helpful me!_

ytd was such a fruitful day! not in terms of my studies, but family! :D

morning.

me, *just finished eating breakfast and was attempting to wash the bowl myself* niang! use which scrub ah?

niang, "leave it la. wasted so much water alr and the bowl is not even washed. seep3 poon4 ah!"

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evening.

me, "die1(daddy, not die pls. choyy!)! i help you skin the potato!"

die1, "hmm."

me, "AHHHH!" *half-skinned potato dropped into the pile of potato skins in the box*

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nevertheless, i cut the tofu into pieces and dropped them into the soup, skinned 3 potatoes, grind garlic, washed rice and cooked rice! wah seh! xin ku lor. wei da de wo. ^^

anw, today is not a very nice day.
BOOOHOOOOOOO!

nail left me :( sighhh. i miss nail! give me a snail.

bye bye nail.

anw, BUN's the new trend yo! makes me feel ultra neat and ultra tidy like ultraman.

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tampines library is damn cold. are they mad? so cold for what! waste electricity. waste taxpayers' money! tsktsk.

argh everyday i leave library early so i can go home and sleep. everyday i go home and use the com instead. sleepy!!!! O.O

yada yada yada. library is such a stressful place. make a teeny weeny bit of sound and everyone will stare at you! HAHAHA today is such an entertaining day at the library. laughter never seems to stop when laoxue1's ard. she's mad! i shall send her to the asylum soon. poor thing. xue1 de nan ren LOL. unlimited "jokes". xD

derrick's songs rock like there's no tmr! woooo! ehhh ohhh~

i seem to be losing touch with all my friends and more than friends recently. see! what's so great about having exams? MOE should change the system NOW NOW NOW! RAHHHHH! phew.

tomatoes went to sing today without me me ME! stupid prelims. don't let me fail you man. >:(

i wannna singggggg!!

ehhhh ohhhh~~~

<3

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i feel better now. thanks blog.

i wonder if there's really 2 moons later, at 0030.

and ya. you win.

love.love.love._

3 types of love.

1. I love you if...
2. I love you because...
3. I love you.

i suppose everyone's wishing for the 3rd type?

saw a few couples PDA-ing on the bus today. reminds me of an essay i did last time. well, i enjoy observing couples. very interesting things will happen somehow, anyhow.

was talking to laoxue1 about the past. got reminded of many stuffs. i feel cool. i no longer feel anything mentioning the past, be it the good or the bad. it'll all just be a mere part of my memory. i got over it, alr:)
so, my friend, it's not that difficult to get over a guy. it's whether you want to let it go or not. things get easier when he's a jerk. better ones will come and he'll just get his own retribution. so just sit back, relax, open your eyes big and watch him. :)

oh this smiley is so cute!:)
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class photos:)


mr lim looks exceptionally happy:O


where can i just let out my feelings and cry out loud?

sometimes i just think of some stuffs and feel like emoing. random, but leave me alone and i'll be okay. comfort me and tears may just start rolling ._. thanks anw:)

study break started. no more school. it's really a relief.

i was wondering if no friends will make us feel better? i stopped my wonderation. i can't live without my friends!:)

i choose to believe that the world is still beautiful cos of you and i:)

please don't worry bout me i'm fine..

blogging day9_

boringband.

in class. yiwei's buried under a book and a 3d postcard which shows what she's dreaming of.


my ai lin.


trying to cheat our money.


handmade by laoxue1. i took a few mins to realise that it's actually a heart with wings at the side. "i love you" in korean within the heart.


not me. some toot bit her own lips. O.O


something more interesting? HERE HERE!!

was digging out some photos for sherly's bday present.
goodness aren't i cute? lalala.

liang2 xi4 mei4 copied my actions lor!

pri 3! oh eye bags. =(

just look at my mushroom head. the ideal volume and shape!

beginning of this yr.

ehh i think i changed quite alot. TRANSFORM!

anw sherly, yiwei and ai lin didn't come to school today. such a coincidence. it's just another day in school. it's been so long since i last went 18 chefs.

can you just give me a pat on my head and tell me everything's gonna be alright?
what's so good about being tall? you don't get pats on your head cos limited pple can reach it. blooooooo.

pretty boring for a blogging day ehh. i just can't switch my mood THAT fast.
thanks loves=)

there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye.

if tmr never comes,
i want you to know right now that i,
i'm gonna love you until the day i die..

