Endless Dreams_

AWESOME! LAST DAY OF 2009! so many things happened this year. i won't say it's a fantastic year but i guess it's the year with the most number of experiences. lots and lots of experiences. and the most impt thing in life is definitely good health. the pple who'll never fail to be there for you are your family members, and your friends. i'm thankful to have them all! there're greater things in life to worry about, sadder things in the world to emo about. so yes, let's leave all the unhappy memories in 2009 and proceed to start afresh in 2010. A whole new world.


a few bottles..


with an awesome friend.


i cannot believe we're equally white. she used to be much whiter than me la! suntan.


YAY I LOVE PANG PIPI!

forever love~~~~ forever love~~~~

so many more pictures. i hate fb can. it refuses to let me upload these photos. it hates pipi!


and, i still don't understand why ylm and i don't have photos tgt. zzzz.


and......IT'S THE LAST DAY OF 2009 PPLE! LET'S PARTYYYYYYYY!!!!!! (Y)

result for looping one song_

Jezreel ~! says: (12:29:27 AM)
i thought ur msn thing spoil

Jezreel ~! says: (12:29:33 AM)
the song doesn't change


LOLLLLL.. i looped 'shuo huang' for the whole of two days alr. it's THAT addictive. my friend's damn funny. probably i shouldn't keep looping the same song for so long.

._.

分手第七天_

i need to express my gratitude towards all my friends and family. the year is ending right? time for some mushy words! (:

although i expected things to be so much different from what i'm experiencing now, i guess things are not that bad as long as you look at things the right way. i thank my family and friends for that.

thanks ylm!

thanks NN!

thanks E!

thanks X!

thanks steady!

thanks zp!

thanks jiejie!

thanks yy!

thanks gp!

thanks ivan!

thanks pipi!

thanks lp!

i will definitely be there when you pple need me (if i can)! promise.

i thank yoga for his meaningful songs.

and, i sincerely thank you, for everything.


my dear friends.. i love you all!(:

i'm looking forward to the countdown party!! i hope the plan goes well!! it will mark a beautiful ending to 2009 and an awesome beginning to 2010! :D

yes, AVATAR IS DAMN AWESOME! the beginning is kind of boring but when you enter Pandora, tsktsktsk.. i can't believe i'm still talking about Avatar a few days after watching. everyone who watched is saying it's mad good, and yes, it is that good. i didn't plan to watch at first but luckily i did. enough. watch it if you haven't.

the other day, i was at Body Worlds with my bro and cousin. guess what? Mr Goh Chok Tong's there too!

Guy A: What time's dinner tonight?

Guy B: 7.45pm Sir.

i was thinking who will use the word 'Sir', so big shot. i turned ard and i saw this tall man! ya guy A's dear Mr Goh. he is really tall!!

and we went to IMM after that and saw Mark Lee. he uses a tote bag in real life too! ._.


Yoga, 林宥嘉. 说谎.


我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来 骗我说 渴望的 有可能 有希望..

almost forgot, have an awesome Christmas and a fabulous 2010 pple! (:

ps. my brothers are damn cute! one is wearing red shirt and one is wearing green. coincidence?

雨爱_

ending song for 海派甜心, Hi My Sweetheart.



真希望雨能下不停..

No Surprise_

in life, there're just too many unexpected stuffs going on. like what i always say, things always happen when it's least expected. however, things do happen when they're being expected as well. here comes No Surprise. unfortunately, they're usually the negative stuffs. don't expect positive stuffs to happen when you're actually expecting it._. if you get what i'm trying to say. still, i do believe everything happens for a reason. probably you'll see something you overlooked previously. that is why we shouldn't give up on ourselves whenever something bad strikes you! easier said than done, but not impossible to do.

and here, i have to say that Mothers work wonders on their children! although sometimes they can be real naggy and stuff, you can't deny the way they influence you. no matter how much my friends tried to comfort me, mummy's words work best. it's like a miraculous cure. and a thousand praises is nothing as compared to my parents'. that's why i'm so afraid to disappoint them no matter how rebellious i am. in the end, i still hope to be their little girl, forever(:
i guess it's the same to every one of you. it's a gift to have your parents as your parents. how many times did you actually make them feel happy? we don't know how long more can we stay together as a family, so do treasure every moment while we can:D

i'm surprised with how the songs, words and dramas can speak so well to me during this period of time.

i'm addicted to 海派甜心 and i'm rewatching it again and again while waiting for the next episode to be out.
Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang Dalang~~~

it's the 20th today. i'm so not looking forward to the school reopen. i'm looking for a motivation, which will keep me going.

i don't want to be like Dalang.

unlike 恶魔在身边 which has only 3 pathetic songs, 海派甜心 has quite a few! awesome songs with appropriate, meaningful lyrics.


