Monday, June 30, 2008

emo and a corner of happiness_

the title is by NN ok. i won't think of such a lame, oh i mean innovative title man. :D and a corner of happiness is about beloved NN! yes NN, you shall take the top corner this time round alright? always place you at the bottom, HOW CAN?! ok now everyone knows this post is about YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU........hurhur. NN and i walked to school this morning. actually we walk to school together every morning!xD and we spent a day in school. then, we ate fries with cheese at ljs after school. it was so filling and we're satisfied. ok stop thinking about the oil and friends:D we had a great time today! HA HA HA. lousy description. err basically she's loving me more than she thought she did. :/ alright don't roll your eyes! so to sum up everything, we love each other alot but we're not lesbians! we're just, more than friends. :x
hello NN, such a perfect paragraph just for you!:)

yes one more happy thing. i can msg again tmr! it's a brand new month and i have 1000 free msges to spare yo! alright NN, ylm and friends! fret not! for i can msg again! woooooot. xD


so i shall move on to emo stuffs alr. not really feeling emo. i'm supposed to be feeling sad and unhappy and emo and all the nuts yet i'm not! err it's about the exams results anw. i guess i'm too used to all these bonsai and just...maybe immune to them. but then! the thing is usually i'll get so worried and have the motivation to study and work harder. YET I DONT FEEL A THING NOW! i'm still happily watching dvds and having happy chats with NN! i'm pretty afraid that i've alr given up hope. then i might just go mr bean to work. they're hiring leh! :x
anw, my brain is real worried but my heart and body don't seem to care. am i okay? do i need a shrink? bonsai. i'm totally in the holiday mood.
莫名其妙! i did study. i studied throughout the hols! i really did. i don't care if there're pple staring at the screen laughing now. i tried to study alr. i sacrificed my entire hols for this damn bonsai exam, yet i think i'm getting worse results. maybe it's the effort. not enough effort? i'm living in self-denial.
i don't want to blog anymore.

on a random note, i don't like school. i love my friends!:D

i'll go see kitty's blog now!:)

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