no dude, i don't have a problem. i have many problems. but i guess that's part and parcel of our lives. that's a postcard btw. cool huh. and yes, it's my beloved YOGA's bday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOGA! he's the best!:D his album's awesome alright:)
i realised something today. although pple always say that it's the process that matters, pple only care about the result. you yourself will be the only one who'll experience the process, the torment, the lessons. what others care and see will be the result, the outcome, the effects.
eg. exams. the process of taking an examination is such a turmoil to many. however, you think others care about how much you've been through? how much you've studied? how hard you've tried? it's the results, the marks, the grades that matters at the end of the day. whatever bonsai stress you're under, or how many brainless careless mistakes you've made, nobody will know and they won't bother, at all!
the school will only look at your final grades and determine if you need to see the principal to get some lashings in case you spoil the school's reputation for not doing well in A's.
your tutors will only look at your total marks and determine if you need to attend remedial classes and zillions of extra lessons which can kill.
your friends will only ask about how many marks you've got to determine your smartness and if you're a pathetic loser.
your parents will only look at how many 'A's you have to determine if you'd put in enough effort.
hey, this world is pretty realistic, isn't it?
"the stress level of watching your spouse die is 100%." oh cool. i think i'm living in the stress level of 94.3859301%. a lil more and i'll be as stressed as watching my spouse die everyday.
i went for a jog today, after school. jogging can really make me forget everything for the moment. furthermore, it burns calories! goodness, i killed two birdies with a stone today..
_i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you..
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