我在等一个人，
在等我的永恒，
告诉我爱不单行，
别害怕.

我在等一个人，
在等我的永恒，
告诉我爱不单行，
相信它..

回到过去_

不知道你有没有试过很想念一个人？

不是纯粹想念他，而是想念过去的他？

或者当你在不经意地翻开一些东西后，突然很想念过去，想回到过去？

就在今晚，我感觉到了。

要是我们能够选择停留在自己最享受，最开心的时光，那该有多好。

但，你会选择哪个时光呢？

突然，好想你。从前的你。你是否也在怀念从前的我呢？

或许，我们都还一样。

但，若能回到过去，就好了...

where is my happy holiday??_

it's nearing the end of the year and it kind of saddens me. what exactly happened this yr? this year is definitely the year with the most tears (in my memory). well, i can't rmb how many times i've cried for EACH event. and, how much tears i've wasted. i don't know what's happening as well. WHY I CRY SO MUCH AH. i need to wake up my idea! ._.

well, i rmb crying over A level results cos i know i'll disappoint my parents.

crying over the job which i hated so much because of that SOAB. i think i blogged about this earlier in the yr.

and after getting a new job, crying over the 委屈 i got there. all the unfair treatment and some disgusting bootlickers.

then, crying over having to stay in hostel and all the arguments with my brothers. i was really reluctant to stay. i mean, I STILL AM.

continuing, being so disgusted with hostel life and stressful sch life, sometimes my tears just rolled down uncontrollably. i rmb that time, my bro refused to let my mum call me everyday in order for me to be more independent. hence, mummy didn't for a few days. i finally called her and dear tears just appeared again. i think my pillow from the hostel room has lots of tears lol.

oh oh but the one on my bed now has more.

within my family, there was some arguments earlier on and tears visited again.

thereafter, i got into a relationship and i believe a relationship involves much laughter, with inevitable tears. no?

too much too much.

and then i finally got to leave the hostel, exams ended, i can escape from school, take a break, live together with my family, meet my lovely friends, spend time with my dear poot.... now tell me where's my long deserved happy holiday?!?! x(

my exams ended like ard one week earlier than others, so i kind of stoned for a week before i got to meet my lovely friends. i planned to do many things and meet a lot of pple during this holiday. what's wrong with this dec! so many negative things happening. how can how can.

things always happen when you least expect it. i was expecting an awesome holiday, but no. i was expecting beautiful things to happen, but no. i wasn't expecting anything bad to happen to anyone, but yes.

i've learnt to lower my expectations and be prepared for the worst.

it works! beautiful things started to happen then. or probably it's because i didn't find those things beautiful back then.

if not for this incident, i don't think daddy and i will sit down and talk. and i suddenly rmb those times when he used to piggyback me from the bedroom to the living room lol. he used to drive me from sch to the mama shop to buy ice cream and then pick mummy up from her workplace after tt. the ice cream got include free stickers one! that was kindergarten man. i miss those times.

i guess my family's more bonded due to this incident as well. every cloud has its silver lining huh.

there is not enough time. i want to spend hours and hours with each and every close friend. every friday night with tomatoes, walking round and round TK with pipi - middle finger hooked, 18chefs with ylm, mugging sessions with nn all ard the east, tuesdays with laoxue, days in MBS with yy, jiejie, lw and friends, neverending phonecalls with steady.. true friends are hard to find. can i just keep them with me? if i can, i'll get a super huge mansion and all of my loves shall have a room each! :D

poor poot just extracted his tooth out ytd and he's having fever now. things just keep happening. i don't know what i can do to make him feel better.

i feel so useless when all i can say is "take care ah. drink more water." "don't do this this this, that that that." "sleep more, rest well." be it to my dad or poot or anyone. well, i know saying those can't take any pain off them. but i don't know how else i can help, what else i can do.

and my hair keeps falling non-stop.

