Wednesday, March 25, 2009

THAT SOAB!_

this is the first ever time i'm gonna scold vulgarities in my blog man. i've never been so angry before. never ever.

there goes this fucker who happens to be my former employer which his centre happens to be at some plaza in the east. ohhh i never say who and where man. that ass can't sue me. should i say that it's just my luck to pick up his call on one morning and work for 9 fucking shitty days?


it has been a month since i'm supposed to get paid. this fucker kept procrastinating, giving all sorts of shit excuses. okay pple, this isn't just about money. the irony is this fucker hired me to go chase debts from his clients who haven't pay him. and now, he's the fucktard who's not paying. haa. serves him right. hopefully all his clients don't pay up.


the day i went for the interview, he said everything SO nicely. it sounded like a heaven over there.
he told me that the lunch hour WILL be paid. there's 15mins(which i had to report 15mins earlier) for me to go buy food back to eat in the centre. and i said, "WAH can eat inside ah?" he said, "well, you can do anything in here as long as you work." then he said strictly no msn allowed. oh sure. this paragraph is very impt.

over the 9days, i've been feeling so stressed up and i
cried everyday. i'm not someone who loves to tear, esp in front of OTHERS. over the 9 fucking days, i cried ard 4 times in front of that fucker. is this my problem or what? i literally cried everyday.
i felt so uncomfortable and i just couldn't figure out why. my mum was suspecting that it could be due to some spiritual stuffs and it got me worried. i stupidly told fucker that it might be some spiritual stuffs.
later on, at the 8th day, i finally realise that it's because i totally HATE the job and i HATE that fucker who
maligns me for no reason, checks me and acts nice. SCHEMING PIECE OF SHIT.

on
wed, i told the fucker i wanted to quit and i'll work till fri. that's 3days notice am i not right? they themselves called me on wed and said i don't have to work on thurs and fri. they said go work on next tues, wed and thurs but didn't confirm until MONDAY NIGHT. who the hell will wait for their fucking last min call?!

on the wed when i quit, yy smsed me
after i said i'll quit, and said her company (my present company) had a vacancy and i can go over. so i went for the interview the following mon and i was told to start work on tues. i was thinking fucker didn't confirm till mon afternoon so it should be don't have alr so i agreed to start on tues.

and mon night, well well, they finally bear to call and INFORM me to go the next morning. they think i'm so freaking free to stay at home and wait for them to ask me go work siol. obviously laoniang has to go and look for another job to support myself right?! on the tues, lao niang still went an hour earlier to that ulu place to help them ARRANGE chairs and tables before reporting to work.


talking about payday.
at first, tt fucker said he'll transfer the money to me. so he asked me to leave my account number. i did.

then
a week later, fucker msged me and said he LOST it and asked me to msg him the number.

2weeks later
, fucker said i have to go down to sign a document before he can pay me. the date was fixed on last thurs.

last thurs
, i gave up OT and rushed over to sign tt fucking document. when i reached, that fucker gave me an oh-so-shock look and said, "sorry sorry i was on the phone with my colleague just 20mins ago and she said she's not able to come down today. the docs are with her. i didn't mean to make this a wasted trip for you. i'll pay for your mrt fare..."
FUCK YOU! and he asked me to go down next mon, which is the day before ytd and give him a call before going.


mon
i called him and he said, "oh it's a good thing that you called. i cannot make it today. why not tmr? oh nonono wed wed. wed is a good day i'll be in the office." FUCK YOURSELF FUCKER! i told him that there should be no more changing of dates and see him on wed. he said yes.

today
i msged him and reminded him i'll be going over and will reach at 7plus. he replied, "can you reach at 6.30? i have to go somewhere else."
FUCK SHIT. he thinks he's the only busy one in the whole wide world? from my workplace to kembangan takes at least 35mins for guanyin ma's sake! i got so pissed off and i msged (with han's help) and scolded him! then he called me and argued with me for a whole 15mins! and he said
go over tmr morning before my work. SIAO.

fucker's such a calculative shit. he said the pay is only
$432. i calculated it to be $492 after deducting every possible things he'll deduct. i didn't even add in the time when i left late. i should say, there's never a day i left early other than the half day. now, he's changing every shit he told him in the first place.