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i don't know why but i just have the sudden urge to cry. can i?

i don't like school cos i have to fake a smile, a laugh everyday. it's pretty tiring. i'm so glad when school ends everyday. i prefer anywhere other than school. the feeling is just so strong. it's not only the stress in the academic area. school is much more than mere studying. i have to say that i'm not the one suffering the most. but i'm just not happy. too many. too much..

i find it extra difficult to put a smile on other pple's faces nowadays. like ya, i want you you you you you to be happy, that's why i do that. so can you you you you you show some appreciation? maybe i'm just being kaypoh. i'm not obliged to do so. maybe i shouldn't anymore. i feel so constipated. it's getting far too uncomfortable. i want to cry it out, loud.

the past, the present, the future. what's the big deal? all the sufferings in the past, now and in the future. we're just gonna die anyway, anyhow.

and i finally got the meaning of life sucks. yea my life really sucks now. i feel so relieved that at least my family is alright. phew.

zuo4 ren2 hao3 nan2. zuo4 hao3 ren2 geng4 nan2.

i've lost my ability to communicate with pple. it's so challenging for me to start or continue a conversation. i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you.

do i sound like a crybaby? boooo. it's been months since i last cried. you know, crying can be quite fun. O.O

am i very irritating? pls tell me if i am so i'll shut my mouth and walk away.

emoshit. what? cannot emo is it? i'm emokia what. nanny nanny poo poo.

i wanna have someone who'll carry the tray for me.

it feels extra cold tonight. it's not the weather, it's the pple.

human are creatures we can never, ever understand. this applies to both male and female. no discrimination.

my corner's waiting for me..

i'm screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even hears. because, nobody cares.

why my teacher like that?_

tskk. i have an irresponsible teacher. i'm so pissed off. ytd, we were told that there'll be a talk by some indian famous guy at lt1 at 2pm today. we volunteered to go and went to lt1 punctually at 2pm today. to our surprise, the lt was pretty empty. one of our classmates came over to confirm the time with us. yah it's 2pm what. we waited for a few mins and there're no traces of any indian man or our teacher. oh cool it might be at 2.30pm then. so we waited and waited, wasting our precious time which worth so much. more pple came in the lt and it's 2.40 when we realised the venue is being used for something else. so we tried to contact our teacher but to no avail. finally, classmate's classmate managed to contact teacher and teacher said it's being postponed to next week. oh wow teacher, you'd just wasted a few hours of our time. i can go home at 1pm and be at home shaking my legs at that time alr. irresponsibility kills. and yeah, you just killed me. if the talk happens to be postponed again, please make an effort to let us know in advance. your attitude is irritating me. phew. just 3 months more.

i don't know why but i seem to dread going to school even more now.

it's not the place. it's the people. (this is not suppose to link with the top and bottom sentences. they're independent.)

and it's how much i didn't care that made me realise how much i actually cared.

i'm back!_

great i finally got my own com back!! xD welll.. all my files and pictures and stuffs are gone! anw, i got a few pathetic pictures left in my phone(HENG AH) and they're about to rot alr. faster blog! you know, a blog is really very important. at least i still have pictures in my blog woooot!

this is taken during june hols(so long ago can!) while NN and i were studying. this cat's enjoying the sunshine like nobody's business. so shiokkkk. taoyan.


just NN's and mine..


oh and cos these 2 weeks i'd been using my bro's com. so i was fiddling ard with his stuffs and when i opened the cupboard, to my shockness, i found this!!

so happening. taoyan! ^^

it's really impt to play safe under the hot sun, esp when my brothers are in dragonboating:D

and what were you all thinking? O.O

oh and a few weeks ago.. my new image.


tj loves to force us to go listen to talks we're not interested in. like this SMU thing. pple don't wanna go SMU what. tskk.


ohhhh this is ancient. during june hols as well. i drew that on NN's palm! so cute right LOL. i was wearing ylm's degreeless specs btw(my specs are hotter. xD)

NN loves my drawing HAHA!

this was the AJ's guitar concert day, when ylm ps-ed me! booooo! anw, it's ai lin and i again. HAHAHA. xD


derrick finally released his album!! come on come on support him! i'm waiting for his MVs! he's awesome! wahahhaa! handsome yo! but still as cute as well. his singing is just....woooot! loveeeees! xD


okay that's alll.
do something happening!
080808's comingggggg!!.. xD