真失败.

i want daddy to get well, i want grandma to get well, i want poot to get well, and i need everyone to be healthy!

i merely want a happy holiday.

everything will be fine. everything has to be fine. tell me it will be fine, and tell me it's fine. please, be fine.

me and my limited vocab.

listening to emo songs can make one emo even when you're not emo, but listening to happy songs cannot make one happy. not at all. not even a little.

这种离开, 原来才最叫人永远难忘.._

是不是拥有以后
就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题


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傻瓜

不知不觉 哭了好久
我还想着你说过的话
你说要一起加油
说要再牵着我
可是我却看不见你的手

那天晚上 泪如雨下
我哭倒在房间地板上
随便张望都崩溃
回忆在每个地方
相爱的画面 为什么那么心伤

我只是一个傻瓜
为你把眼泪流光
心碎了却还是假装自己好坚强
我笑得好傻
不过在掩饰哀伤
痛的时候
才真的看见绝望

我只是一个傻瓜
为你把力气用光
也许你早就不在我却还在奢望
你走得好静
一点也没有声响
这种离开
原来才最叫人永远难忘

MAO TOOT!_

oh gosh. you pple got to see this..

MAO TOOOT, welcome to my life!:D


tooo adorable, beyond words.

CUTE OR NOT?!?!

NYAAAA!! x'mas season!


i think pooot hugged it too much, it has his smell now.

it's damn fat and comfortable! it has a huge tumtum and enormous buttbutt and lots of chest hair and just hair. very exciting.

if you're wondering why mao tooot, it's because, if you rmb, i have one maomao! this is maomao number 2 since they're of the same species, and TADAAAA, MAO TOOT!! (:

my mum keeps repeating that mao toot is a horrible name. she says "call one 大毛 and the other 小毛 better." LOL. super cute mummy.


ohhh maomao and mao toot took pictures tgt too!
irresistable simply:3


both just look very retardedly cute and you just can't help but laugh and hug them tight.

and i think maomao got hugged tooo much, it's super flat as compared to mao toot's huge tum and butt. head also. poor maomao!! ):

anw, maomao's from dear NN for my bday present this yr(:

and mao toot's for nthg._. i just got mao toot this morning anw, it's freshly clean! queue up to hug that adorable POS! :B

LOVES NN!

LOVES MAOMAO!

LOVES MAO TOOT!

LOVES MAO POOT (new name)!

who's to blame?_

i guess everyone will have this habit of pushing the blame to the others when things go wrong. i just got to blog about this, since i'm a tutor.

as parents, when your child don't achieve good/expected results, the first person you'll blame will be the tutor. like "i've paid so much money to hire this tutor and my child still got such lousy results. what is this. that useless tutor. waste my money."

this is similar to "why didn't my child do well for exams? must be the bad influences ard him/her. they should stop mixing ard with each other."

the truth is, the individual himself has to be responsible too, isn't it? if the individual doesn't want to listen to the tutor, doesn't want to learn, nobody can force him to. how can the parents be so cruel to just push all the blame to the poor tutor(s) when the tutor might be trying all she can to help the child alr?

perhaps everything will be related to the individual. if he/she is willing to learn, with abit of help, results will show.

when the results are up to expectations, parents will think that their child is amazing. who will think that the tutor is awesome, or the pple ard the individual are positive influences. probably just neutral. how is this fair?


anw, there's something i can't understand. when i told my parents i'm having this one and a half months of holiday, they asked me to go get a job. it's only one and a half months, i haven't got any rest and i'm supposed to go get a job? i don't get their point. it's not like we're damn poor and can't afford three meals. it's not like i'm not earning money. it's not like i'm taking money from them. it's not like it's a very long holiday. they said i'll be bored staying at home. NO I WON'T.

here's the irony. when i go out, they'll keep nagging at me for spending so much money when i go out. when i stay at home, they'll nag at me for not getting a job. helllooo how do you know how much i spend when i'm outside? they just want me to get a job. i'm sick of the routine. why must it always be school OR work? can't it be fun? it's just less than a week of holiday and my mum says i should study for next sem. i haven't even enjoyed any shit! FML! >=(


why're there much more problems when i'm having holiday than when i'm not?
well, sometimes i really hope my mum can be more open minded..

and sometimes i really hope some things can remain unchanged..

