世界末末日_

There have been many rumours saying that the world ends in 2012. Next yr is 2012. I guess many singers are using this point to compose songs, create albums and also taking it as a concert theme. Anw, I sincerely hope and pray and wish that the whole will not end in 2012, for I do not want to end my life as a NIE student. Haven't really lived for myself and spent ample quality time with my loved ones. So don't want to see pple die, see my loved ones leaving me and see the world end. ):

So here's a meaningful song, I hope that the world doesn't end. (:

Curly Wavy~_

Hello! Recently I've permed my hair! I went to a lok kok salon at Ubi to perm my hair. Cool huh. I'm not so brave to just go to any random salon and have my perm done. Oh, it's the first time I'm doing something to my hair. I've nv dyed//rebonded/permed my hair before. So anw, yuan's sis intro-ed that salon to me. Although it's really lok kok and small, the hairdresser is not bad. She's pretty kind too. See that I'm a poor student, give me discount. My fav! :D 

Oh yea, I went for eyebrow threading a few days before perming with meow at Roxy. Wow wow. So amazing that you can just remove hair using a thread! It doesn't hurt when threading above the eyebrow but it hurts a lil when doing the bottom of the brow. Just pray and you'll be fine. Hearing the "zzzzz... zzzz.." sound when threading is scary but shiok. You know the hair is falling off. Do rmb to say you don't want thin eyebrows if you don't want to end up with a line of eyebrow though. 

Wah I'm so brave to show my huge face with stupid expression. Anw, after threading. A lil swollen and red but it'll be fine after awhile. 

The reason why i'm threading my eyebrows is because I'm saying bye-bye to the bangbang gang! No more bangs for me! Bangs is so good cos I don't have to trim my brows at all. But now, it's time to do it. (;

So here we are, taking a bus to the salon. I just realised it's the same expression as above lol.

Taking a 'before' shot and my poopoo just wants to disturb.

Step One: Putting some Chemical on my hair to protect them. It's damn smelly. Luckily there's pokka green tea! and my poopoo acting cute~ :D

This is a dryer! Drying my hair after washing. So good, I wanna install one at home too!

And then she started to put the rollers on my hair. Doing electric perm btw. My head almost broke from all those tough pulling of my hair when putting on the rollers. 

:D

This is how retarded I look when perming. I swear everyone's looking at me as if I'm a clown. Anw the bottle of product on the right is the curling cream, to maintain the curls. 

Still looking dumb. Poopoo kept laughing at me! 

The man who waited 3.5 hours for me. Yes, so long!

Looking dumb from the back..

The lok kok salon with bugs and insects all ard. Found one on the hairdryer. I was seriously praying they don't use this hairdryer on me!! Luckily, they really changed my seat after washing my hair and used another hairdryer. 

Moral of the story: Praying works. 

Done! Hair is semi-dry. I wanted bigger curls and yea, I got what i wanted. (: 

Luckily I did. Lao pok salon can do wonders at a cheaper price, longer time with a few bugs. 

Fully dried. My hair was covering my boobs before perming! 

(;

(:

:O   >.<

A change for X'mas and 2012!

Price (for my length and thickness, my hair not body): Wash + Cut + Perm + Treatment + Product = $110

Think it's pretty cheap. Yay I'm happygirl90! UNTIL, my eyes area got swollen due to some unknown allergy. But it's recovering alr. (: Anyhow, I think my hair is straightening alr. =.= Pls last till CNY tyvm!

就算是世界要崩溃 亲爱的我也绝不会落泪 

不放弃爱过的那种感觉 珍惜着有你记忆的一切 

就算是世界要倾斜 亲爱的我也绝不说离别 

尽管末日威胁再强烈 有爱就不累 

Don't forget him.._

Hi Snoopy! :D 

Exclamation mark!_

Oh yes it's lunlun's new album, 惊叹号! Well I admit I thought this album wasn't good when I listened to a few of his songs initially. However, lunlun being lunlun, his songs are 耐听 ones. Now i think his whole album is super awesome! Everyone shld go listen for a few times and fall in love with them like me! Highly recommending 公主病、水手怕水、世界末末日、Mine Mine、琴伤、疗伤烧肉粽、皮影戏、你好吗, wait, am I typing out all the songs? okay okay crazy Jay Chou fans are all like that. :D 

Weeeheeeeeeeeee holidays damn shiok! Feels uber good even doing nthg! Suddenly feel that life's awesome! Don't you all think so too?? Totally can picture my NIE girls nodding vigorously hehe. 