1. he told me that the lunch hour WILL be paid. there's 15mins(which i had to report 15mins earlier) for me to go buy food back to eat in the centre.


now: which boss will pay for the lunch hour? the 15mins is for you to
buy food and finish your food within. you exceeded the time and money will be deducted. i told him who on earth can buy food and finish the food within 15mins. he said, "me!"
FUCK HIMSELF LA i told him that's him, i'm a girl. so he said he'll deduct 30mins from each day for lunch. DAMN HIM i've alr deducted 2hours for lunch for the 2 days. he's deducting twice!


2. "WAH can eat inside ah?" he said, "well, you can do anything in here as long as
you work."

now: "i didn't say that! i said you can do anything as long as
it's work!"
COME ON LA FUCKER. you don't make sense. if tt's what you wanna say then you should have said i can
only work there. then you won't ask me to eat inside because eating isn't part of work you dumbfuck. stop contradicting yourself la.

3. he said strictly no
msn allowed.

now: "i said no forms of
chatting are allowed. you're chatting on facebook! i'm not an idiot okay!" whatever la fuck.
that time i tried to use facebook to talk to my friend(only one online) because i'm crying like shit. i felt much better and can work more efficiently.
the 2nd day i went in, it got blocked. i thought fucker blocked it. so i told him that i got use facebook to chat one.
i didn't lie. he said okay. he didn't say cannot. i emphasise, he DIDN'T say cannot.
then 2days later he called me during work and said i cannot use alr cos it's blocking the system. then i agreed and i didn't use anymore.

NOW THAT FUCKSHIT IS SAYING HE TOLD ME I
CANNOT USE. SAID I LIED TO HIM. SIAO EH! and now he's admitting that he DID block facebook. what a loser.
the thing is he's deducting money from the hours that i surfed facebook. is he mad? i on the facebook there doesn't mean i'm not working what dumbshit.


updates: the lady (the guy's colleague who nv appeared) and i was on the phone at night and she told me this..

lady: on your first day of work i saw you using facebook through the software and i told *guy* that this cannot work. we should stop you from using it. but the guy said no. he wanted to see how long you spend on facebook and then deduct according.

me: WHAT?! oh so in the first place you pple actually planned to not let me know and deduct my pay secretly la? you pple are just out to cheat me la?!

lady: if you insist in that then...

me: hello it's not the thing of insisting, that's how you pple are doing it.


scheming pieces of shit. to think i still go ard telling pple that he's a good boss, it's just that i'm not used to the jobscope. FREAK. FRUCK. FUCK. you all can go win some oscar award alr.

the most ironic thing is he said, "this is just a
small amount of money to me. i see no point in arguing." HA HA HA. he said that sentence after wasting 15 mins of my precious time and calculating SO MUCH and then he's trying to sound rich. pls la. if so then just pay me the $492 la. small money nia. no money ah? kiam siap sai.

and he said i lied to him when i said i wanted to quit cos i don't like to work alone. he said i quit because i found a higher paying job. haa. if he insists. i'm so glad i left.


my mama just called that fucker to seek justice for me! mama rocks! mama said just take the $432 and after taking, tell him the remaining money is for him to buy coffin! nono i think should say the remaining money is for him to go vietnam and buy a wife! WAHAHAA!
don't worry la fucker(if you're reading this), i'll not bother to curse you or even rmb you after getting money. dua peh gong, guanyin ma and all the deities will settle you!


an irresponsible, ungentleman, calculative, unreasonble yet insist that he is, go back on his word, unrealiable, procrastinating, irritating piece of fuck shit. he should do more good deeds man seriously. i can confirm that he has NO FRIENDS! hey fucker, you're seriously a loser. i pity you. awwww....


last but not least, i hope you won't die a virgin kay(:




ps. SORRY BLOG. i didn't mean to be so crude. i'm still very pissed!


pps. i finally got the cheque on 26th march after one month of delay. *chants*

Saturday, March 21, 2009

i'm talking to myself_

meaningless. contentless. emotionless. emptiness. helplessness. moneyless. timeless. lifeless.

anyone's getting married? invite me leh?