Tell me what i want to hear: EXAMS ARE OVER!_

HAPPY LIKE SHIT!
no, happier than shit! i survived! i'm so excited that i feel like hugging everybody! :D

well, those still having exams, hang in there! it'll be over before you know it!
those whose exams are over too, let's party!!!! (:

kamikaze_

EXAMS = SUICIDE

with tweety bird plaster.

NN's bday celebration_

okay i was browsing some other blogs and when i see that there're no updates, i felt kind of pek cek. nothing new for me to read. well, probably it's time for my blog to have something new to read. *hero*

well.. it was NN's bday celebration with the tj clique. the bimbos and himbos. aiya i can't believe we didn't take a group photo of all 10 of us. and i can't believe my camera only has 5 pple's faces out of the 10._. okay i believe yy has more pics but she hasn't upload yet. so let's see what i have.

okay before this celebration, pokpok (pp), wanwan (ww), gst and i actually planned to surprise nn at 12am sharp at her hostel room door on the actual day. woohooo it's my first time doing such stuff. why?? i think everyone should have a memorable bday and nn's memorable bday
shall include my presence! :D oh i got a rilakkuma cushion for her. i didn't take a picture of it though. i think it's kind of useful. can use it in hostel, at home, in lecture, in car, bagus!

okay so it was ard 11.40 when gst came to pick me and pp up and off we go to nn's room. gst failed terribly cos he exposed himself too much! it's pretty obvious that he's gonna "surprise" nn at 12. he ended up getting scolded by pp and i from the beginning till the end lol! don't worry nn, we'll train him for you. nyahaha.

anw, it was ard 12 alr so we're all ready outside nn's door, with gst holding the cake and knocking the door. lol okay this is the funny part, after the door knock, we can hear lots of sounds from the room. nn scolding lots of vulgarities lol!! she was like reluctant to open the door which is fake!! i know she's happy. hehe. after like 15mins or so, ww finally opened the door on nn's behalf. wooo gst went in first, followed by pp and i surprising nn. aiyo i can see her touched blissful face. nyahaha.

yada yada~

i didn't take pictures!! okay after some fun in the room ^^, gst drove us to NIE carpark to play sparkles (i dropped my pinkon and it's severely injured! T.T). and to some boon lay kopitiam for supper and back to hostel! oh oh pp tried to test drive gst's car and nn and i almost died! :/

alright and it's a sunday when we met at taka's crystal jade to celebrate nn's bday with the tj clique. finally, some pictures ahh~

must always take a picture of yourself before going out to check how cool you look. it's different from the mirror, really.

my potato(: he's staring at some other hot babes.

hahaha his tumtum!

random

copied random

dearest NN and i!

"let me kiss you leh?"

nyahaha! come on.

ai yo wei yo, that's nn and gst!

see who's the clown.

and the insisted photo lol.
my gan dang, nn's gst and yy's jason.

the truth is i turned my head cos i don't want my face to appear so big!

in the restaurant. my noodles on the left and the plate on the right is for gan dang.

tt's all for him. he said he's a vegetarian.

and the cake.
this is a love triangle. fighting for nn!

i think i will win:3

nn and the cake! happy de leh! (:

on the way back home.

"he called me a dangerous driver know!"

my artistic talent. *smirks*

gan dang is having some outfield exercise now):

i shall go mug alr. exams on wed, thurs and the next mon! good luck to me. i'm still not in the mugging mood._.

kamikaze!

Georges Night_

it was a friday night when NN and i made our way to Georges! it's a pub somewhere along Siglap. Since it's a friday night, the place's full house and we can hardly find a seat. however, we just want to get our butts in and drink. the waiter got us an ulu corner in the end and we ordered our drinks. it was like behind the pool table and NN got attacked by the pple playing pool with their sticks for quite a few times. poor her.

anw, photo of our drinks!

the tall cup on the left is mine! mexican devil or what. it's awesome, cos got cherry!! tastes like ice cream. and the short one on the right is NN's kamikaze! she likes it but the vodka taste is too strong for me. burps.

and here's her enjoying her kamikaze! GIM ZAI!! :D

oh oh we were at kfc before that. practising the art of sucking.