Anw, I always think that listing down aims and goals will give me extra motivation to achieve them. SO my goal for this holiday is to 变美! This is a bit tough to measure cos WHO GETS TO DEFINE PRETTY?! this is so AMX. Stop haunting me leh AMX. tsk. 

Oh yea, it's not me hahaha. I'm just being too paranoid and guilty conscious.. ): I'm a bad friend. Anyhow, I've reflected alr. I'm being too crazy. 

Wooohooooooo 柯震东 won 最佳新演员 during 金马奖! 《那些年》yay! His pipi sacrificial is so worthy! :D 

My bro just gave me a stick of choc waffle. Pretty long stick. Milk vanilla choc stick. Just making use of the stick to show my face. 

It's not nice............. Dislike chocs! Gives me a giddy feel after eating. Am I weird or what? 

Yay I'm so bored I can blog often. Wanna show my kids in the future, if I ever have kids. 

And my dear mummy, why didn't you call home?? You always force us to call home when we're overseas and you didn't?? You must be rebelling. Too much. Sigh. Got to have a talk with you when you're back. 

I dreamt that I'm a pri sch kid and I lost my memory. *gasps* Sucks when you don't rmb anything about anyone, anything, even yourself.

girl: 哎呦哥哥 嗨 你好!

man: 我不是哎呦哥哥 我是巨炮叔叔 你怎么啦?

girl: 我生病了!

man: 那听一下哎呦哥哥的阳光宅男就会好了啦!

girl: No no~ 好不了喔…

man: 为什么呢?

girl: 因为是公主病啦!

《公主病》

还是要幸福_

The song I'm in love lately, other than Jay Chou's songs, is this! Hebe's always singing this kind of after-break up songs. like 寂寞寂寞就好 and now this. It's really touching. The ending song for 行医. Here it is..

Anw, the recent hoo-haa is 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》. Think everyone's really into it cos it brings back memories for all. it's NC16 and all those who went to watch went through sec sch alr. It's really a pity that they didn't get tgt in the end. oh no spoiler! still, 柯震东 has a nice firm ass huh! hehe.

Dear blog, I'm so sorry to always abandon you during my busy period in NIE. I hope you won't think I'm making use of you during hols after I end the whole damn sem. I didn't disappear for the whole sem actually. Just for last quarter of the sem cos I was really dying from the endless assignments, presentations and exams. Like really dying. Sometimes, you have to give up something in order to do something. Many times, you don't have a choice to choose what you want to give up and what you want to do. I know you probably cannot understand what I'm going through for you're not here with me. I do not want to always drown you with either NIE or boyfriend. but the truth is I only have NIE in my life. My boyfriend is revolving around NIE too. Helping me with assignments, comforting me that everything's gonna be over soon, gg out to do assignments/study with me (he's studying too)... Can you do what he's doing with me? If not then do not say that I put my bf above you. I'm not capable of enjoying like how you do, blog. Sometimes, I cannot even afford the time to have a proper meal. I thought you'll understand cos you're experiencing something close to what i am experiencing. I can't believe this. And I thought it has always been like that for everyone, busy (disappear for that period), free (come back again). And you've been with me for years, since sec sch, it's always been this way isn't it? I just feel so hurt yet angry and confused at the same time.

Just when I thought I could finally enjoy my well-deserved holidays ytd after exams, it was spoilt. I spent the whole fking night pondering, and it really hurts me if you're really talking about me. I hope it's not me. *prays* I don't know if there's such a thing called "making use of you during hols", but that has never ever in my whole damn life crossed my mind. If you do not want me to appear again, I can try. ):

Anw, Mummy went overseas ytd. I did housework for half of today and I'm so freakin' tired. I've learnt to appreciate my Mama even more now. Mama! Have fun and come back soon! I promise to help with the housework okay! I love my Niang niang.

Unhappy stuffs aside, I have no idea how i survived through this disastrous sem, by far the most challenging and craziest one (Thanks to Rahil I feel that I've having a test every week), it's time to Party!!

Might not sound convincing now but I hope all my friends can feel that I do treasure and cherish them. Will show some actions during the hols, hoping you all won't think i'm making use of you guys during hols. Guess I'm feeling really guilty over this.. Sorry friends. 

不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人

一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的

我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭

所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚

確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅

明天 開始 這一切都結束

Nightmare_

Dreamt that i got D+ for AMX last night. So scary. Think i cried in the dream.