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

before facing the music.._

okay freak. friday's doom's day. yes results day. shit man i'm really very scared. i don't know why. suddenly very scared and i feel like dying. i have to constantly do something else or i'll be thinking about results. holy. *chants* suddenly, i don't want friday to come. let there be countless consecutive mondays.

i did almost nthg at work today. i wrapped 2 boxes and packed the stuffs for job fair and a lil paper work. no more. anw, boringband met up today! yay! still feeling close actually(: got pictures but not with me cos my phone died on me. OHS. i revived it alr. went geylang for mee sua and youtiao. rocks! i want more!

went DXO with tomatoes on last sat! ladies' night yo! free free. we wanted to go to the pub but it was fullhouse. so we went DXO for free drinks heh. DXO was so quiet can. omg the dance floor's empty and you call that a club? and ah, the liveband was singing all the emo songs la. need so emo not? anw, anywhere's fun with the right friends!:D

PICTURES!


this is DXO! so dark and empty.




we liven-up the whole place! HAHA.


hp's trying to rape me. really! T.T


XI


NU


AI


LE?


madness.


mad pple.


bu shu fu. black vs white omg. kua zhang. i need a tan.


loveliest tomatoes ever.


there goes my first ever clubbing exp. it has no clubbing feel at all. feels like a pub with ultra loud music and free drinks. lalala.

OH AND XIAOZHU AND YOGA ARE COMING EASTPOINT THIS FRI!! suddenly all the tw artises love eastpoint.

how i wish i'll be taking O's instead of A's results. damn. i'm really very scared sia. i don't want to face the music so soon! i'm so afraid of disappointing my parents. i'm afraid to see a dark future. i feel like taking a ride ard s'pore after taking results on fri. tmd. go sleep la! hope i'll still be alive after fri. *chants*

Thursday, February 19, 2009

blogging day14-black and white_

i was doing the paperwork today and i suddenly realised it's 19th today! blogging day yo! yes, i'm jobmore alr! thanks to yy HAHAHA. i'm so happy that i left the previous workplace and joined MBS. wah that previous workplace! TSK.

anw, look at my office wear man ._. it's the black and white style yo. we're boring.



friends are impt!:D



pretty busy and tired these few days. okay i'll update this during weekends. sleepy. OH and ai lin is finally coming back tmr!! xD AI LIN! WO ZAI DE
NG NI...

stupid kiam kiam. stop MIAing and give me my picnic leh!:D


i'm back with more pics and words!(:


han's and i!(:



retarded office girls.



BK for lunch!



yy's so-called artistic photo. black and white trio!



oh so loving. they just love eat my tofu hohoho.



me- :( yy- :|



AHAHA posted this for han's!



yy's bian tai face and my outcome of severe hair loss. T.T



they abused me.



i feel like eating cheesecake. ahem.



day two of work!



okay no more pics of us alr. let me talk more about my job. we're working at marinabaysands(MBS)! the IR one, the casino one. you know you know? yea we're in the HR dept and currently i'm reviewing the CVs. they're ridiculous la. the pple applied in 2007 can. madness. okay anw, it's pretty entertaining lol.


show you one! look at the gender.



okay then there's one box for
"are you a PR?" and one box beside it for "If yes, when granted?" and there's this joker who wrote "yes. immediate." ._.


and there's this coffee-making machine in the pantry and it amazes me alot. ahaaa i love the pantry!


i'm very very broke. adult fare, daily expenditure and car prac fees are suicidal! pay me soon pls. OHS.


that's about all for the beloved blogging day. i still feel like eating cheesecake. *slurps*

Friday, February 13, 2009

FREE HUGS DAY!_

qinyu: YING SAYS I'M JOBMORE!_ · says:
ehhh how you know i'm jobless

qinyu: YING SAYS I'M JOBMORE!_ · says:

LOL

X says:
loyal of bababandd pls


X says:

haha


qinyu: YING SAYS I'M JOBMORE!_ · says:
HAHAHHAHAHAH


see how much kiam kiam loves me. zhen shi shou bu liao. hehe. and she rmbs every single detail of me lor! HAHAHA. taoyan la kiam.... oh and i rmb that the socks photo taking was last year's vday right!! goodness one yr anniversary. xD

anw, ai lin is flying to tw!! she'll miss me so much. pooor girl. tsktsk.

OH YEA i quit my job 2 days ago alr! so i'm actually jobless. and what, YY found a job for me alr la! she's the love and i'm gonna reward her handsomely by giving her 2 weeks of free kisses! i'm jobMORE!:D paiseh sia so highly paid LOL.

don't even know why i went that kembangan job in the first place. desperate ah! luckily i escaped from the evil clutches!! they still called me to say i don't have to work for thurs and fri(i'm supposed to work till end of the week) but go and work next tues, wed and thurs. trying to make use of me sia! heart chicken heavy.

and see! boss always checks on me!