yes my favourite whipped potato!! sucking it up is damn shiok. but stir properly first.

try it try it!!

okay i think i can hear NN screaming for Georges again. after exams darling!!! (:

haiyo so many things to blog about and i don't know which one to blog next. free style! exams coming!! :S *chants*

*chants*

*chants*

*chants*

*chants*

finally, i'm back home.._

YES i'm finally home! (: (: (:
home feels the best, regardless of how dirty and noisy it is!

and this is the family portrait specially for my 2nd bro's graduation. waited for ard 3months for the collection of photo. it's in my living room now.
my eldest bro resembles my mum, my 2nd bro resembles my dad and i resemble my brothers.

it's quite obvious who's the eldest and all by that description huh? nyahahaha!!

and they kept saying that will be the last graduation photo for our family cos i am not going to graduate. TMD!! this is reverse psychology, i know!!!

i'm like brain dead due to the hectic week! HECK! i need to sleep.

anw, i don't understand why pple don't smile when they see their classmates. instead, they give the bu shuang face. i don't even know them personally, just know tt we're in the same lecture (only 37 pple in the entire lecture hall). 不爽啥？屁.

goodnight!

the night's awesome because you're here (:

"Don't say sorry to me, say sorry to yourself."

sorry, myself.

ACHMED sings x'mas carol!_

it's not christmas yet but i want to share this video! it's super funny!! most of you watched achmed the terrorist alr, not sure if you pple watched this one before! damn funny! i love this! i think potato loves this too. you pple will love it! new x'mas carol to sing! (:

Dashing through the sand
with a bomb strapped to my back.
I have a nasty plan
for Christmas in Iraq.
I got through checkpoint A,
but not through checkpoint B.
That's when I got shot in the ass
by the US Military...

[it's not funny!]

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
Mine blew up you see.
Where are all the virgins
that Bin Laden promised me?
Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
U.S. soldiers shot me dead.
The only thing that I have left
is this towel up on my head.

I used to be a man,
but every time I cough,
thanks to Uncle Sam,
my nuts keep falling off.
My bombing days are done.
I need to find some work.
Perhaps it would be much safer
as a convenient store night clerk.

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
I think I got screwed.
Don't laugh at me because I'm dead
or I'll kill you...

I KILL YOUOUOU!

my favourite language_

qinyu is in deep shit and NIE is that shit_. says: (11:47:22 PM)
堂客油

Moonjy says: (11:47:41 PM)
尾了卡么

i'm a reporter!_

SIGH! so no life. i kind of hate my life now. but i kind of love it too. forced to do reports, reports and reports. apparently next week's the dateline, deadline for one 2000words chinese report, one 3000words psycho report and another 2000words chinese report the following week. i'm halfway through the first report and i'm so sure i will not leave the hostel during weekdays until the very last day of submission.

i finally know why NIE pays us for the first two years. they're trying to compensate for our high stress level and missing sleep moments. only for the first two years cos for the next two years, WE HAVE NO CHOICE! damn. this is a path of no return. i regret, i really do! SHIT!

anw, i just submitted the hostel withdrawal form earlier in the day. i guess i've made the right decision(: I HOPE.

i'm so so tired from the reports yet i can only have cup noodles for meals. i feel so sad, so neglected.

something sweet to make up for the emoness.
very gorgeous flowers. got purple know! omg. loved. i'll post more pictures of them next time!

and you know what? six roses means i want to be yours(:

i'm yours.

i am in deep shit and NIE is that shit!

bye bye singlehood_

我爱上的唯一,
我爱上的纯净..
因为是你..

alright i think it'll be quite fun if i blog about how i feel now. kind of awkward, weird, regretful (i shouldn't have said the good date thingy), excited, curious, nervous, anticipating, worried and a whole truck of mixed feelings. hahahahaha. shit. goodnight! C:

这是爱，我们的爱..
还不确定却好实在..

my mummy is the greatest mum on Earth! I LOVE YOU MUMMY! C:

cutest potato_

potato saw this signboard and the 8 words, 汤水一流，人人皆知.


potato: what's that word? 人人 what?

me: jie1 zhi1. means everybody also know. very well-known.

potato: so why will everyone know when the water starts to flow??

me: ._.