她说.. _

It's been a long time since I visited my own blog. I know there're some of you coming back, checking for updates occasionally. Appreciate the thought of wanting to see what I'm up to / what I'm busy with / what shit I got into / if I'm still me.. 

I know, it's boring to keep talking about NIE again and again but that's the only thing I'm busy with. School school school. All of us in NIE are suffocating from the number of assignments, which are constantly piling. It's finally recess week, and I'm really glad to have a week off from traveling, and off from those interactive lessons, esp those English modules. They scare me, really. As a result, Wed nights and Thurs mornings are the most dreaded times of the week. I have 2 Eng modules on Thurs fyi. I always feel like an idiot in Eng classes. Usually, I have no idea what they're talking about as they speak in bombastic words with lightning speed. If not, I absolutely have no courage to open my mouth and make comments. Not even a simple "yes" or "no". I don't know what's wrong with me, really. Sometimes, I really wish I could speak as fluently and think as fast as the rest of the classmates. I feel super inferior then. 

Besides school, I've been pondering over the issue of friends recently. Lady Luck is not on my side as I always have some stupid assignments to do when there's friends gathering/outing/party. I'm afraid to say I'm losing my friends. Talking about effort, time kills them all. Excuses, excuses, excuses. I always believe that true friends will be there, no matter what, when, where, how. I guess I'm wrong. People being human beings with feelings, they do forget some stuffs and drift away, having stronger feelings with someone else after some time. Friendship has to be constantly maintained. 

Also, I think I've lost the ability of making friends. 

When I'm using my laptop, I tend to bloghop or watch some tw variety shows. Why can some girls be so good in dolling themselves up?? Covering their flaws effectively and appear being so perfect. Why is it that some girls can look good in everything, some girls can look gorgeous effortlessly? Why is it that some girls are so talented, so smart? As compared, I'm like a little red dot, trying too hard sometimes. 

It's so tough to find myself, you know. A style that belongs to me, a personality that defines me, a set of stuffs to call my own. The today me will look at the ytd me and ask "what's wrong with me ytd?!" The tmr me will look at the today me and ask "what's wrong with me ytd?!" I'm mad. I'm crazy. I'm lunatic. 

I sincerely hope that one day, I can become confident and proud of myself, after finding my authentic self. 

她说无所谓

只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美

回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾

她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾

绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味

今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

till the world ends_

Maybe it's gone, that's why they're back.. 

It kind of hurts when such things come attacking, and then you'll realise that it's not something within your control, and it's not all yours at all, after all. 

I have been feeling very contradicting all these while. What exactly should i do? I feel terrible but at the same time, stupid. Miserably stupid. 

Life without NIE_

One word: SHIOK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suddenly, life is full of hope, and love, and meaning, and fun! I feel like a balloon, being released into the beautiful sky, filled with hope and excitement! *Screams*

Sorry for being so crazy. Anw, I've been enjoying for one whole week alr and life's great! I do not wish to harp on those disastrous exam papers (they will haunt me again soon i know) and I'm so going to enjoy myself for the hols! I know I don't really deserve the hols cos I didn't really work hard for the sem, but I'm really tired okay. Sia la now I damn scared hols will end and another disastrous sem will come sia. 

But anw, regarding the upcoming sem, I doubt no other timetable can be as sucky as mine the previous sem. What? 830am for all 5 days, 2 ultra late days with many hours of break in between? 2 days of gg school just for 2 hrs, travelling time longer than school hours? Now, how did I survive them? I think I leveled up again... 

It feels so freakin' good to be able to do whatever I like, whatever I want, without the burden of mugging/projs/assignments/schooling/travelling/presenting...... You know right? I know you do. 

Also, I hope to seize this opportunity to catch up with my friends (ongoing), spend time with my family, have some self-quality time, and to show more love to my buibui definitely! My buibui has been suffering with me all these while. I feel so bad towards him. Always sacrificing awesome weekends to study with me, even precious rest time during weekdays. ): Thank you hubbo, thank you.  Will never be able to thank you enough. 

btw, my buibui is not bui at all, for I will not call someone who is fat, "fat".  So........HELLLO FATTIES!!!!! :D

Can't wait for Ashley/Hobart's arrival!!! ^^

And, 公主嫁到 is really a fantastic drama! Highly recommended. 

Okay it's time for some shows and then sleep.. Ending off with a press-my-fat-tummy-and-i-will-say-"MUUUAAACCCKSSSS, I LOVE YOU~"-flying-pig,

and one with Naughty G.

