what's happening?_

it's dearest monday again. such a lovely monday cos the morning lesson was cancelled and i dont have to come back hostel on a sunday night. well that implies i can sleep on my comfy lil nest for one more night. aiya you all don't know one la.

so i'm only back in hostel this morning, with a large bag of FOOD! yes ah went to ntuc with my family ytd night to stock up on my food supply and i grabbed things like they're free! that's why i love to shop with family! (:

getting to my hostel from home requires 1.5hrs! super long. the journey never fails to make me doze off for at least a sec or two. i don't fall asleep on public tranports unless i'm really, really tired. and everytime from simei must pray that there's a seat for me if not i have to stand for 54mins zzz.

so lecture was 3hrs today and i was so hungry! and i was late for lecture all thanks to pigeon. *stares* ask me print what notes, so ex and we don't need it today! it's okay i got a free meal in return. BUT i was FORCED to eat the plain porridge due to the persistent pigeon while that thing got to eat western food when both of us are sick. then i got to stare at a pigeon eat nice crispy chicken while i have to eat chicken that's soaked in porridge!! T.T

anw, had vitasoy and it changed its packaging! suaku me didn't know heh. err it's mirror image due to photobooth. drink finish very full one. wanna 吐奶._.

and look at my white nails! i painted them ytd night at dear home. i wanted to make some patterns but it was getting too late alr. my toe nails are black lol! pigeon says they're very ugly but i think pigeon is the ugliest HAHA.

last week ntu's having cca fair and flea market. wah i didn't know there'll be a flea market la! obviously i'll spend. i can't resist cheap and pretty stuffs. the bf shirt is the most worth it one lor. super pretty. i'm gonna wear on wed ahaha.

don't know why pple staying in hostel don't bother to dress up. yaya so near to sch still dress up for what. but like isn't it that you're nearer to sch so you have more time than others to dress up? dressing up makes one feel confident and you see alr also happy what. 是不是..

*gasps* my white colour nails are fading off! oh no i nv bring the polish over. i better keep my hands to myself alr. so many days more to 撐！

on a side note, 天才衝衝衝 is really hilarious!! i finally got to watch it on tv ytd night. probably i'll watch on youtube eh. my eyesight is deteriorating man! damn.

my blog song- 愛上 by 小宇 is very nice!

alright i guess i gtg do my laundry alr. it's really laundry day(geek in the pink) today. @%#*!$*#!^&

this friday is very the busy day ah.

再會啦！ (:

new faces in my life_

it's been one week plus since my last post. yea i'm in hostel now, sneezing non-stop for dont know what reason. must be the weather. supposed to be resting now but, yea after this post(:

hostel is fine for now. many things to do here on my own like my laundry, food stuffs, washing, cleaning, taking care of myself basically. then i realised how well my parents are taking care of me! then i'll start to miss home and emo again._. no la!

my roommate is nice, but i'm a very fan jian person so i can't seem to be good friends with nice pple. so those who're still my friends(more than friends) till today, i'm sorry to say that YOU PPLE ARE NOT NICE! heh heh. i like~~

i'm so proud of my hostel room cos it's ultra neat and tidy as compared to my room at home. can't be compared la seriously. so i keep inviting pple over to visit me lol. I LOVE VISITS! stupid tomatoes like yt, cy and meow are not here yet, and steady haven't visit! pple like lao xue and niang, FORGET IT. lalala.

as pple come and when they fiddle with my dear puree, i'll force them to leave their ugly faces! wuahahhaa. a few to entertain!

start with a normal one. ling-a-ling, NN and i!




newly-wed.


honeymoon with her mistress. or am i the mistress? ._.


my fav photo!!! :D


awww cute lil thing.


^^




my NIE classmates.


my fav effect.


ending with a normal one(:


okay okay i hope they didn't scare you pple.

as for sch, i think i prefer sch than hostel cos i dont know pple ard in my hostel. although i don't enjoy the lessons and can't really understand, it's the pple that matters right? wah seh better not let my classmates see. tsktsk.

NN and ling-a-ling contribute largely to my happy hostel days. NN pls dont act shy :D

the food here super cheap la how can how can! one main reason why you guys should come to ntu is becos the food is cheap and good! lots of choices as well! mac, subway, canadian pizza, sakae, all the canteens, food courts, cafe.....

there's flea market in ntu this week! so cheap la i buy buy buy!

i want to sing leh!

in any case, i still think home is the BEST! i love family(:

i'll be back sooon..

字不醉人人自醉， 因為回憶總是美..

dear blog.._

i'm suffocating. i don't dare to say that i want to do things which i like, i just don't want to do things which i dislike. for the whole of this yr, i guess almost everything's against my wishes. it's so sickening and i'm suffocating so much i'm going to explode, and i exploded.

i don't really want to go nie, i don't want to stay in a hostel, i don't like camps, i don't like new environment which forces me to meet whole new pple and to the extent of leaving home. why can't i stay at home? why must i have to stay in hostel? i don't like! i don't like to quarrel with my family, i hate to shout at them. but i don't know why i just can't control myself.

i think whatever they say is so ridiculous that i have to rebut. then after shouting, i feel like shit cos i've never tried to let them understand what i'm thinking as well. i don't know how to communicate. i know my brothers and parents are doing things for my good but it's like against my will?

there's nthg i'm enjoying now, i'm even leaving home man tmd. packing things over these few days, saddening. i will miss home! i don't wanna leave home. i rather listen to my mum's nagging.. i've never left home for more than a week, seriously.

this yr sucks. i'm always making my family worried for me. and i thought providing for myself, not taking allowance from them is very noble. then i realised, it's no big deal. anyone can do so, i'm still making my family worry over the smallest things. they're always protecting me and i'm still living in my princess world.

my brothers helped me coordinate with the hall pple and asked me to attend hall camp cos they're worried that i will have no friends and no one can help me when i'm in need in hostel. i don't like camp, so we keep arguing over this matter. why can't i appreciate things from my family when i can be so grateful to my friend when he/she says "good luck" or whatever. siao gin na.

i don't know what i can do. my hair is not drying under the strong fan at all.

i really want to say sorry and thank you but i don't have the courage to. i feel so terrible.

我真的不想长大..

wash your body, wash your hands too.._