HAHAHAHA potato is so cute. i spent the night laughing at him. C:

now he knows that 一流 means very good, top one(:

你是我最珍贵的财富..

RETARDALE!_

as mentioned, it's about retardale today. it's quite obvious that retardale is actually a dale that looks retarded right? haha such a cute name! okay since mr potato doesn't mind revealing what happened, i shall blog about how retardale finally appeared in front of my dear eyes.. O.O

last friday, i went to meet ylm for dinner. it's our candlelit dinner alright. she brought me to raffles city to eat crepe._. eh and it's very nice! mushrooms rock! and we walked to suntec city after dinner while singing 你最珍贵 for N times. it's super addictive. when we reached suntec, some PA system played the exact song man. it's like meant for us. awww.

anw, went to meet potato afterwards. we took a bus from suntec to pp and then walked over to ecp. along the way, he kept telling me he got a surprise for me, attempting to make me 心痒痒. well, i have high control level hence i didn't really itch. but i was still very curious. like, what surprise can a potato give right? maybe produce 10 large whipped potatoes for me? YAY.

actually it's quite obvious tt it's a gift. i wasn't trying to guess what it exactly was cos i was really really tired at that time. he said he got to go meet his friend to exchange some words and give him something or what. the friend was ard mac side. so we crossed the underground tunnel to ecp and apparently this potato walked the wrong direction and we wasted time walking back again. i tsk him!

anw, fast forward. he saw his friends then he insisted that it's something very serious and personal that they want to talk about, so i have to keep a distance away. come to think of it, it's kind of fake._. but i was too tired to think properly at that time.

a few mins later, he came out and we continued our journey to search for a cool spot to rest. i think economic crisis is so bad that all the couples are gg to ecp! PDAing everywhere. oh oh there's this particular scene i have to mention! there's this young couple, the guy sitting on the bench, the girl sitting on the guy's lap, kissing, guy's hand going in the girl's hot pants from below. the spot isn't very dark so i can actually see what's happening heh. gasp*

(okay okay retardale's coming out soon...) then we walked along the path. i can feel that potato's right hand is holding on to something but i can't really see cos i'm walking on the left side. then, the streetlight from the back casted a shadow of the object and i can see something that looks like a bottle. LOL and i exposed him. tt's kind of bad but it's really funny! xD

then we found a perfect cool spot, a spot without couples PDAing ard. and we sat down. like finally. then, he passed me the bottle-like object...


the ribbon is super gorgeous! (:


i wonder how're the roses doing now after a week of hibernating at home. can pluck the petals out and "he loves me, he loves me not.....lunlun loves me!"


he still owes me 2073 flowers which he said they will grow out from the two roses the next day if not he will CHOP! now he has to CHOP! hello potato, please chop! (:

anw, after that, he said that's not all.. nononono~ i'm supposed to guess what is the gift and since it's something i like, it has got to be my dear chip n dale!! he took it out and LOL, RETARDALE!!!

super adorable yet retarded. totally reminds me of potato. and it's hanging happily in my hostel room now. awww.

luckily i did prepare something for him also. i didn't expect him to surprise me though. unexpected surprises are the best! the best way to have unexpected surprises is to not expect anything. and things always happen when it's least expected. i didn't expect someone like potato to appear in my life, and he did. now i can't kick him away. shit._. heh. i mean i'm not kicking him away(:

okay let's see what potato has done so far.. he's not paiseh anyway! HAHAHA. if this part of the post suddenly disappears, means he is paiseh.

cheesecake! i made this okay! okay we. no LS! power la!

my mum's bugging me to make one. she got all the ingredients prepared alr lor! enthu seh.

what is this? campbell soup pasta plus chicken and disgusting carrots and onions lol. i can cook better yay.