Can someone tell me why is Naughty G in the exam goodie pack for NIE?? ._.

All the best to those still having exams!!! Meet me up when those horrendous days end!!! I'm waiting for you~~~ 

 

我要被叫小妹！_

刚刚一位 Aunty 坐在我的身旁，问道：＂小姐，去莱佛士搭这里对吗？＂

我心里一阵抽动，我的妈呀，我已经变成＂小姐＂了耶！ 该死的。老得那么快？！人家还是小妹 okay!!

真要命！被叫小妹时就很想变成小姐，现在却想变回小妹。虽然有时还是会有人叫我小妹，可是一个＂小姐＂就够悲哀了勒。真犯贱！

Anw, just finished my 2nd last paper today. Yea all exam papers suck!!! And I can't deny how dumb I am!! Who will forget to write title for 作文?! Yes, me. 小妹忘了. 

Hope next mon 11.30 will arrive soon, like now!

For now, Happy 10 months honey deary poopoo!!  爱心！


小妹告辞！拜拜！

The Most Impt Decision_

I know I shouldn't be blogging but this is really waaaaaayyyyyyy too touching. They've been tgt for 10 going on 11 years and they're finally getting married! They just look perfect tgt. So sweet! And this new song, 最重要的决定 by 范范 just fits in perfectly. 

I think they're one couple who will receive blessings from almost everyone. awwwwwwwwww.. 

now, I can't wait to sing this song one day. (: 

i hope April will end soon. NIE mates, let's work hard tgt!

你是我最重要的決定
我願意 每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮 不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏 只有親密

你是我最重要的決定
我願意 打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴 將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑 只有經營

A bumpy peaceful bus ride_

回家途中，上了巴士。上车时，整辆车只有我一个人坐在巴士上。这种感觉很奇妙，仿佛整辆车只为我服务，感觉挺爽的。好平静，但是，总少不了一丝丝的孤单。空旷的周围显得我更孤独、寂寞。一片寂静，只能用耳机里传出的音乐掩盖，欺骗自己＂我不是一个人＂。不顺的一天注定不顺到底。耳机传来的歌竟是＂习惯就好＂。原来，我今天注定一直孤独下去，只要习惯就好，习惯 就好。

今天不知怎么了，可能已经给自己放假了吧。忘了带 assignment 来交，忘了带手提电脑，忘了 top up ez link card，忘了我是谁...课前想去打印作业，排队的人偏偏那么多。课后要去打印，站在电脑前，尿偏偏要急着出来。没办法，只好放弃，跑到厕所去。好不容易，终于把作业打印出，交给老师。好饿好饿，好冷好冷。

突然好累哦。

最累的是一个人的星期五早上。

知道我不是最惨的，日本随便一个都比我惨一百倍，可是我还是很惨。

每天都忙忙碌碌，也不晓得在忙什么，最后又得到了什么...

可不可以不要了？

the adorable liar_

None other than my tuition kiddo! 

*tuition kiddo yawning*

*me stared at her*

kiddo, "you not tired ah?"

me, "I'm tired ah.."

kiddo, "then why're you not yawning??"

me, "._. tired must yawn ah?????" 

she's soooooo adorable!!!!! she looks like Agnes from Despicable me! Serious! 

like this.... big eyes, chubby face, bangs too. too cute! shall take a pic of her one day. 

BUT!!!!!! she's a liar. a bad kid. she doesn't do my work and lied to her mum that she finished my work alr. I've just exposed her and complained to her mum this evening. hopefully this adorable liar can become an adorable kiddo soon! (:

and, gg to NIE is 错错错 and 莫莫莫.. sigh. 

不可以吗?

哈比八福得!_

As some of you know, it's yuan'r's big day a few days ago. Unfortunately, I had a test and it's worth 2AUs on the exact day and I have a presentation the following morning, and another presentation tmr. So, I can gladly say I'm a superwoman! Due to time constraint and every other shitload reasons, I wasn't able to give my dearest a huge surprise and a wonderful birthday. ): It was his first birthday with me as his girlfriend and I felt kind of bad for not putting in more effort. Anyhow, I tried my best! 