oh and on that day right, the client was talking to me at ard 6plus. then the boss kept on calling me to ask what i was doing and he's practically chasing me off la. scared must pay me OT! "tell the client you have to shut down and go alr!" what balugu sia! he's like asking me to ask the client to shut up so i can go and he doesn't need to pay me OT. as if i'm asking him for OT. then i said the client is telling me about his products. then he said "okay can" cos he knows he doesn't have to pay me OT alr. zzz.

okay time to go shopping... office wear siol. it feels great to be able to work with good friends la! finally i'm gonna meet han's after so long! although the job won't allow us to use internet, we're the internet!! ahaha okay i'm so excited about the new job(:

anw cos wed was sort of my last day at work, i finally like something about that job! the clients that day were so nice! the first client is from "missioNumbers". so they calculate someone's fate and life through their birthdate. they calculated for me la! and wah..i found out so many things about myself and some things they said are freakily true! anw, they said i'm able to do business and i'll earn from it. okay all of you can queue up to do business with me liao:D

and and they said i'll have gui ren. SO TRUE LA! after they said that, yy msged me and tell me got job vacancy! alamak yy is my expensive person. why expensive? cos two days of free lunch for her LOL.

one more traumatising thing. they said my love life will have a big major prob la! i might become a single parent or a les HAHAHA. i better keep a distance from ai lin:/ ahaa no la but now i know alr, i'll be more careful so it can be prevented! prevention is better than cure. good luck to me!:S

then they asked me to go attend the course and it's 375 freakin' bucks! i told them i got no money and they said if i want, they can work out something for me! ai seh and they offered a job lobang for me la. all the ex pple.

then the other client tried to ask me to stay for their talk(FOC). they promoted their products to me(so clever) and gave me a sample. fake niang's fav la free sample LOL. it's some new health products in gel form!

cool right! but come to think of it, i don't think i'll buy la. heh.

and today is free hugs day!! too bad s'pore doesn't celebrate that if not we'll be having such a hugful day. should propose lor. huggies drypers.

i found ahple's mum! her name is popiah! so cute la!


family portrait.


POPIAH, WHO DO YOU LOVE MOST?


taoyan! but i have another love tooo..

love triangle siol. OKAY LAME. self-entertaining.

didn't go to work for ytd and today and i feel so qing song! shuang. that job is really giving me alot of stress lor. i'm so glad i quit. it's a right decision!(:

anw, THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE'S CONCERN! those who supported my decision of quitting, LOVE YOU ALL! free hugs for you all today!

and meow, YOUR DISASTROUS THURSDAYS ARE GONE TOOO! :D cut hair alr? loll.

what's for vday? NTU TALK.

i miss cakes!

had them for x'mas.

huang jing lun's songs are really nice!! go go listen! i'm in love with xiao gui's gui hun! so i shall change the blog song alr. but do support lunlun no. 2! so many lunluns la. zhou jie lun, yan ya lun, ke you lun, huang jing lun, xu wei lun....

HAPPPY VDAY/FDAY in advance! don't think i'll blog tmr. have fun everyone!(:

Monday, February 9, 2009

aunt agony pls?_

Dear Aunt Agony,

I need help. I'm currently working at a place which is near my house and the boss treats me pretty well. The pay is $6/hr and lunch is provided most of the time. I'm being paid based on 9hours which includes my lunch time.

My job scope involves everything from the main phone calling which i happen to hate it, handling of clients, setting up the room which is moving of tables and chairs and they are pretty heavy, making of coffee and tea, making sure the cleanliness of the entire place which includes vacuuming of the place and changing of garbage bag which make me feel like a total aunty.

I have no colleagues so basically it's just the boss and i. Boss will be out in the day so i'll be left alone. I feel so anti-social and going crazy as i'm talking to the phone for the whole 9hours plus. It might seem okay to you but it's totally mad for someone like me. I can't survive without friends. I'm losing my ability to talk to pple. It's just standard lines everyday for 10hours or so. This job makes me miss all my friends! I'm crying everyday there. I really hate it. I'm planning to quit.

However, if i quit, i'll be jobless. There're a few alternatives. There's another job vacancy available which is nearer to my house. An admin job but the pay is lower($5+?) and it is based on 8hours though i have to work for 9. No free lunch but no phone calling(not as much i guess). More of a data entry job. Heard it's a pretty loner job as well.

Next alternative is that requesting for adding ai lin to my current workplace. Job will be split, pay as well. Not sure how much but won't be normal. Should be below the market rate? Don't know. But plus ai lin=fun and love and more relaxed job! However, lower pay.