2 tubes of saga seeds which i didn't take picture of. my very lovely guardian angel pig is hugging one of it now. my brilliant idea ^^

i gave him this cute plaster okay!! so cute elephant.



okay that's all for today. got to run for lecture. test's a bitch today. see you all! (:

11/10/09_

this is such a special day! nothing to blog also must blog. actually i have alot of things to blog but i'm super lazy to blog and when i got the feel to blog, the pictures are in pinkon(my phone) and i can't bluetooth it to my laptop(but puree can bluetooth to pinkon. one-sided love) so i can't blog. im lazy to transfer through the memory card cos everything will be reset again.

anyhow, HAPPY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY STEADY!!! it's been don't know how long since we last met and i miss you SO MUCH! i have ALOT to tell you! PLEASE APPEAR TO BE AVAILABLE SOON! have an awesome last teen-bday! I LUBB EUU! xD

had been ultra busy with schoolwork. i don't know why but every single shit just loves to fall to me together at the same time. suffocating me and it's a really horrible feeling. now i understand why suicide rates are increasing. but no worries, i don't feel like committing suicide cos the world is still very beautiful to me (: and since i'm stuck in s'pore, the only reason why it's beautiful is because of the pple.

and since sec sch i've been thinking, "wah this peson, nv talk to her one day i'll feel damn distant one. she's so weird."

until today, i realise I'M THE WEIRD ONE. if i nv talk to this person for one day, i'll suddenly feel very far from this person and i won't dare to initiate a chat unless it's a need or an ultra strong want.

i took this ytd evening before going out to check my eyebags and apparently THEY'RE VERY HUGE AND OBVIOUS AND UGLY! shit.

hope you pple did something special on this very special date! i guess i did(:


next post will be about RETARDALE! (:

I WANT TO JOG!_

there there.. one fine day of the recess week, dear NN and i went to parkway to continue our mugging journey. we had been resting since the end of A's. and everything's so nostalgic. bad memories returned! mugging is no fun. same old mugging venue, facing the same old face (LOL not literally!). just tt now have to use laptop instead of thick notes, WHICH IS BAD cos i'm typing REPORTS! 2000 words and 2000 words and 2000 words of reports, both chinese and english. for which i haven't complete a single one till now._. so screwed.

anyhow, we went to have a nice haircut for our fringe! and took 3 beautiful pictures in the library using puree! there! ^^






she's back to bangs and me...han na i know got cut like nv cut but at least i'm exposing my eyes alr. HAHA my fringe is poking my eyes now once again. shucks.

after mugging, we then proceeded to siglap for my tuition with A. alright, here comes another ridiculous story. tuition is supposed to be at 7.30. at 6.50, i received a msg from the mum, asking if i could go over at 7.45 instead. 15mins diff also wanna keh gao. i told her i'm on my way alr, will 7.30 do? she replied okay.

so, i reached her place at 7.25 (good to be early!). to my surprise, there's nobody home except for the maid and the dog. THE DOG IS SO CUTE! my source of entertainment while waiting. so the maid welcomed me and got me a glass of plain water. she then called her "mum". she told me they're coming back soon. okay so i waited patiently.

then, it was 7.45. i received a call from her mum. she told me she can't find A and she'll come back now to drive me to the mrt station. i was shocked. can you imagine how big my eyes went? wah seh. then i told her i'm meeting my friend at siglap after tuition. she said she'll try to look for awhile more.

it was 8pm. i heard some sounds at the door so i thought to myself, "FINALLY.." well, i turned over and only the mum appeared. she apologised and said she couldn't find A anyhow. hence, i went for nothing. however, the mum paid me for the half an hour. that's really nice of her.

but i still cannot believe that A ranaway from home/tuition when the next day is her chinese exam. either she really hates chinese or she really hates me. sigh.

for B, the notorious one, i scolded her real bad. well, i didn't want to, and it's all for her own good.... heh. she became soooo guai for the rest of THAT lesson. bagus!

okay i'm drifting too far. after getting the half an hour pay, i went to look for NN and we proceeded to georges excited! it was her virgin experience and it's with ME! taoyan. she loves her tequila sunrise so much that she was finishing her 2nd glass when i'm still halfway through my sex on the beach. sounds wrong, but sex on the beach is awesome! still sounds wrong. heck la. pretty nice place. i mean georges. and we'll be back! (:

this week is hell for me. i almost thought i will die of stress ytd night. so cocked. luckily i survived!! it's not easy. i planned to jog to destress today but it drizzled la tmd! now the stress is still kek-ing there. 猪八戒. oh oh THANKS NN for ytd! :D love me alot leh you! and serene also. so sweet to help me find books. lovely. and of cos, my superman(: love you all! ^^

the world is very irritating. why must 犯贱 theory exist?

:D looking forward to friday, my book out day!~

_you belong with me