Yes I know some Kaypohs are dying to know what I did huh! Firstly, Laoniang freakin' skipped a 2 hours lecture in the afternoon cos it ends at 530. I told yuan'r that we're gonna have jap cuisine at Nihon Mura cos he loves jap food! and i told him that i got him a 50cents present and he's gonna use it everyday! yes, he guessed it, an ezlink sticker. His favourite One Piece okay! Uber cute!! So on that day, I rushed to Fairprice Xtra to buy those fresh ingredients like his fav fish roe and my fav salmon after my test!! Before that, I alr brought rice and all the other ingredients to sch. YES, YOU ARE CORRECT! I planned to make sushi for him!! The BEST jap cuisine ever!!!!! ;D

Actually, I only made once with ylm before and I think I'm damn brave to do this for his b'day. Imagine me failing, no dinner. BUT CANNOT BE!!! Okay blah blah I went to his house to surprise him. I had to FORCE him to take half day leave previously can. And I had to force him to report his location.. I can't believe my suayness. Of all days, the stupid purple line got technical fault on that day, at that time! I just reached outram park only the service got stopped for awhile and all. Argh! 

Okay when i finally got to his house, TADAAAAAAA, SURPRISE!!!!!! Okay not very surprising but I'm always the best surprise to him. lalala. And I started to make dinner at 3.30pm and everything's only done at 7pm LOL. What? I tried my best right! Got to cook rice, cook this cook that, roll here roll there, VERY BUSY HOR! And, I think sushi masters are realllllly noble!! They're so cool! Anyhow, I prepared sushi for his mum and sis too okay! Of cos, the purpose of making sushi tgt is to have fun during the process. So my dear bday boy got to make with me! 

The final product... 

Not exactly perfect but i did all i can okay! very good for a first-timer~

DAMN CHIO RIGHT! I cut the salmon on my own okay! and they're all so chio. Hehehe. Super proud. And that fish roe looks really good here! And, that yellow thing is potato salad okay! (;

Another photo for my awesome salmon! 

Ahhhhhhhh~~~ I don't know about the others, but i really enjoyed my dinner. There's miso soup as well! Cucumber sushi, egg mayo sushi, potato salad, salmon sushi, fish roe sushi, miso soup, crab stick. Probably there aren't much variety but I really love the salmon! And, I really did all i could. I hope my boy loved the dinner personally prepared by me (virgin experience). I know he did, I peeped at his tummy! (;

After dinner, I gave him his present, CK underwear YAY! Didn't have time to get cake (Icing room has no cheesecake! ): ). Well, I knew his sis was getting a cake for him la. Lalala~ 

After everything, he sent me down for me to cab home. We waited for SUPER long and there was no cab that stopped for us. Then yuanyuan finally couldn't take it and shouted, "WHAT IS THIS! WHY NO CAB?! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!" AND........ you won't believe this, a hired cab came to a halt immediately after he said that. The passenger alighted and I boarded it. I'm still very fascinated. O.o

And that's about all for his big day. I hope yuanyuan enjoyed his day, and felt my sincerity and love. 

Happy birthday my dear. (=

Only Only U U U~ Only Only U U U~

Happy CNY and Happy Vday!_

I'm just so lazy to blog even though i have the heart to do it. whose fault? N...........I...............Eventually i didn't blog.  so here's a late Happy CNY and i didn't take pictures on the first day. i have so many incomplete sch stuffs to do! ARGH!

Anw, yuan'r and i went to the Zoo a few weeks ago and here're some of the pictures we took. think the last time i went is like..........7 yrs ago? the Zoo sure looks different now. i shall be caring and share with you all!

one of my fav, GIRAFEE!!! cos they're so much taller than me! 

Us on the tram. i love the snail and the coconut tree and the hat and myself and him! 

It's finally the sun after so many weeks of rain.

Read their face! This face to beg for food.

This grin shows fear or excitement! i think yuan'r is excited. (;

the flying dogs!

lol 半缩头乌龟! looks awkward.

awwwwwww so lovely. Gloria~

the stars of Happy Feet! 

love Marty's butt with the swinging tail!

yuan'r's fav seal!

 

see see. gu ji gu ji..

pose pose pose. (:

the tail is amazing! is he King Julian?  

the little pony, Belle. yuan'r is flirting with her but she's not interested eh. hehe.

the disgusting tortoises. tsktsktsk.

yuan'r's fav fav fav red backside animal! BABOON AH! 

 and my boyfriend loves to ask me to act cute. well, i'm not acting. :D

Overall, it was an enjoyable trip. of cos they're many other animals but i'm not posting all becos you pple shld go visit the zoo yourself. nooooo la i'm just plain lazy! 

Anw, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL THE COUPLES OUT THERE, AND HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! (:

Most importantly, Happy Valentine's Day dear! (=

__

If I have a choice, I will leave NIE. 

If I had...another choice.