Another alternative will be looking for another job which is pretty tough due to recession. The same risks apply when getting a new job. Proximity is critical. Adult fare kills. It's difficult.

Should i stay on with my current job and cry everyday till my tears go dry and get used to it or have a lower pay job which is quite bad cos i have to pay for my driving lessons(TMD expensive-$70 per lesson) or get a new job which have all the risks?

Please save me. I don't want to die. I don't want to suffer anymore. Any kind soul wants to reply me?

From the lovely Balugu,
qinyuu@gmail.com

*cries*

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

VROOOMMMM..say bye to mugging now!_

because........


YAY! now i can finally not bring those theory books out lor! don't have to worry for those theory tests anymore. YES AH! my stress level will be decreased but i'm sure there'll be other stuffs taking over(like i just received an sms to ask me to report to work at 7.45am tmr. TMD!). serious lack of sleep! okay i'm sorry to my body. shall sleep after blogging i hope.

anw, etrials are seriously freakin' useful for those theory tests. the qns are exactly the same la how can. and i went for 2 etrial sessions after work ytd and i chionged through 500 qns HAHAHA. ya man. i chionged 500 qns ytd la how can i possibly fail right? i'll kill myself man:/ so pple who haven't take the tests yet, do go for etrials and you'll pass smoothly.

had been working for the past two days and today is my 3rd day of working. i can't say i like the job because i really hate to talk to strangers even though ALL my past jobs require me to do so at all times. give me a break man.

this time i have to keep calling and calling the whole day. now i have this long list of companies i have to call and ask them if they require our service. this is so bu yao lian sia. so many things to ask and all. although it's just sitting there and call, i rather go vacuum the whole office la.

i will feel ultra stressed up when i have to call strangers and i don't know why. it's actually quite slack when the boss is not ard but i still don't like it. not my slice of cheesecake la.

anw i think i work better alone then in front of others.

and today marks the ultimate day of my first ever bike-sitting experience(this explains the title)! it is....TMD SCARY LA! much much worse than roller coaster. at least roller coaster got the safety devices and stuff, you know you won't fly out. and roller coaster ends in a few minutes. the bike is freakin' scary esp during expressways(high speed)!

my friend is mad la 120km/hr kns. i feel the wind trying to remove my head(super heavy cos of the helmet and the helmet messes up my hair!) from my body la! and when it's super fast right, i'll be trembling from the cold wind and trying very hard to maintain my balance despite the ultra strong wind and the wind is choking me. i feel out of shape. i'm a wind resistor!

it's so frightening. i feel like i'm falling off the bike anytime cos there's no seat belt nor backing and vehicles are all ard me! you're like dangling there. okay kua zhang. uhh you're like sitting unsafely there. then those turns ah, WAH SEH. exciting sia. the ground got close to me! woooooot! T.T

on the other hand, it's actually quite fun and cool and stuff. the feeling is like....WOW when we can just go between all the cars and go so fast. traffic jams for cars=normal for bikes.

and it feels so fun to be able to go fast on the road. but i guess you really have to entrust your life to the biker. i have no idea why i trust my friend and my friend repaid me by riding faster._. HENG I SURVIVED.

i have to admit that bike is really the fastest transport toool man! i reached home in like ard 15mins from ard lavender. AI SEH!

and it feels so zai to come down from a bike and remove your helmet and everyone's staring at you. HAHAHA. but usually you can't be bothered cos you'll be busy making your hair.

in a nutshell, it is simply a love-hate feeling towards bike. if you have a chance, do try riding on a bike(preferably with someone you can really trust and is comfortable with cos you might just end up grabbing the person tightly HAHA) cos it's a totally different experience from those in arcades and from other vehicles. the excitement and wind-blowing is irreplaceable man!

awesome but uncomfortable(to me la). in any case, real cool! thanks friend(:


next up, i've won the consolation prize in the calbee lucky draw HAHAHHAA!

it's the cute bag! HOCK KI LA! so this proves that calbee's lucky draws are real LOL. niang will be so glad to see this.

a few pictures of the bimbos taken before A's which i just copied from yw's friendster.






okay la i better go to bed alr. 7.45am to 6pm for work, tuition after that. MADNESS. ehhh huang jing lun's(also lunlun sia!) songs are really nice! listen for a few times. i didn't like them the first few times but i'm like listening to the album everyday!:D

i think i'm senile. i can't really rmb what happened ytd or even just now. okay i said i want to sleep. GOODNIGHT PPLE!:D