here. everything just don't seem to go smoothly. BONSAI!

i really need to cry or i'll go crazy someday. my bottle is alr full, overflowing. i feel uncomfortable. quick! make me cry! i really need to cry, soon.

he says we shouldn't just spend time on sleeping, should revise work, do TYS, do tutorials and study. excuse me, you think i'm powerpuff girl? even the powerpuff girls need to sleep! guitar practices are very tiring as well ok. go experience it yourself. haaaa. the last thing i wanna know is that he reads my blog. =.=

i feel useless. i'm getting so affected over lil lil things. like, unable to understand the econs essay question after reading it a few times. like, pple laughing so loudly behind me. maybe i'm hallucinating that they're laughing at me. goodness, tt's pretty traumatising ehh.

BONSAI! I NEED TO SCREAM! I NEED TO CRY! FREAK! SAVE ME! BRING ME GO RIDE A TRISHAW! I NEED A BREAK! I WANT A KINDER BUENO! I NEED A BIG BIG HUG! I WANT A PAT ON MY HEAD, TELLING ME IT'S OK! I WANT SATURDAY TO COME, NOW! T.T

sorry for the emoness. sorry my dear frens! i don't mean to emo and affect you all! thanks NN and YLM! BIG BIG LOVE!:D

YLM: our crying session will come soon, maybe on concert day, after concert? jiayou my dear^^

等哭完我就会回家,眼泪我会替自己擦..

blogging day5_

NOW:D
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hello hello:D it's another blogging day pple! and yeah, didn't have the time to blog for the whole of last week and i assume this week as well. why? COX GUITAR CONCERT IS THIS COMING SAT! got your tickets alr? i noe many of you who are coming are not really interested in the concert itself heh. but i, or rather, all of us are practising very hard for it(mon, tues wed all got guitar till late ok!). so instead of doing other stuffs during the concert, do try and listen to the MUSIC ok? at least pay attention when i'm playing la!xD u pple paid $8 to see me ok lol. taoyan. get the best seats!! rmb make big big banner for me WOOOOT!~ ^^

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again, after one fine week, i got truckloads of stuffs and photos to blog about. should i start from today(saturday)? ok i shall. as usual, tuition. after tuition, DINNER with yt and malcom and cy and ps. if u noticed, malcom is the only guy there. poor him. haha he was supposed to go out with his sec sch frens but he came out with us instead. cox of me wad. lol i mean he had to come and collect the concert ticket from me. so he pangseh-ed his frens. ahaa no la i think i booked him long time ago. btw he although he overslept as usual(we met at 7.30pm this time =.=), he didn't wear that hairband again! cox he lost it. lol anw, we were quite guilty cox he had to tahan 4 girls and he had some girl-phobia last time. and he's english-speaking but we're not so somehow he couldn't blend into our conver. i bet he's so bored. ahaa den we went to ms clarity cafe(the tanjong katong outlet) to CHILL and play some games. i won uno! malcom won after me. cy lost eventually and she's the bai chi of the day(actually everyday lol)! they then played heart attack and had some forefeits. i didn't play cox i have a weak heart. =x yada yada. we went home at 11+++pm, rushing to catch the last transport. and malcom missed the last train suayly. he got to take a cab AGAIN. sad. from KEMBANGAN to the PURPLE LINE area. bonsai. poor malcom. i bet he won't wanna come out with us again lol. btw he's gonna get his car license soon den we can ALL go out again! must remain frens with him LOL. realistic. we won't have to bother about the last transport at that time:D
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pictures from LONG time ago.
anything wrong with this picture? looks fine.

pls look at the position of the tjc logo! it's damn high la LOL. this KKB stole someone else's shirt from the toilet and didn't check the size. so he got a much smaller one. he can't even button it la. it's super funny on him lol. den that day after school he still got the cheek to go AMK or somewhere. buay paiseh. =x

SEEE! HAHAHAHAH. xD

mugger(the most left) also laughing at him can.

lol some wed. actually there're 2 more pple in this picture. all squatting side by side to shelter themsleves from the burning sun. can u imagine the scene? a row of tjcians squatting side by side. HAHA.


look at this unglam bonsai! i shall not identify her. so obvious. lalala.

NVM. i still love her!:D

previously, NN was so so addicted to the puzzle game in her GC(graphic calculator). so she kept playing and playing and playing and set a high high score lol. see how addicted she was!

play till so happy sia. during maths lesson somemore! nv pay attention! nv die before. tsktsk.

ok and so last sunday we met up at 18chefs. so i got hold of her GC and started to play and play, trying to break her high score. i played for a VERY long time ok! like walked from 18chefs to mrt station to eastpoint to the shops. and i set another high score wooot!:D
and one fin day, NN was trying to break my high score. so she played and played and played till she gave up(too long liao!).
take a look at her score and my high score.

HAHA just 5points more to a tie. coolness. she was so kek xim. btw the game is gone now cox she cleared memory for the test. sad.

NOTICE THAT WHITE HEART ON NN's HAIR?

HAHA it's actually a bus ticket! i folded for NN and put it there for her during gp lesson. so pretty!:)

in the end she realised she forgot to take it off when we're in the canteen for 15mins alr. LOL.
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some social issues now.
happen to see this on the lift of my grandma's house. don't worry, it's NOT my grandma la! choyy choyy. lazy leh those pple. O$P$. i thought they're supposed to write those lovely words and draw 2 hearts at the end like the ah long movie. =x anyhow, are they even allowed to vandalise like tt? inconsiderate ok. maybe it's just a prank. oh then thats real bad. way too much for a prank.

anw, good luck to that person.

another inconsiderate act. i was taking bus8 on this rainy day. when i board the bus, there's this OBSTRUCTION in the middle of the walking path. like near the exit door. it's a pram(is it?) btw. it's like so big that it occupies 9/10 of the passage path la! den it's like a rainy day and everyone's squeezing. then the mum of this baby pram was SLEEPING! btw her son kept pressing the bus bell continuously. it's so irritating! until someone realised and stopped him. goodness den he joined his mum to sleep. everyone was like so pissed over that HUGE obstruction and can't even alight smoothly. have to squeeze and push to get over it. INCONSIDERATE! bonsai!

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more random stuffs k:D
the "hello hello:D" trend! i wrote it on all 3 calculators man! woooo!


since guitar concert is coming, a picture related to guitar=) pls see this wrongly demostrated way of playing a guitar. only this KK will play it this way. she didn't know it's a guitar. dun blame her. she's none other than my dearest xiaoxue1. tts why she's coming to my concert to learn yea!:D

xiaoxue1 and i! she wore an AA(attract attention) RED shirt! aiyo! the feel of x'mas is in the pic!:D


pretty doughnuts!


solo.


pretty chocs from ylm!

randomly saw someone holding the same phone as me on train.

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went to meet pipi today(sunday)! i'll talk about this another day. very LONG post alr! is this sufficient for my blogging day5? haha maybe not as entertaining la. pardon me k. busy busy busy! CHIONG! i spent so long blogging alr. hope it isn't too bad babes and hunks! wooo. looking forward to concert! JIAYOU JIAYOU!:D

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because none will bother to listen to me_